Scared for my life
I'm breathing
And keeping thoughts away
It's a shame I'm too afraid
To fall asleep it's insane
How far we'll go and what we'll do
To keep them from pain
It's my life
It's my time
It's my code I live by
I'll just keep telling myself that it's right
And I'm fine
WASH AWAY MY SIN
I'M TRAPPED IN THIS HOLE AGAIN
I can see
You and me
On a slate that was clean
Pushed my limits now you think I'm like the pigs in the street
I could hardly spend a minute in reality
Getting help was like a vision I fathoming
I was weak, you would all speak
And try to save me
But I was taken like a tragedy
Wash away my sin
I'm trapped in this hole again
Sickening to see you know this act isn't me
I'm trapped in this hole again
I fall asleep
To escape
All the guilt and all the pain
Pillowcases soaked in blood
I've smoked away my fucking lungs
And if it hurts you just to face me
And if you're trying erase me
Know that I'll be waiting for the next time
And I'll be praying that you take my life
Wash away my sin
I'm trapped in this hole again
Sickening to see you know this act isn't me
I'm trapped in this hole again
The less you care
The less it hurts
You can mask it, or you can take your own fucking life
I can see
You and me
On a slate that was clean
Pushed my limits now you think I'm like the pigs in the street
I could hardly spend a minute in reality
Getting help was like a vision I fathoming
I was weak, you would all speak
And try to save me
But I was taken like a tragedy