drug journal

i have done more substances than hobbies in my life so in this thread i will put yes or no if i have consumed anything on that specific day.

 

[Nvtral]

2026-07-30.
2 zyns (6mg)
1 grape marb cig
6 geekbar watermelon ice hits

i have no money for zyns, im gonna either start smoking again or just buy a vape. i dont like vapes they are gay, but they are slighly healthier than cigs and easy to carry. i might ask my brother to buy it for me, im very likely to get carded since smoke shops with vapes are rare here (and they obviously dont want to get raided for selling to minors). if i get desperate im just gonna buy 3 packs of master filters like the broke cacaot i am

shoutout to my brother for letting me hit his geekbar and for giving me a marb (despite it being grape flavoured) i promise when i become owner of big nic ill sell u cheap chinese vapes

 

[myexdrew]

Brown excellence

 

[Nvtral]

2026-07-31
nothing

i decided on buying a geekbar 25k (or 35k, depending on how much they cost here locally). i had to ask my best friend for 30 bucks and gave my brother the money thru the cheap copy of cashapp on argentina (Mercado Pago). he agreed on buying me it, but he doesnt know if he'll find a store today, considering he went out to hangout with his friends, not to buy me a vape.

i still dont like the idea of "vaping," but again, i made a promise on not to smoke again, which i broke anyways.

today my girlfriend came to the house, probably the only reason i didnt nic withdrawal.

my cousin got caught smoking weed. her mom started crying, and now im a bit worried they wont let me talk with her, or even worse, them noticing that i also smoke weed.

i plan on buying a weed cart, its more discreet and you can do it almost anywhere but i dont know i feel like weed is getting boring. i might just buy meth since cocaine doesnt seem as appealing

its raining like fucking shit, and i quite literally cant hear anything besides rain outside my house. again, shoutout to my brother, but this time for agreeing on buying me a vape and for overall being a good brother.

my phone broke



funnily enough this is the last photo my phone took before it broke

 

[swaggrz]

 

[Nvtral]

this is actually a really good song

 

[swaggrz]

this is actually a really good song

Pure DnB

 

[Nvtral]

2026-08-01
unspecified amount of chemicals that are in a Geekbar PulseX 25k™

shit day. nothing happened but my brother finally got me the geekbar, i still think its very very cacay to vape but its like 100 times more convenient than smoking, as i can do it practically anywhere. i spent the last 4 hours vaping and watching rick and morty (i had nothing better to do and i was really bored)

i went to buy burgers with my dad, we complained about my mother being a slut and an obnoxious woman. i enjoy his presence most of the times despite him not listening to me one bit, mostly because he thinks im still a dummyed teen. he's probably right

nothing much today, winter vacations are done in 2 days and i quit working on mcdonalds when winter vacations started. ill try getting another part time, hopefully one that doesnt make me have to smell grease and oil all day at 7pm.

ill go out with my girlfriend tomorrow, it stopped raining today so it should be an okay weather.

 

[Nvtral]

DnB

 

[swaggrz]

They called him M A C H E T E

 

[木制的尼尔森]

don't drug

 

[ARKHAN THE BLACK]

Have you ever smoked a weed before

 

[Sloppyjakky]

Brown excellence

belgium isn't white

 

[Nvtral]

Have you ever smoked a weed before

yeah mostly sativa hybrids like amnesia haze or purple haze, i like it. but smoking it everyday makes me feel like shit

 

[Nvtral]

yeah mostly sativa hybrids like amnesia haze or purple haze, i like it. but smoking it everyday makes me feel like shit

i do preffer hash though

 

[Nvtral]

don't drug

this. except weed, shrooms and lsd

 

[swaggrz]

don't drug

But I like pepsi cola