The Aryan junkie aspie journal.

Instead of making a new thread everytime something happens i am going to use this journal.

I am going to update these info if they change.
Current age : 17
Current weigth : 175-185 (average 180)
Current occupations : Janitor/college student.
Romantic status : Single :( again...
Mental status : Sober
Loser status : I am the closest ive ever been to being normal.

 

[ATWA ya dig?]

I feel strangely dull.

Congratulations. The first month/month and a half were the hardest for me. Feeling dull is normal right now. (most) Drugs numb negative emotions, and this is the longest you've had to deal with them with a clear mind in a while.
They also desensitize you to joy after all of the "joy" you felt on them.
That all fades, in time.
You get used to coping with the negatives again, and the memory of what it felt like will become distant so you can appreciate the small things more. Eventually, there will be days where you just go about life and don't even think of drugs once. The times you do think about it will be fleeting. Stay sreal womang, man. It's a slow and hard journey, but it's infinitely better to struggle through it now than push it off.

 

[StudioExcréments]

It's infinitely better to struggle through it now than push it off.

Just like borrowing cash from a loan shark.

 

[ATWA ya dig?]

Just like borrowing cash from a loan shark.

Exactly. You either struggle and pay him back, or you ignore it until someone eventually kicks your door in. Once the door comes down, everyone wishes they paid sooner.

 

[StudioExcréments]

Just went to fuckin war against the fly infestation at work. We got a bunch of mosquito killing machines just rotting in storage and my boss'es said nuh uh we aint using the marchandide we gotta sell it (even doe it's been sitting there for months) also we need to pay 1 bajillion dollars to an exterminator instead!!! So after this mind blowing show of dummyation i decided to fill up an empty spray bottle with chlorine and just gas the flys. After spraying chlorine EVERYWHERE i decided to also grab some empty mason jars fill em up with expired pepsi and put a bit of dish soap to make some DIY traps since i know the chlorine is a temporary solution.

 

[StudioExcréments]

Was'nt expecting the 2nd contaminent example in a Canadian highschool science textbook (im doing advanced science this summer so i can study biology in college)

 

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Was'nt expecting the 2nd contaminent example in a Canadian highschool science textbook (im doing advanced science this summer so i can study biology in college)

Lmao even included the gay frogs

 

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I went to my ex's house and left her a goodbye letter with my 1 month keychain inside, i hope she changes her mind but i know there are other fish in the sea.

 

[StudioExcréments]

@1844 Or Something @chrisgriffinirl it aint neva over, is the bitches choice if she want sum aryan bf or sum bum eitha way i be getting pussy

 

[StudioExcréments]

@1844 Or Something @chrisgriffinirl it aint neva over, is the bitches choice if she want sum aryan bf or sum bum eitha way i be getting pussy

I hate tinder but i allredy got 2 matches today even doe my pics are kinda ass.

 

[ATWA ya dig?]

I hate tinder but i allredy got 2 matches today even doe my pics are kinda ass.

I only ever managed to match with some fat girl that looked heavily involved in trans rights and then a jewish girl that looked like a real woman.
I did look kinda cacay back then albeit.

 

[StudioExcréments]

I only ever managed to match with some fat girl that looked heavily involved in trans rights and then a jewish girl that looked like a real woman.
I did look kinda cacay back then albeit.

Tbh idc if xhes a lefty libdummy o algo, i am not an orthodox leftist but i still am leftist. Neither of my matches are fat but one of em got bisexual on her profile so yeah prolly libdummy, dont really care since anyway first person to suck my dick was a pooner.

 

[StudioExcréments]

Got a movie date with sum girl who is going to the same college program as me. She wants to become an archeologist.

 

[GQQT]

One month sober.
I feel strangely dull.

Do you also feel clearer of mind?

 

[StudioExcréments]

Do you also feel clearer of mind?

I was snorting meth, only thing that makes me feel more clear minded would prolly be coke.

 

[Klitty]

Got a movie date with sum girl who is going to the same college program as me. She wants to become an archeologist.

You're dating some autistic chick, right?

 

[StudioExcréments]

You're dating some autistic chick, right?

Idk, judging by her texts and interests probably, i hope she is but i just need someone to love rn.

 

[StudioExcréments]

Idk, judging by her texts and interests probably, i hope she is but i just need someone to love rn.

First time i am getting a date on Tinder so yeah, did'nt get to pick one from the autism social club.

 

[StudioExcréments]

Found these in a river

 

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I was supposed to watch some horror movie with a mid hoe but she cancelled "you are too young" bitch is 21 and i am turning 18 in 27 days. Anyway i replied ok boomer then blocked her, i dodged a fucking bullet stupid ass hoe was out of her league and stupid.

 

[Klitty]

I was supposed to watch some horror movie with a mid hoe but she cancelled "you are too young" bitch is 21 and i am turning 18 in 27 days. Anyway i replied ok boomer then blocked her, i dodged a fucking bullet stupid ass hoe was out of her league and stupid.

So are you not dating that autistic girl anymore?