6 tablets of oxycodone

[pig]

I done stopped taking zog pills and i get by in life solely from the small, brief surges of dopamine my brain naturally provides every few hours to do the absolute minimum in life

 

[ATWA ya dig?]

I done stopped taking zog pills and i get by in life solely from the small, brief surges of dopamine my brain naturally provides every few hours to do the absolute minimum in life

Aryan... I kneel...

 

[StudioExcréments]

It's actually better to make him aware of the risks. I've had friends die because they didn't know shit and probably died not knowing they were in danger.
My own brother didn't realize he was overdosing until he woke up in the hospital after I found him.

No offense or anything, and I see you as a good friend, but I also believe that you SHOULDN'T enjoy doing drugs if it means being blind to the potential consequences. If you care about someone, it is your duty to "ruin their high" when the alternative is letting them ruin/end their life.
When your friends die, you never once think "I'm glad I didn't kill their buzz!"
You live with regret that never goes away. You wake up in the middle of the night regretting and you can't fall asleep because you fixate on a million different ways you could have changed what happened.

I'm not trying to guilt-trip anyone, even though I realize it seems like I am. This is genuinely my own experience and I would 100% throw my life away and kill or die if it meant no one else had live the way I do ever again.

I ment hes fucked as in once you take opiates i doubt you could ever want anything else. I know it's a DARE cliche but from what ive heard in NA meetings you get hooked the second you take that junk. Also i dont think i ever gave a shit about any advice from someone online when it came to "dont do drugz they r bad mkay" (i do care now but i mean during active addiction), i understand where you are comming from and RIP your friends but telling an addict to stop does'nt work unless he wants to get his life together. Also im assuming he has some tolerance, otherwise yeah i hope hes got naloxone.

 

[StudioExcréments]

It's actually better to make him aware of the risks. I've had friends die because they didn't know shit and probably died not knowing they were in danger.
My own brother didn't realize he was overdosing until he woke up in the hospital after I found him.

No offense or anything, and I see you as a good friend, but I also believe that you SHOULDN'T enjoy doing drugs if it means being blind to the potential consequences. If you care about someone, it is your duty to "ruin their high" when the alternative is letting them ruin/end their life.
When your friends die, you never once think "I'm glad I didn't kill their buzz!"
You live with regret that never goes away. You wake up in the middle of the night regretting and you can't fall asleep because you fixate on a million different ways you could have changed what happened.

I'm not trying to guilt-trip anyone, even though I realize it seems like I am. This is genuinely my own experience and I would 100% throw my life away and kill or die if it meant no one else had live the way I do ever again.

First message was cold as fuck. I really really hope you dont blame yourself for their death. Like seriously bro, regret does nothing but lead toward relapsing, use that frustration to hate the drug industry (both legal and illegal) not yourself. Your friends died of a chronic illness nothing could have been done to save them, addicts who die sober are addicts who would have relapsed and died high if they lived long enough.

 

[ATWA ya dig?]

I really really hope you dont blame yourself for their death. Like seriously bro, regret does nothing but lead toward relapsing,

Thanks. I know from my own experience: I never listened to anyone when it came to me. I know that doing more probably wouldn't have changed anything by time they were so far gone. Blame and regret come and go, and it hurts, but it's a lot like my own mistakes to me: it's said and done. I can't change it, I can either dwell on the past or focus on making the most of the future, basically.