>Rage baited into lucidity. I despise most of you to my very core, I'm done. I'd rather rot alone than speak with the never-ending cess-pit of you morons for another precious minute of my own finite time. Fin.
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The Aryan junkie aspie journal.

Instead of making a new thread everytime something happens i am going to use this journal.

I am going to update these info if they change.
Current age : 17
Current weigth : 175-185 (average 180)
Current occupations : Janitor/college student.
Romantic status : Single :( again...
Mental status : Sober
Loser status : I am the closest ive ever been to being normal.
 
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StudioExcréments said:
Both i fucked up in back to fucking square onre
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Sorry man. It's promising that you gave the rest away. It's not square one, you still made progress. It will be easier getting back on sobriety this time than last.
For a lot of people, sobriety starts with several failures. Eventually you just go longer and longer between them until you stop failing.
Beating yourself up will just distract you from how well you've done over the past ~40 days. None of that "I'm just a junkie" or "I'm just never gonna make it" shit. You'll beat it bro.
 
Welp day 1 of sobriety... again.
Yesterday alot of secret shit was said between me and my brother. Of the things said one was of little importance so ima repeat it here, i had known for a few months that my grandpa on my mother's side was'nt my biological grandpa, apparently truth is my biological grandpa was an eccentric alcaholic (my real non biological grandpa is also an eccentric alcaholic so not much differs) however his eccentricity differs as instead of being a redneck cultist he is a russian history aspie. This confirmed my shitoko that i had asperger running in both sides of the family seeing as my biological grandpa from my dad's side was (RIP) a chronic stoner eccentric hippie with hmmmm "strange" social skills (here is a lil story to explain
>my mother meets him after my dad introduces her to his family as my mom was pregnant
<not even a hello
>few months later at a family party they meet in the early morning as my mom is making coffee
<3 hour long unintrerrupted single sided conversation about bears)
While he was never diagnosed he was clearly not a dummy (zero social skills but he worked in chemistry labs and he was quite educated) or normal which is either a sign of his extensive use of psychedelic drugs/weed or he had asperger.
 
I am in love, aspie bird girl is just so lovely!!! Shes funny, she laughs at my jokes, she is nice, she thinks im nice, shes super cute and she thinks like me. I invited her to my birthday and she was asking me my favorite brand of coffee (to get it as a gift for me) i politely told her not to bring anything. Shes making a birthday card instead, i cant wait to see it since shes a really good artist.
 
StudioExcréments said:
I am in love, aspie bird girl is just so lovely!!! Shes funny, she laughs at my jokes, she is nice, she thinks im nice, shes super cute and she thinks like me. I invited her to my birthday and she was asking me my favorite brand of coffee (to get it as a gift for me) i politely told her not to bring anything. Shes making a birthday card instead, i cant wait to see it since shes a really good artist.
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am telling her that u post on a soy boy woah jack forum
 
7 hours fising, zero fish. I just spent hours looking as dozens of trouts took little bites off my bait then fucked off, i felt like they we're trolling me. Atleast i found a cool crawfish i guess.
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StudioExcréments said:
7 hours fising, zero fish. I just spent hours looking as dozens of trouts took little bites off my bait then fucked off, i felt like they we're trolling me. Atleast i found a cool crawfish i guess.
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You'l get there. I caught a swordfish last week.
 
Seeing more and more black thugs/pushers, last year i saw one black guy selling weed in a parc, today i saw 2 black dealers and one of em was being escorted by some black noob wearing fake ass gucci. Never liked the hells angels, skins or worst of all the fucking white "gangster" (losers who act like noobs) but atleast we did'nt fucking import them they we're just our home grown shit head fuckers.
 
Celebrating my 18th birthday tmrw, my real birthday is on the 12th but some people could not make it so im celebrating early. I realised i had a very rare problem amongst males, i have more female friends than male friends. I only have 2 male friends, some autistic 30 something year old guy and some moron from college. I in the ended up invited the autistic guy (the moron from college would not fit in since everybody else there is going to either be an aspie or very high functioning autist), my brother and 5 girls doe 2 of them could not come so the ratio wont be too off. The aspie bird girl is one of the 3 girls who is going to be there so that's awesome and she asked me if i could acompagnie her home on the way back.
 
StudioExcréments said:
Celebrating my 18th birthday tmrw, my real birthday is on the 12th but some people could not make it so im celebrating early. I realised i had a very rare problem amongst males, i have more female friends than male friends. I only have 2 male friends, some autistic 30 something year old guy and some moron from college. I in the ended up invited the autistic guy (the moron from college would not fit in since everybody else there is going to either be an aspie or very high functioning autist), my brother and 5 girls doe 2 of them could not come so the ratio wont be too off. The aspie bird girl is one of the 3 girls who is going to be there so that's awesome and she asked me if i could acompagnie her home on the way back.
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You're not even 18 yet? Damn, the drug stuff made me think you were in your 20s, rough.
 
Killy said:
You're not even 18 yet? Damn, the drug stuff made me think you were in your 20s, rough.
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Yeah, i won the junkie lottery. 100% rate of substance abuse amongst male family members (both grandpas, my dad, my uncles along with most of my extended family), autism spectrum disorder and being raised in a first nation reserve.
 
Welp back to square one doe this time i think i knew the consequences, i smoked a small ball of hash, ate 2 speeds, snorted 2 speeds and drank 4 vodka shooters, 1 brown rum shooter and one blonde beer. We went to a bar with board games and the speed allowed me not to be too affected by the hash/booze since other than my brother everyone else was sober. The aspie bird girl ended up not being from France and in fact she's just got an accent kuz le autism. I know some of it was from the booze but i think i was getting alot of signals from her, like cmon she litterally told me
<My fingers are'nt doing it anymore, i need a baguette
still it might just be le autism making her speak so openly abt that. But yeah she also made me this absolutely beautifull drawing of my favorite aquatic animals (i want to post it but idk if she might post it on her socials so yeah). All around great night even if my mom did instantly smell that i had drank and i do have to start over, just could'nt resist the call to get fucked up.
 

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