i wish autism wasnt a spectrum

[Nvtral]

Playing struggle wars is very childish

im aware, im coping

if you said you had a bad life while having a girlfriend incels.is beasts would genuinely rape you if they could

i know, but they could improve their life instead of blaming it on being ugly and other poopoo

Okay, but crying about it on a forum of Sois doesn't look like sucking your own dick, it looks like an emotional vent complaining about people who aren't the way you want them to be rather than a reaffirmation of your own pride/superiority.

its a combination of both. i see myself as superior to those people, insulting them and going on meaningless rants that wont lead anywhere about them gives me pride considering most people will agree on these points. MY life sucks because I want to, i could improve it like ten times if i wanted to but im a lazy egocentric conformist that hates change, these people act like they have NO control on it.

 

[木制的尼尔森]

I have evil autism

 

[Sir]

no i'll be throwing it at the walls of my own glass home

You're avoiding what's important, coward

 

[Nvtral]

i know, but they could improve their life instead of blaming it on being ugly and other poopoo

incels are also in the list of people i rant about, as they follow the same pattern as people who auto diagnose.
>have shit life because of yourself
>blame it on something completely unrelated to not take accountability
>now similar people treat you a certain way and reaffirm your "struggles"

 

[Sir]

im aware, im coping

Okay

i know, but they could improve their life instead of blaming it on being ugly and other poopoo

Okay

its a combination of both. i see myself as superior to those people, insulting them and going on meaningless rants that wont lead nowhere about them gives me pride considering most people will agree on these points. MY life sucks because I want to, i could improve it like ten times if i wanted to but im a lazy egocentric conformist that hates change, these people act like they have NO control on it.

Holistically, you're not superior to these people if you acknowledge you both operate on copes and the other lives a happier life as a result of it if you accept the premise that personal contentment is the best metric of success in life. Whatever metric you feel you are superior in, should not be something to brag about when you care this deeply about other people to the point where you let their own shortcomings affect your emotions to the extent where you need to vent on a soiboi forum for emotional comfort. That's my personal opinion, tldr, don't care about them so much, bub.

If you're an attentionslut, go up your tech, but a motorcycle that's loud as shit or something.

 

[shekel]

Okay

Okay

Holistically, you're not superior to these people if you acknowledge you both operate on copes and the other lives a happier life as a result of it if you accept the premise that personal contentment is the best metric of success in life. Whatever metric you feel you are superior in, should not be something to brag about when you care this deeply about other people to the point where you let their own shortcomings affect your emotions to the extent where you need to vent on a soiboi forum for emotional comfort. That's my personal opinion, tldr, don't care about them so much, bub.

If you're an attentionslut, go up your tech, but a motorcycle that's loud as shit or something.

fuck off. this actually made me realized how much of a pathetic goonhitler i was and made me tear up

 

[Sir]

incels are also in the list of people i rant about, as they follow the same pattern as people who auto diagnose.
>have shit life because of yourself
>blame it on something completely unrelated to not take accountability
>now similar people treat you a certain way and reaffirm your "struggles"

People LARP inceldom, but there are genuine incels out there. It's not their fault that human nature can be cruel sometimes, when I used to be chopped girls at class would pick on me and dare their friends to pretend they liked me and laugh about it. That's nothing in comparison to what I've read happened to some people I would actually describe as incels.

We're creatures of circumstance, we're shaped by what happens in our lives. That's not to say they couldn't do anything about it, but their lack of action is understandable from an empathetic point of view, so I feel sorrow in my heart for their sake as a result. They treat other people like shit because that's all they knew growing up, so on.

fuck off. this actually made me realized how pathetic i was and made me tear up

You make me laugh sometimes and I like your presence, there is charm in how pitiful you are, mi amigo. Additionally, that's just a state, it's not a defining quality you need to live your whole life as if that's not who you think you really want to be.

 

[Nvtral]

If you're an attentionslut, go up your tech, but a motorcycle that's loud as shit or something.

those are for gays

Holistically, you're not superior to these people if you acknowledge you both operate on copes and the other lives a happier life as a result of it

im superior in knowledge and awareness, sure looking at it as a whole i know im just another pathetic dummy but in the minor scheme of things im infinitely better and more aware than they could ever be.

you accept the premise that personal contentment is the best metric of success in life.

obviously i do, this is what gives me personal contentment.

Whatever metric you feel you are superior in, should not be something to brag about when you care this deeply about other people to the point where you let their own shortcomings affect your emotions to the extent where you need to vent on a soiboi forum for emotional comfort.

i over exaggerated it for comedic purposes. at the end of the day i do not think about these people, they are the least of my concerns. but again hating them and having a hill to yell on gives me personal contentment, they could do whatever for all i care as i dont even interact with these people.
think about it like those shitty mobile ads where the player fucking sucks and it motivates you to actually try. thats the exact same case for me, hating on these dummys on the woah jaque forum doesnt affect my emotions in any way except positively.
tldr
my life still sucks but its not because of autists

 

[Nvtral]

We're creatures of circumstance, we're shaped by what happens in our lives. That's not to say they couldn't do anything about it, but their lack of action is understandable from an empathetic point of view

gayyyyyyy
no but i dont like empathizing with people

 

[Sir]

those are for gays

No, they're for superhumans like me

Hog crankers won

im superior in knowledge and awareness, sure looking at it as a whole i know im just another pathetic dummy but in the minor scheme of things im infinitely better and more aware than they could ever be.

Arguing over crumbs on an empty plate, at the end of the day if you are content and can do what you'd like to, what's the problem?

obviously i do, this is what gives me personal contentment.

You should work on whatever you value, so you don't call yourself a pathetic dummy again

i over exaggerated it for comedic purposes. at the end of the day i do not think about these people, they are the least of my concerns. but again hating them and having a hill to yell on gives me personal contentment, they could do whatever for all i care as i dont even interact with these people.
think about it like those shitty mobile ads where the player fucking sucks and it motivates you to actually try. thats the exact same case for me, hating on these dummys on the woah jaque forum doesnt affect my emotions in any way except positively.
tldr
my life still sucks but its not because of autists

Game ad isn't really a good example either because a self aware smug soi would know that the player is purposefully bad to bait you into playing and choose not to play as a result because they chose that over actual gameplay material. As in, the playing field the people you dislike operate on shouldn't matter to you, but if you are content hating them I have nothing to type about that because I don't understand hatred or rage as a form of personal contentment.

 

[Sir]

gayyyyyyy
no but i dont like empathizing with people

If you're saying you're capable of doing that, I am happy

 

[FloydTech]

i remember when my school principal called me in to discuss my autism for some reason and she went "as people we are all autistic on some level" and used the fact that she had an organized work space as an example

 

[Yurijak]

i remember when my school principal called me in to discuss my autism for some reason and she went "as people we are all autistic on some level" and used the fact that she had an organized work space as an example

Yeah i know that experience of school being really weird and overbearing to you, and for everything else besides the one thing that you actually might need help with to do with your condition.

 

[FartmingerFuckwadCheesest]

It's a form of social currency in the same way people relay that they're queer or are a they/them. You get pats on the back and told how brave you are, and because that ushers in dopamine, they keep the shtick up for the attention and glorification. It's incredibly self-indulgent. But that's the hyper-individualistic society we've created as a result of social media.
I think you're also more likely to see this behaviour in people who would be classified as a minority of some kind, because once you have one label, you've got to have several. I've seen this among American liberals the most because they have this "us versus them" mentality; therefore, if you're a minority, you have to stick up for other minorities because it's the "queer, black, trans, fat, neurodivergent, etc" folk versus the normies. It's a weird phenomenon, and I only started seeing this behaviour manifest after Tumblr came along.

 

[Nvtral]

Arguing over crumbs on an empty plate, at the end of the day if you are content and can do what you'd like to, what's the problem?

there's no problem in it. i like making it seem like a problem but its just a way of entertainment of mine

You should work on whatever you value, so you don't call yourself a pathetic dummy again

no its funny and i know i dont actually mean it, as i have a superiority complex and the only things i value in life are the ones that i already have

Game ad isn't really a good example either because a self aware smug soi would know that the player is purposefully bad to bait you into playing and choose not to play as a result because they chose that over actual gameplay material.

well yeah but its not like there's any better example that i could think at 4 am u fucking soiboi

I don't understand hatred or rage as a form of personal contentment.

i dont understand it either, but ill continue to enjoy it. i appreciate you for having this convo it brought me more enjoyment than me hating on autists

If you're saying you're capable of doing that, I am happy

yeah sometimes i am, but sadly most of the times i dont really care. thankfully its probably one of the only things im actually working on that affects me as a person

 

[ATWA ya dig?]

Autism is mainstream we all larp down syndrome now

 

[swaggrz]

Fuck off im not larping like everyone else I have BPD LGB RGB AV MOD MIDI PC USB PCI PSU GPU AUX PS2 CPU LCD OLED BSD BIOS SCART HDMI VHS DVD CDROM MIPS X86 ARM PPC M6800 and my gender is a Trans modded commodore amiga if that matters btw and my sexual orientation is technosexual

 

[FartmingerFuckwadCheesest]

Autism is mainstream we all larp down syndrome now

Folks with down syndrome look like mongoloids, and I love them for it

 

[ATWA ya dig?]

Folks with down syndrome look like mongoloids, and I love them for it

My coworker has down syndrome and he's my favorite noob at work

 

[Sir]

there's no problem in it. i like making it seem like a problem but its just a way of entertainment of mine

No, I will hold the belief that it is a problem because that makes more sense to me. If you openly state you're someone who's egocentric, then it tracks that you would lie to save face/be deluded enough to not see the problem because you don't know better.

no its funny and i know i dont actually mean it, as i have a superiority complex and the only things i value in life are the ones that i already have

You communicate stuff you didn't mean to begin with, okay. If you understand that when you do that, other people can't always tell you are joking and may think you actually are a pathetic dummy, there's no problem.

well yeah but its not like there's any better example that i could think at 4 am u fucking soiboi

Insulted me because of his own failure, O no no no

i dont understand it either, but ill continue to enjoy it. i appreciate you for having this convo it brought me more enjoyment than me hating on autists

Okay, tu are most welcome

yeah sometimes i am, but sadly most of the times i dont really care. thankfully its probably one of the only things im actually working on that affects me as a person

That's good, bubba