The Manson Tapes

it seems a shame to have to sneak to get to the truth. To make the truth such a dirty old nasty thing. You gotta sneak to get to the truth, the truth is condemned. The truth is in the gas chamber. The truth has been in your stockyards. Your slaughterhouses. The truth has been in your reservations, building your railroads, emtying your garbage. The truth is in your ghettos. In your jails.In your young love, not in your courts or congress where the old set judgement on the young. What the hell do the old know about the young? They put a picture of old George on the dollar and tell you that he's your father, worship him. Look at the madness that goes on, you can't prove anything that happened yesterday. Now is the only thing that's real. Everyday, every reality is a new reality. Every new reality is a new horizon, a brand new experience of living. I got a note last night from a friend of mine. He writes in this note that he's afraid of what he might have to do in order to save his reality, as i save mine. You can't prove anything. There's nothing to prove. Every man judges himself. He knows what he is. You know what you are, as i know what i am,we all know what we are. Nobody can stand in judgement, they can play like they're standing in judgement. They can play like they stand in judgement and take you off and control the masses, with your human body. They can lock you up in penitentiaries and cages and put you in crosses like they did in the past, but it doesn't amount to anything. What they're doing is, they're only persecuting a reflection of themselves. They're persecuting what they can't stand to look at in themselves, the truth.

 

[ATWA ya dig?]

>you should watch Pink Floyd: The Wall, there's a lot of crazy messages in there!
Oh yea I never thought of that, I only made that album my life for like 4 years and have it tattooed on my hand. Good idea

 

[ATWA ya dig?]

I watched wolf of Wallstreet in 2021 and then I spent my weekends off of work waking up still geeked off DXM and watching my stocks. Made $5000 during those two months. Good times

 

[ATWA ya dig?]

Left my two favorite sweaters at my mom's last time I was there and finally got them back

 

[Sloppyjakky`]

Left my two favorite sweaters at my mom's last time I was there and finally got them back

dye your hair blue

 

[ATWA ya dig?]

dye your hair blue

No thanks

 

[ATWA ya dig?]

Why God? Why me?

Is it because I tried to do your work
But got distracted by the fruits you left upon this earth?
Is it because I took so many
Before I realized my sins?
Or that I tried to think at all
And loved a life instead?

 

[ATWA ya dig?]

Bought Newports as a joke for Juneteenth and now I'm stuck smoking them

 

[CX2]

Bought Newports as a joke for Juneteenth and now I'm stuck smoking them

should have bought black & milds

 

[ATWA ya dig?]

should have bought black & milds

I used to, but they don't hit as hard when you're employed

 

[ATWA ya dig?]

You better make your face up with your favorite disguise
With your button down lips and your roller blind eyes
With your empty smile and your hungry heart
Feel the bile rising from your guilty past
With your nerves in tatters as the cockleshell shatters
And the hammers batter down your door
You better run

 

[ATWA ya dig?]

>Being born in a house full of pain
>Being trained not to spit in the fan
>Being told what to do by the man
>Being broken by trained personnel

>Being fitted with collar and chain
>Being given a pat on the back
>Breaking away from the pack
>Being only a stranger at home

>Being ground down in the end

 

[ATWA ya dig?]

Hush now, baby, baby, don't you cry
Mama's gonna make all of your nightmares come true
Mama's gonna put all of her fears into you
Mama's gonna keep you right here under her wing
She won't let you fly but she might let you sing
Mama's gonna keep baby cozy and warm

Ooh, babe, ooh, babe, ooh, babe
Of course mama's gonna help build the wall

It's over (it's just getting started)

 

[ATWA ya dig?]

I have one cigarette left and I'm not buying more after that.

I really think I'm more addicted to the act of smoking than nicotine itself, so I might start drying the mullein in my yard if worst comes to worst. It's still not good to be inhaling smoke, but mullein is much better than tobacco and is somewhat beneficial for the lungs.

Next step: alcohol, then kratom.
I'm not against a few beers during the weekend or getting trashed once in a while, but I've been going too hard, too often, and for too long.

 

[Apeson]

I have one cigarette left and I'm not buying more after that.

I really think I'm more addicted to the act of smoking than nicotine itself, so I might start drying the mullein in my yard if worst comes to worst. It's still not good to be inhaling smoke, but mullein is much better than tobacco and is somewhat beneficial for the lungs.

Next step: alcohol, then kratom.
I'm not against a few beers during the weekend or getting trashed once in a while, but I've been going too hard, too often, and for too long.

Start sniffing gasoline instead.

 

[ATWA ya dig?]

Start sniffing gasoline instead.

Huffing gas is really dangerous, I was planning on getting into air duster as a replacement instead

 

[Apeson]

Huffing gas is really dangerous, I was planning on getting into air duster as a replacement instead

huff glue to stand in solidarity with Joshua Glowberg.

 

[ATWA ya dig?]

huff glue to stand in solidarity with Joshua Glowberg.

Random thought: can you imagine if BossmanJack got into inhalants? It would be tragic, but the streams would have been peak

 

[Apeson]

Random thought: can you imagine if BossmanJack got into inhalants? It would be tragic, but the streams would have been peak

he is a crackhead to be fair.

 

[ATWA ya dig?]

he is a crackhead to be fair.

As wild as the crack streams were, they don't remotely compare to what we could have had if he was taking fat rips of paint thinner

 

[ATWA ya dig?]

Just got a flashback: my brother and I were at his friend's house and then my brother went to go buy weed, so I was playing Skyrim and I found a spot where the giants outside of Whiterun couldn't reach me and then the friend's mom came in to yell at him because she found his K2 in the shed outside and I was lowkey just shooting fireballs at giants the entire time it happened. (she apologized to me, she was really nice)