Fine, i'll tell you, fitting thread for it aswell. When i was a very young child i was watching either tv or a reaction channel on youtube when a documentry about a morbidly obese woman who did fetish content came on and it scared the shit out of me for some reason. I had a sreal womang phobia of fat noobs and being fat as a child and for a long time a disgust of fat women, until i hit pupberty, where i belive the fear began to fuel my taste in women. Where at first i opened up a bit to like girls who were a bit fat, before it eventually became a lust for straight up fat women. Now granted i still think obese woman like the girl from the documentry are disgusting, but i'd wager it played a part in it.
So tldr; i was epi-ed ;(