Sunday, May 25th, 2025
today nothing happened. there are still a lot of gnats in every room in my apartment even though me and my roommates gassed every room with anti-gnat foggers and poured bleach down all the drains. idk where theyre coming from
all my friends are online only, but most of them are also normalcaca. most of them are also women. i talked to my vietnamese friend (no, not acro) today it was pretty cool. i dont get to talk with them much. we used to play chess and i was slightly better than her but she said she started playing chess puzzles a lot so i think she'll beat me next time... should i start practicing chess. hey does anyone else here play chess?
i met a few women on interpals today. a turkish girl who seemed pretty nice and willing to talk to me. and an indonesian girl living in japan. i feel like indonesian and turkish women are some of the nicest you can meet on that app, but have a bad reputation for some reason. why...?
i also spent like $30 on mcdonalds delivery again geg. even doe it's in walking distance even for an american.![[amerimutt]](data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7 "Amerimutt [amerimutt]")
my sister graduated from hs yesterday but i didnt go because im a slf. i didnt even go to my own graduation. whats the point i didnt have any friends. and i wont go to my uni graduation either if things keep going how they are. in fact i might not even graduate GEEEEEEEEG
i wanna draw autobiographical comics if i ever start feeling like doing that ill post em here. idk. i wanna do SOMETHING this summer
also i need to talk to my advisor because i failed all my classes this semester. i havent gotten around to that. i also havent gotten around to picking up my new adhd meds because all the ones before didnt work. the psychiatrist (Dr. Soystein) said that xhe's starting to doubt i even have it at this point GEEEEEEEEEEEG it's so over folks
so yeah
today nothing happened. there are still a lot of gnats in every room in my apartment even though me and my roommates gassed every room with anti-gnat foggers and poured bleach down all the drains. idk where theyre coming from
all my friends are online only, but most of them are also normalcaca. most of them are also women. i talked to my vietnamese friend (no, not acro) today it was pretty cool. i dont get to talk with them much. we used to play chess and i was slightly better than her but she said she started playing chess puzzles a lot so i think she'll beat me next time... should i start practicing chess. hey does anyone else here play chess?
i met a few women on interpals today. a turkish girl who seemed pretty nice and willing to talk to me. and an indonesian girl living in japan. i feel like indonesian and turkish women are some of the nicest you can meet on that app, but have a bad reputation for some reason. why...?
i also spent like $30 on mcdonalds delivery again geg. even doe it's in walking distance even for an american.
my sister graduated from hs yesterday but i didnt go because im a slf. i didnt even go to my own graduation. whats the point i didnt have any friends. and i wont go to my uni graduation either if things keep going how they are. in fact i might not even graduate GEEEEEEEEG
i wanna draw autobiographical comics if i ever start feeling like doing that ill post em here. idk. i wanna do SOMETHING this summer
also i need to talk to my advisor because i failed all my classes this semester. i havent gotten around to that. i also havent gotten around to picking up my new adhd meds because all the ones before didnt work. the psychiatrist (Dr. Soystein) said that xhe's starting to doubt i even have it at this point GEEEEEEEEEEEG it's so over folks
so yeah
