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Fuck it I'm colonizing this thread.
August 11th, 2025: First Monday in a long time that I’m free, no volunteering. I woke up and said bye to the girl I spent the night with (no sex) at 5:45am and walked back home. It was quiet for the city I live in and the atmosphere was relaxed, hardly any cars on the road. I made myself a bowl of rice Chex. I got some coffee with creamer and then did nothing for most of the day. I played some Plants vs Zombies 2 and I got a message from James saying he was going to be here in an hour or two at 10:00am. I got prepared and brought the broom out and started sweeping like crazy, mostly in the kitchen. I went back to Holdfast and played a round or two of Nations at War. At 11:39am I was texting this girl I met on a dating app yesterday about her previous living condition in Platteville, she did not attend UW-Platteville, she had family that lived nearby, I remember my mom getting a meeting with the Indian Computer Science professor back in 2021 because my parents really wanted me to go to UW-Platteville but I hated it due to the fact that the campus and the whole town just felt like my hometown but with a college added on. But anyways, I texted her:
>What jobs have you been leaning towards.
And she instantly read it and unadded me on the dating app. I remember adding her on Snapchat like 2 years ago before heading out to my internship and she would communicate only through voice messages and then she randomly unadded me. I posted it on later on at 2:01pm on Xitter saying:
>Just got ghosted by a super cute 350lb+ fat girl. Gonna take a walk to clear my mind.
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I got some supportive comments thankfully. I went outside and took a short walk before I realized I needed to buy some groceries for when James the Greater comes back. I make myself some ramen for my lunch with a sampling of the vegetable bouillon. So I got on the bus and waited in the heat until it came. I got on the bus at roughly 2:30am and walked into the grocery store. I still haven’t been able to find where they keep the fresh vegetables. So I got a gallon of 2% milk, the Fantastic Four milk because I’d feel like James the Greater would like to try it, and some off brand Mountain Dew. While I was walking over to the bus stop. I saw this one woman I recognized from college, she had green and blue hair with a blue dress and I have known her since September 7th, 2022 because we were in a Math lecture together, she always sat up front and I found her attractive but never had the courage to talk to her, I moved into the front most row later but we only talked a few times. Later on during the final in May 2023. The spot next to her was the only one open so I sat there and I finally figured out her name. This one Black lady started talking to me about the floods saying:
“Those floods were so crazy I had my brother call me yesterday, he lives in Wauwatosa and his basement was filled with water.”
I talked a bit before we got on the bus, the blue and green haired girl sat behind me and we coincidentally got off at the exact same stop. I crossed the street but she didn’t, I got back into my apartment and started to play Wplace.live. It was just Deltarune art and transgender pride flags everywhere, with hard to see pieces of creativity. I went over to check Munich, Bavaria and I saw some local stuff and also the transgender flags, curiously the transgender flags were the only stuff accompanied by English text instead of German text. I mostly gamed until 4:32pm when I heard the door of my apartment open and a burping sound, bolting out to see what was going on. James was back, I greeted him and helped him unpack the many groceries he had, which included an 18 egg carton, a bag of spinach, a tub of yogurt, a ½ gallon of whole milk, a pound of ground beef, some frozen cheese sticks, a pack of tortillas, a 12 pack of chicken ramen, a giant bag of trail mix, some Miku's Sweet Melodies Diva (I am factually accurate when writing this) flavored G Fuel, some packaged rice, refried beans, a bag of Black Rifle coffee and other stuff I forgot about. He had me bring some more of his bags out from the car into the building. I then talked about some stuff and asked him about his time at his internship and the ROTC training, he said he didn’t do much at the internship but mostly cybersecurity tasks. He went into his room and saw the bag I got him. He was excited about it and posted it to his Snapchat story tagging me in it. I republished it on mine. I spent some more time in my bedroom before I got out and he asked me:
“By the way I’m making tacos for dinner, do you want some?”
I said sure and hung out in the living room as he cooked it. I ate some with him, he had a grape soda while I had some milk. He said that we should just keep our groceries separate and ask each other when we want to use the other person’s groceries, but he would almost always say yes. I later had some ice cream for dessert and continued gaming while hearing James gaming in his room. He had the box fan and I didn't, so I was just overheating in my room, I brought my blanket and pillow out into the living room to sleep there and saw him on his bed with the room opened reading from his Spanish language Bible. I grabbed my NAB and read Isaiah chapters 52 through 54 thoroughly. I took a shower with my anti-dandruff shampoo and then went to sleep.

Song of the Day: Spellbound - Siouxsie and the Banshees (1981)
 
GemersonLakeAndPalmer said:
Fuck it I'm colonizing this thread.
August 11th, 2025: First Monday in a long time that I’m free, no volunteering. I woke up and said bye to the girl I spent the night with (no sex) at 5:45am and walked back home. It was quiet for the city I live in and the atmosphere was relaxed, hardly any cars on the road. I made myself a bowl of rice Chex. I got some coffee with creamer and then did nothing for most of the day. I played some Plants vs Zombies 2 and I got a message from James saying he was going to be here in an hour or two at 10:00am. I got prepared and brought the broom out and started sweeping like crazy, mostly in the kitchen. I went back to Holdfast and played a round or two of Nations at War. At 11:39am I was texting this girl I met on a dating app yesterday about her previous living condition in Platteville, she did not attend UW-Platteville, she had family that lived nearby, I remember my mom getting a meeting with the Indian Computer Science professor back in 2021 because my parents really wanted me to go to UW-Platteville but I hated it due to the fact that the campus and the whole town just felt like my hometown but with a college added on. But anyways, I texted her:
>What jobs have you been leaning towards.
And she instantly read it and unadded me on the dating app. I remember adding her on Snapchat like 2 years ago before heading out to my internship and she would communicate only through voice messages and then she randomly unadded me. I posted it on later on at 2:01pm on Xitter saying:
>Just got ghosted by a super cute 350lb+ fat girl. Gonna take a walk to clear my mind.
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I got some supportive comments thankfully. I went outside and took a short walk before I realized I needed to buy some groceries for when James the Greater comes back. I make myself some ramen for my lunch with a sampling of the vegetable bouillon. So I got on the bus and waited in the heat until it came. I got on the bus at roughly 2:30am and walked into the grocery store. I still haven’t been able to find where they keep the fresh vegetables. So I got a gallon of 2% milk, the Fantastic Four milk because I’d feel like James the Greater would like to try it, and some off brand Mountain Dew. While I was walking over to the bus stop. I saw this one woman I recognized from college, she had green and blue hair with a blue dress and I have known her since September 7th, 2022 because we were in a Math lecture together, she always sat up front and I found her attractive but never had the courage to talk to her, I moved into the front most row later but we only talked a few times. Later on during the final in May 2023. The spot next to her was the only one open so I sat there and I finally figured out her name. This one Black lady started talking to me about the floods saying:
“Those floods were so crazy I had my brother call me yesterday, he lives in Wauwatosa and his basement was filled with water.”
I talked a bit before we got on the bus, the blue and green haired girl sat behind me and we coincidentally got off at the exact same stop. I crossed the street but she didn’t, I got back into my apartment and started to play Wplace.live. It was just Deltarune art and transgender pride flags everywhere, with hard to see pieces of creativity. I went over to check Munich, Bavaria and I saw some local stuff and also the transgender flags, curiously the transgender flags were the only stuff accompanied by English text instead of German text. I mostly gamed until 4:32pm when I heard the door of my apartment open and a burping sound, bolting out to see what was going on. James was back, I greeted him and helped him unpack the many groceries he had, which included an 18 egg carton, a bag of spinach, a tub of yogurt, a ½ gallon of whole milk, a pound of ground beef, some frozen cheese sticks, a pack of tortillas, a 12 pack of chicken ramen, a giant bag of trail mix, some Miku's Sweet Melodies Diva (I am factually accurate when writing this) flavored G Fuel, some packaged rice, refried beans, a bag of Black Rifle coffee and other stuff I forgot about. He had me bring some more of his bags out from the car into the building. I then talked about some stuff and asked him about his time at his internship and the ROTC training, he said he didn’t do much at the internship but mostly cybersecurity tasks. He went into his room and saw the bag I got him. He was excited about it and posted it to his Snapchat story tagging me in it. I republished it on mine. I spent some more time in my bedroom before I got out and he asked me:
“By the way I’m making tacos for dinner, do you want some?”
I said sure and hung out in the living room as he cooked it. I ate some with him, he had a grape soda while I had some milk. He said that we should just keep our groceries separate and ask each other when we want to use the other person’s groceries, but he would almost always say yes. I later had some ice cream for dessert and continued gaming while hearing James gaming in his room. He had the box fan and I didn't, so I was just overheating in my room, I brought my blanket and pillow out into the living room to sleep there and saw him on his bed with the room opened reading from his Spanish language Bible. I grabbed my NAB and read Isaiah chapters 52 through 54 thoroughly. I took a shower with my anti-dandruff shampoo and then went to sleep.

Song of the Day: Spellbound - Siouxsie and the Banshees (1981)
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dnd rd
 
GemersonLakeAndPalmer said:
Fuck it I'm colonizing this thread.
August 11th, 2025: First Monday in a long time that I’m free, no volunteering. I woke up and said bye to the girl I spent the night with (no sex) at 5:45am and walked back home. It was quiet for the city I live in and the atmosphere was relaxed, hardly any cars on the road. I made myself a bowl of rice Chex. I got some coffee with creamer and then did nothing for most of the day. I played some Plants vs Zombies 2 and I got a message from James saying he was going to be here in an hour or two at 10:00am. I got prepared and brought the broom out and started sweeping like crazy, mostly in the kitchen. I went back to Holdfast and played a round or two of Nations at War. At 11:39am I was texting this girl I met on a dating app yesterday about her previous living condition in Platteville, she did not attend UW-Platteville, she had family that lived nearby, I remember my mom getting a meeting with the Indian Computer Science professor back in 2021 because my parents really wanted me to go to UW-Platteville but I hated it due to the fact that the campus and the whole town just felt like my hometown but with a college added on. But anyways, I texted her:
>What jobs have you been leaning towards.
And she instantly read it and unadded me on the dating app. I remember adding her on Snapchat like 2 years ago before heading out to my internship and she would communicate only through voice messages and then she randomly unadded me. I posted it on later on at 2:01pm on Xitter saying:
>Just got ghosted by a super cute 350lb+ fat girl. Gonna take a walk to clear my mind.
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I got some supportive comments thankfully. I went outside and took a short walk before I realized I needed to buy some groceries for when James the Greater comes back. I make myself some ramen for my lunch with a sampling of the vegetable bouillon. So I got on the bus and waited in the heat until it came. I got on the bus at roughly 2:30am and walked into the grocery store. I still haven’t been able to find where they keep the fresh vegetables. So I got a gallon of 2% milk, the Fantastic Four milk because I’d feel like James the Greater would like to try it, and some off brand Mountain Dew. While I was walking over to the bus stop. I saw this one woman I recognized from college, she had green and blue hair with a blue dress and I have known her since September 7th, 2022 because we were in a Math lecture together, she always sat up front and I found her attractive but never had the courage to talk to her, I moved into the front most row later but we only talked a few times. Later on during the final in May 2023. The spot next to her was the only one open so I sat there and I finally figured out her name. This one Black lady started talking to me about the floods saying:
“Those floods were so crazy I had my brother call me yesterday, he lives in Wauwatosa and his basement was filled with water.”
I talked a bit before we got on the bus, the blue and green haired girl sat behind me and we coincidentally got off at the exact same stop. I crossed the street but she didn’t, I got back into my apartment and started to play Wplace.live. It was just Deltarune art and transgender pride flags everywhere, with hard to see pieces of creativity. I went over to check Munich, Bavaria and I saw some local stuff and also the transgender flags, curiously the transgender flags were the only stuff accompanied by English text instead of German text. I mostly gamed until 4:32pm when I heard the door of my apartment open and a burping sound, bolting out to see what was going on. James was back, I greeted him and helped him unpack the many groceries he had, which included an 18 egg carton, a bag of spinach, a tub of yogurt, a ½ gallon of whole milk, a pound of ground beef, some frozen cheese sticks, a pack of tortillas, a 12 pack of chicken ramen, a giant bag of trail mix, some Miku's Sweet Melodies Diva (I am factually accurate when writing this) flavored G Fuel, some packaged rice, refried beans, a bag of Black Rifle coffee and other stuff I forgot about. He had me bring some more of his bags out from the car into the building. I then talked about some stuff and asked him about his time at his internship and the ROTC training, he said he didn’t do much at the internship but mostly cybersecurity tasks. He went into his room and saw the bag I got him. He was excited about it and posted it to his Snapchat story tagging me in it. I republished it on mine. I spent some more time in my bedroom before I got out and he asked me:
“By the way I’m making tacos for dinner, do you want some?”
I said sure and hung out in the living room as he cooked it. I ate some with him, he had a grape soda while I had some milk. He said that we should just keep our groceries separate and ask each other when we want to use the other person’s groceries, but he would almost always say yes. I later had some ice cream for dessert and continued gaming while hearing James gaming in his room. He had the box fan and I didn't, so I was just overheating in my room, I brought my blanket and pillow out into the living room to sleep there and saw him on his bed with the room opened reading from his Spanish language Bible. I grabbed my NAB and read Isaiah chapters 52 through 54 thoroughly. I took a shower with my anti-dandruff shampoo and then went to sleep.

Song of the Day: Spellbound - Siouxsie and the Banshees (1981)
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why are u shitting up another irish person's thread
 
GemersonLakeAndPalmer said:
Fuck it I'm colonizing this thread.
August 11th, 2025: First Monday in a long time that I’m free, no volunteering. I woke up and said bye to the girl I spent the night with (no sex) at 5:45am and walked back home. It was quiet for the city I live in and the atmosphere was relaxed, hardly any cars on the road. I made myself a bowl of rice Chex. I got some coffee with creamer and then did nothing for most of the day. I played some Plants vs Zombies 2 and I got a message from James saying he was going to be here in an hour or two at 10:00am. I got prepared and brought the broom out and started sweeping like crazy, mostly in the kitchen. I went back to Holdfast and played a round or two of Nations at War. At 11:39am I was texting this girl I met on a dating app yesterday about her previous living condition in Platteville, she did not attend UW-Platteville, she had family that lived nearby, I remember my mom getting a meeting with the Indian Computer Science professor back in 2021 because my parents really wanted me to go to UW-Platteville but I hated it due to the fact that the campus and the whole town just felt like my hometown but with a college added on. But anyways, I texted her:
>What jobs have you been leaning towards.
And she instantly read it and unadded me on the dating app. I remember adding her on Snapchat like 2 years ago before heading out to my internship and she would communicate only through voice messages and then she randomly unadded me. I posted it on later on at 2:01pm on Xitter saying:
>Just got ghosted by a super cute 350lb+ fat girl. Gonna take a walk to clear my mind.
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I got some supportive comments thankfully. I went outside and took a short walk before I realized I needed to buy some groceries for when James the Greater comes back. I make myself some ramen for my lunch with a sampling of the vegetable bouillon. So I got on the bus and waited in the heat until it came. I got on the bus at roughly 2:30am and walked into the grocery store. I still haven’t been able to find where they keep the fresh vegetables. So I got a gallon of 2% milk, the Fantastic Four milk because I’d feel like James the Greater would like to try it, and some off brand Mountain Dew. While I was walking over to the bus stop. I saw this one woman I recognized from college, she had green and blue hair with a blue dress and I have known her since September 7th, 2022 because we were in a Math lecture together, she always sat up front and I found her attractive but never had the courage to talk to her, I moved into the front most row later but we only talked a few times. Later on during the final in May 2023. The spot next to her was the only one open so I sat there and I finally figured out her name. This one Black lady started talking to me about the floods saying:
“Those floods were so crazy I had my brother call me yesterday, he lives in Wauwatosa and his basement was filled with water.”
I talked a bit before we got on the bus, the blue and green haired girl sat behind me and we coincidentally got off at the exact same stop. I crossed the street but she didn’t, I got back into my apartment and started to play Wplace.live. It was just Deltarune art and transgender pride flags everywhere, with hard to see pieces of creativity. I went over to check Munich, Bavaria and I saw some local stuff and also the transgender flags, curiously the transgender flags were the only stuff accompanied by English text instead of German text. I mostly gamed until 4:32pm when I heard the door of my apartment open and a burping sound, bolting out to see what was going on. James was back, I greeted him and helped him unpack the many groceries he had, which included an 18 egg carton, a bag of spinach, a tub of yogurt, a ½ gallon of whole milk, a pound of ground beef, some frozen cheese sticks, a pack of tortillas, a 12 pack of chicken ramen, a giant bag of trail mix, some Miku's Sweet Melodies Diva (I am factually accurate when writing this) flavored G Fuel, some packaged rice, refried beans, a bag of Black Rifle coffee and other stuff I forgot about. He had me bring some more of his bags out from the car into the building. I then talked about some stuff and asked him about his time at his internship and the ROTC training, he said he didn’t do much at the internship but mostly cybersecurity tasks. He went into his room and saw the bag I got him. He was excited about it and posted it to his Snapchat story tagging me in it. I republished it on mine. I spent some more time in my bedroom before I got out and he asked me:
“By the way I’m making tacos for dinner, do you want some?”
I said sure and hung out in the living room as he cooked it. I ate some with him, he had a grape soda while I had some milk. He said that we should just keep our groceries separate and ask each other when we want to use the other person’s groceries, but he would almost always say yes. I later had some ice cream for dessert and continued gaming while hearing James gaming in his room. He had the box fan and I didn't, so I was just overheating in my room, I brought my blanket and pillow out into the living room to sleep there and saw him on his bed with the room opened reading from his Spanish language Bible. I grabbed my NAB and read Isaiah chapters 52 through 54 thoroughly. I took a shower with my anti-dandruff shampoo and then went to sleep.

Song of the Day: Spellbound - Siouxsie and the Banshees (1981)
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Aryan, keep doing these
 
August 12th, 2025: First full day with James the Great back. I woke up at 6:30am on the couch and moved back into my bedroom. I booted up my desktop computer to get on wplace.live and paint there a bit more. I finally got out to the living room and made myself a bowl of rice Chex while James was already eating some oats with a cut up banana and yogurt. He had made some coffee with his pour over coffee pot (pour boiling hot water over the filter and it drips into the pot). He had his coffee black and I asked for the other half of the pot. He let me have it and then told me a bit later:
“Usually I only make a coffee pot for myself by the way.”
I felt a bit attacked by that but I just hid my expression, I continued to game a bit until it came to be roughly 10:00am and I walked over to the convenience store, I bought some Tide detergent there after requesting an employee unlock the display for me, I walked back home with it and got my laundry in my closet and dumped it into my large suitcase, I wheeled it over to the laundromat and unloaded it all into the laundry machine, I paid with it the app I had and then walked back to the same convenience store to buy some wall mounting stickers, I got a pack of 16 for roughly $4.50 dollars, the woman recognized me from last time and I walked back to the laundromat to put my wet laundry in the dryer. None of them were open so I had to wait a bit until someone finally took their finished laundry out, I put it in an waited while I dried my laundry for 20 minute, I took it out and hauled it back home. At 11:32am the blue haired girl brought up me making a comment on a maryarchived video of Mary criticizing “man repellent dresses” and one of the comments I replied to with:
>What color are the men?
She wasn’t happy with this and here’s the relevant part of our conversation:
<i don’t really know how to address it without over sharing or being too graphic but i’ve experienced a lot of sexual abuse throughout my entire life. this is just kind of an important subject for me.
<there was someone talking about how men have assaulted women regardless of what they were wearing, which is true, idk if you’ve ever seen the exhibit of clothes of what people were wearing when SA’d but it’s heartbreaking. but your reply to that comment was smth about “what kind of men” and the truth is that it’s a lot of them.. you not being one of them doesn’t really change that. it’s like when we’re having conversations about racial issues and we talk about white people, there are outliers but that doesn’t mean that there isn’t a systemic level of violence and oppression
<dating just isn’t really easy for me, i’ve had really horrible things happen in my relationships and i’ve been hurt by people i’ve trusted. this just isn’t really a topic i feel comfortable agreeing to disagree on it’s just kind of important to me because of my experiences
>Ok thank you so much for sharing.
>I am glad that you showed me how it made you feel.
<i try my best to be communicative
>Thank you!
<do you have anything else you’d like to say? that wasn’t a super easy share for me and i’m still kind of left unsure where your heads at
>I am with you [blue haired girl’s name].
At least the blue haired girl can communicate to me when she thinks I’m being too cuddly in public unlike Someone In Particular who says nothing to me but everything to her friends. At this time I had lunch which was leftover taco stuff with James the Great. I forgot to add rice onto my burrito while James took his with a can of off brand Dr. Pepper. We go back to gaming in our own places and I talked to the blue haired girl about our date tomorrow. I went out on a long walk all the way down near the river and saw the water level was still unusually high, almost up to the walkway, I walked back past a construction crew of Latinos (with some Latinas) in neon orange vests on break chilling in the shade of the trees and got home. I gamed a bit more and James told me he was going out for a walk, I warned him about the high water level and he thanked me for it.
At 4:59pm, the blue haired girl texted me on Snapchat saying:
<im feeling a bit unsure about tomorrow.. i feel like our conversations the last few days ive felt a bit frustrated, earlier was a very vulnerable and hard conversation for me and then just now, i have a very hard relationship with my family, ive been a bit disappointed with your responses and while they’ve been kind, they don’t really match the kind of understanding and conversation that i’m looking for. i know this is all new so im not asking for any type of excessive support, i’ve just found your responses a bit generic and indifferent and it’s left me feeling a bit silly for sharing.
The conversation went as follows:
>Sorry about coming across as a bit generic, I do have experience with having shitty parents but I wouldn’t say that translates to your experience. Do you want to call the date off then?
<yeah i guess. i’m just not looking forward to it the way that i was before. i just feel like why haven’t had much conversation so today going like this has just kind of left me a little lacking
>Ok thank you for the heads up.
<i’m sorry to cancel so last minute.
>Apology accepted
I started making dinner at 6:30pm which was rachette with portcini mushroom sauce, I offered James some but he refused, he cooked up some eggs and tofu to make into a salad with the spinach leaves and Panda Express sweet and sour sauce. I dumped the finished water into the pot and then the sauce into a smaller pot to heat up, I scooped some of the pasta water into the jar I was holding to clean it out and dump it into the sauce and I some got on my hands, I washed them with cold water and then finished that up. I went to eat the coffee sponge cake thing for desert and then went to take a shower. At 10:20pm I saw an Instagram video reposted (you can do that now) by the blue haired girl with the text:
<u might think life sucks rn but atleast ur not typing a massive paragraph to an emotionally immature man explain how to treat u right
I replied with the neutral face emoji and we had this conversation”
<that genuinely was not about u
<i did not do that w u lol
>Then who was it for?
<no one in specific but also multiple people i guess? i just related to it because i don’t do that anymore and it feels better. i don’t see our conversation as me explaining to you how to treat me, all i did was express how i was feeling. and i also don’t think it’s fair for me to say you’re emotionally unavailable when i don’t think we got close enough for me to make that kind of claim
<i wouldn’t repost something like that about someone i still keep on my socials i think that’s childish, i’m not a subtweeter lol
Lol.

Song of the Day: She Came In Through The Bathroom Window - The Beatles (1969)
 
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GemersonLakeAndPalmer said:
August 12th, 2025: First full day with James the Great back. I woke up at 6:30am on the couch and moved back into my bedroom. I booted up my desktop computer to get on wplace.live and paint there a bit more. I finally got out to the living room and made myself a bowl of rice Chex while James was already eating some oats with a cut up banana and yogurt. He had made some coffee with his pour over coffee pot (pour boiling hot water over the filter and it drips into the pot). He had his coffee black and I asked for the other half of the pot. He let me have it and then told me a bit later:
“Usually I only make a coffee pot for myself by the way.”
I felt a bit attacked by that but I just hid my expression, I continued to game a bit until it came to be roughly 10:00am and I walked over to the convenience store, I bought some Tide detergent there after requesting an employee unlock the display for me, I walked back home with it and got my laundry in my closet and dumped it into my large suitcase, I wheeled it over to the laundromat and unloaded it all into the laundry machine, I paid with it the app I had and then walked back to the same convenience store to buy some wall mounting stickers, I got a pack of 16 for roughly $4.50 dollars, the woman recognized me from last time and I walked back to the laundromat to put my wet laundry in the dryer. None of them were open so I had to wait a bit until someone finally took their finished laundry out, I put it in an waited while I dried my laundry for 20 minute, I took it out and hauled it back home. At 11:32am the blue haired girl brought up me making a comment on a maryarchived video of Mary criticizing “man repellent dresses” and one of the comments I replied to with:
>What color are the men?
She wasn’t happy with this and here’s the relevant part of our conversation:
<i don’t really know how to address it without over sharing or being too graphic but i’ve experienced a lot of sexual abuse throughout my entire life. this is just kind of an important subject for me.
<there was someone talking about how men have assaulted women regardless of what they were wearing, which is true, idk if you’ve ever seen the exhibit of clothes of what people were wearing when SA’d but it’s heartbreaking. but your reply to that comment was smth about “what kind of men” and the truth is that it’s a lot of them.. you not being one of them doesn’t really change that. it’s like when we’re having conversations about racial issues and we talk about white people, there are outliers but that doesn’t mean that there isn’t a systemic level of violence and oppression
<dating just isn’t really easy for me, i’ve had really horrible things happen in my relationships and i’ve been hurt by people i’ve trusted. this just isn’t really a topic i feel comfortable agreeing to disagree on it’s just kind of important to me because of my experiences
>Ok thank you so much for sharing.
>I am glad that you showed me how it made you feel.
<i try my best to be communicative
>Thank you!
<do you have anything else you’d like to say? that wasn’t a super easy share for me and i’m still kind of left unsure where your heads at
>I am with you [blue haired girl’s name].
At least the blue haired girl can communicate to me when she thinks I’m being too cuddly in public unlike Someone In Particular who says nothing to me but everything to her friends. At this time I had lunch which was leftover taco stuff with James the Great. I forgot to add rice onto my burrito while James took his with a can of off brand Dr. Pepper. We go back to gaming in our own places and I talked to the blue haired girl about our date tomorrow. I went out on a long walk all the way down near the river and saw the water level was still unusually high, almost up to the walkway, I walked back past a construction crew of Latinos (with some Latinas) in neon orange vests on break chilling in the shade of the trees and got home. I gamed a bit more and James told me he was going out for a walk, I warned him about the high water level and he thanked me for it.
At 4:59pm, the blue haired girl texted me on Snapchat saying:
<im feeling a bit unsure about tomorrow.. i feel like our conversations the last few days ive felt a bit frustrated, earlier was a very vulnerable and hard conversation for me and then just now, i have a very hard relationship with my family, ive been a bit disappointed with your responses and while they’ve been kind, they don’t really match the kind of understanding and conversation that i’m looking for. i know this is all new so im not asking for any type of excessive support, i’ve just found your responses a bit generic and indifferent and it’s left me feeling a bit silly for sharing.
The conversation went as follows:
>Sorry about coming across as a bit generic, I do have experience with having shitty parents but I wouldn’t say that translates to your experience. Do you want to call the date off then?
<yeah i guess. i’m just not looking forward to it the way that i was before. i just feel like why haven’t had much conversation so today going like this has just kind of left me a little lacking
>Ok thank you for the heads up.
<i’m sorry to cancel so last minute.
>Apology accepted
I started making dinner at 6:30pm which was rachette with portcini mushroom sauce, I offered James some but he refused, he cooked up some eggs and tofu to make into a salad with the spinach leaves and Panda Express sweet and sour sauce. I dumped the finished water into the pot and then the sauce into a smaller pot to heat up, I scooped some of the pasta water into the jar I was holding to clean it out and dump it into the sauce and I some got on my hands, I washed them with cold water and then finished that up. I went to eat the coffee sponge cake thing for desert and then went to take a shower. At 10:20pm I saw an Instagram video reposted (you can do that now) by the blue haired girl with the text:
<u might think life sucks rn but atleast ur not typing a massive paragraph to an emotionally immature man explain how to treat u right
I replied with the neutral face emoji and we had this conversation”
<that genuinely was not about u
<i did not do that w u lol
>Then who was it for?
<no one in specific but also multiple people i guess? i just related to it because i don’t do that anymore and it feels better. i don’t see our conversation as me explaining to you how to treat me, all i did was express how i was feeling. and i also don’t think it’s fair for me to say you’re emotionally unavailable when i don’t think we got close enough for me to make that kind of claim
<i wouldn’t repost something like that about someone i still keep on my socials i think that’s childish, i’m not a subtweeter lol
Lol.

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