i wish autism wasnt a spectrum

[Nvtral]

then it tracks that you would lie to save face/be deluded enough to not see the problem because you don't know better.

sure i probably would with a lot of other things, but just saying meaningless insults to behaviors i find dummyed for my entertainment is really not one of them. i would know better because these are my thoughts and if i had to lie to myself to "save face" or delude myself to not see the problem about something i would probably not make a thread with 8 slurs in one paragraph.
again i dont think about people i rant about often. ive met a lot of them but i simply evaded any interaction with them, sure i may "criticize" them behind their backs every time i get reminded of their existence (which is almost never because again i dont interact with these kind of people). but at the end of the day these people do not contribute to any part of my mood or feelings (except positively because again me calling them dummyed is fun to me)

other people can't always tell you are joking and may think you actually are a pathetic dummy, there's no problem.

waow what a shame.. the shitpost woah jaque forum will think im a pathetic dummy...
i wouldnt mind being seen as dummyed in here because despite me absolutely loving this website and tolerating or liking most people in it, at the end of the day this website is my personal toilet for any thought i have in my brain at that exact moment. and people who would see me as a genuine pathetic dummy for not knowing when im serious or not are the people who i would probably not interact with

Insulted me because of his own failure, O no no no

Si hermano yes i did...
but if i had to put a better example right now it would probably be a fidget toy. it helps you pass the time and entertains you to an extent, would i be mad if i lost said fidget toy? no not really but i still appreciate the entertainment it gives me, that same entertainment pushes me to be happier despite it obviously not being my main focus

Okay, tu are most welcome

 

[Nvtral]

waow what a shame.. the shitpost woah jaque forum will think im a pathetic dummy...

i forgot to clarify (despite it being obvious) that i dont act like this irl. obviously in real life im gonna be more serious and not talk like a mongoloid screaming slurs and ranting about autists. either way i think its pretty easy to tell when i talk seriously in this website or not, as when i talk seriously i dont say slurs often and neither do i act like im mega coping about stuff and complaining like in this case

 

[Nvtral]

i forgot to clarify (despite it being obvious) that i dont act like this irl

not that it really matters as the only people i talk about are 2 friends i have and my girlfriend, which know when im joking and are pretty similar to me. i wouldnt like having more friendships anyways since im very introverted and would rather spend more time alone than socializing

 

[Sir]

sure i probably would with a lot of other things, but just saying meaningless insults to behaviors i find dummyed for my entertainment is really not one of them. i would know better because these are my thoughts and if i had to lie to myself to "save face" or delude myself to not see the problem about something i would probably not make a thread with 8 slurs in one paragraph.
again i dont think about people i rant about often. ive met a lot of them but i simply evaded any interaction with them, sure i may "criticize" them behind their backs every time i get reminded of their existence (which is almost never because again i dont interact with these kind of people). but at the end of the day these people do not contribute to any part of my mood or feelings (except positively because again me calling them dummyed is fun to me)

Okay, keep ranting, it's funny to read

waow what a shame.. the shitpost woah jaque forum will think im a pathetic dummy...
i wouldnt mind being seen as dummyed in here because despite me absolutely loving this website and tolerating or liking most people in it, at the end of the day this website is my personal toilet for any thought i have in my brain at that exact moment. and people who would see me as a genuine pathetic dummy for not knowing when im serious or not are the people who i would probably not interact with

I had meant that assuming you act similarly outside of the site, if you don't care what other people think that's that. Though I will say regarding being serious/joking, you shouldn't just assume people can read your mind. A lot of the times when I'll make a joke or say something sarcastic, someone will read it as me mocking them in a rude way or trying to hurt their feelings just because of how my voice sounds, they can't tell I am joking. Unanticipated consequences for your actions, something to keep in mind. Doesn't mean don't be yourself, but don't be surprised if someone acts a certain way because they didn't understand something properly or because you had failed to communicate it in a way that matched your original intent.

Si hermano yes i did...
but if i had to put a better example right now it would probably be a fidget toy. it helps you pass the time and entertains you to an extent, would i be mad if i lost said fidget toy? no not really but i still appreciate the entertainment it gives me, that same entertainment pushes me to be happier despite it obviously not being my main focus

I will imagine you as being triggered, seething, and pulling at your hair when you lose said fidget toy because that's funnier

i forgot to clarify (despite it being obvious) that i dont act like this irl. obviously in real life im gonna be more serious and not talk like a mongoloid screaming slurs and ranting about autists. either way i think its pretty easy to tell when i talk seriously in this website or not, as when i talk seriously i dont say slurs often and neither do i act like im mega coping about stuff and complaining like in this case

I see

not that it really matters as the only people i talk about are 2 friends i have and my girlfriend, which know when im joking and are pretty similar to me. i wouldnt like having more friendships anyways since im very introverted and would rather spend more time alone than socializing

Thanks for telling me this, I'll write it all down

 

[Nvtral]

Okay, keep ranting, it's funny to read

i think you are imagining me as mad, when this whole thing was more entertaining than my usual rant about fake autists (or other behaviors i usually entertain myself with). i genuinely really appreciate it that you read this because despite you likely thinking that im some pathetic dummy or that i keep replying because im leaky, you allowed me to speak about my mind, which is actually something i enjoy a lot. or maybe im just schizobabbling about what you are actually thinking because as you just said:

A lot of the times when I'll make a joke or say something sarcastic, someone will read it as me mocking them in a rude way or trying to hurt their feelings just because of how my voice sounds, they can't tell I am joking.

Or maybe your projecting about people not understanding you and im giga and you are soyboy.

but don't be surprised if someone acts a certain way because they didn't understand something properly or because you had failed to communicate it in a way that matched your original intent.

i obviously wouldnt, im very aware of myself and others. but its a thought i dont have often since from what ive seen people dont struggle to understand what i intend to communicate

I will imagine you as being triggered, seething, and pulling at your hair when you lose said fidget toy because that's funnier

>being triggered, seething and pulling your hair when you lose your fidget toy

 

[Nvtral]

this whole thread

 

[Sir]

i think you are imagining me as mad, when this whole thing was more entertaining than my usual rant about fake autists (or other behaviors i usually entertain myself with). i genuinely really appreciate it that you read this because despite you likely thinking that im some pathetic dummy or that i keep replying because im leaky, you allowed me to speak about my mind, which is actually something i enjoy a lot. or maybe im just schizobabbling about what you are actually thinking because as you just said:

Or maybe your projecting about people not understanding you and im giga and you are soyboy.

Yes, I think you are in some way emotionally affected by all of this, but I don't think you're a pathetic dummy. It just makes sense to me, because this had to have come from somewhere. I'm trying to rationalize how you think by projecting my own mode of thinking onto you because we share the same fundamental human baseline, so there must be some similarities. If I ever typed something like this thread it'd be because I was emotionally angered, though I don't think I would ever do something like that in the manner this thread was made because it's a waste of energy.

i obviously wouldnt, im very aware of myself and others. but its a thought i dont have often since from what ive seen people dont struggle to understand what i intend to communicate

That's good. I think when I put my mind to it, people understand exactly what I say but they do not react to it in the way I'd like.

>being triggered, seething and pulling your hair when you lose your fidget toy
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W Ego, it's good to have an inflated self image

 

[Nvtral]

Yes, I think you are in some way emotionally affected by all of this, but I don't think you're a pathetic dummy. It just makes sense to me, because this had to have come from somewhere.

well yeah it came out of boredom and because that same day i saw a youtube short about a self diagnosed autist and it made me laugh. if you think about it technically it does slightly emotionally affect me just not in a negative way, which i think its pretty healthy for actually both parties (both the self diagnosed autists and me), because at the end of the day i get to entertain myself with them and they get to live happily without hearing my insults. if it would emotionally affect me in a negative way id probably spend time actually trying to harass them and insult them, but i dont because to me this thread is just like seeing a morbidly fat lady with ur friends and laughing at her while the fat woman is unaware of it.
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now that i think about it a fat lady was probably a better metaphor than a fidget toy and mobile ads

I don't think I would ever do something like that in the manner this thread was made because it's a waste of energy.

well yeah but im a 17 year old who just quit his part time mcdonald's part-time job to enjoy winter vacations rotting on his pc, i have a lot of free time but by the time i get another part-time ill probably only make threads like this when im bored out of my mind like when i made this very thread

That's good. I think when I put my mind to it, people understand exactly what I say but they do not react to it in the way I'd like.

well not much to do about it, i guess you could simply not care and be mega looksmaxxer dark triad giga who is so tuff he doesnt give a flip, thats what i usually do unless im communicating something serious

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why does he have a little brother

W Ego, it's good to have an inflated self image

amen

 

[Nvtral]

@Goot fuck off noob go away

 

[Goot]

@Goot fuck off noob go away

Sperglarp, hypocrite

 

[Nvtral]

Sperglarp, hypocrite

how am i an hypocrite you fucking gooter

 

[Sir]

well yeah it came out of boredom and because that same day i saw a youtube short about a self diagnosed autist and it made me laugh. if you think about it technically it does slightly emotionally affect me just not in a negative way, which i think its pretty healthy for actually both parties (both the self diagnosed autists and me), because at the end of the day i get to entertain myself with them and they get to live happily without hearing my insults. if it would emotionally affect me in a negative way id probably spend time actually trying to harass them and insult them, but i dont because to me this thread is just like seeing a morbidly fat lady with ur friends and laughing at her while the fat woman is unaware of it.
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now that i think about it a fat lady was probably a better metaphor than a fidget toy and mobile ads

Okay, at the end of the day my thought is not the reality about yourself which only you know. People are like dirty mirrors, they're filthy in their own way so you need to take their reflections, their assessments of you which are useful because you may be blind to some flaws of your own, in with caution.

well yeah but im a 17 year old who just quit his part time mcdonald's part-time job to enjoy winter vacations rotting on his pc, i have a lot of free time but by the time i get another part-time ill probably only make threads like this when im bored out of my mind like when i made this very thread

That's good, I used to work and quit just before summer break. I do not regret this decision, but it did not end up being the vacation I expected. A lot of mental development and unanswered questions rather than just playing videogames all day and gooning. That and motorcycle stuff.

I don't think you are oversharing, but that thought came into my mind when I read this portion of text. Maybe because it strayed far from the original topic, but I don't mind.

well not much to do about it, i guess you could simply not care and be mega looksmaxxer dark triad giga who is so tuff he doesnt give a flip, thats what i usually do unless im communicating something serious

Yes, it's just a consequence of my being. I will not get treated the same as other people, they will not be treated the same as me. There are pros and cons to our differences in life. The hand I was dealt isn't the most comfortable, yet it's not the most brutal, I'm adequately prepared for life and as a result I am largely content, even though I feel there are some things I will have problems with.

why does he have a little brother

To express rage, anger over the loss of the fidget toy

@Goot fuck off noob go away

Why do you hate Mr. @Goot

 

[Goot]

how am i an hypocrite you fucking gooter

You complaining about people larping as autist and yet you're doing that

 

[Nvtral]

People are like dirty mirrors, they're filthy in their own way so you need to take their reflections, their assessments of you which are useful because you may be blind to some flaws of your own, in with caution.

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That's good, I used to work and quit just before summer break. I do not regret this decision, but it did not end up being the vacation I expected. A lot of mental development and unanswered questions rather than just playing videogames all day and gooning.

probably just the reality of becoming an unc, but yeah last summer break was also a major mental development for me. mostly because thats when i basically excluded myself from most of my connections as it was me putting a "funny" facade to fit with people didnt even enjoy being with

That and motorcycle stuff.

mega giga

even though I feel there are some things I will have problems with.

we all do at some point of our lives, the thing is how you approach them and how you choose to solve them

To express rage, anger over the loss of the fidget toy

Why do you hate Mr. @Goot

he rubbed his clitty to a picture of my mother

 

[Nvtral]

You complaining about people larping as autist and yet you're doing that

i dont larp as an autist. deep down i genuinely believe i am one due to a lot of symptoms i seem to have, mostly sensory ones but i wont get into it because i hate the idea of thinking im an autist. despite my girlfriend being diagnosed with it, im still pretty ableist about my own self. but if you ask me on a random day most of the times ill say im a functioning normal being and not a dummy

 

[myexdrew]

ill say im a functioning normal being and not a dummy

*Loud incorrect buzzer*

 

[Nvtral]

i dont larp as an autist. deep down i genuinely believe i am one due to a lot of symptoms i seem to have, mostly sensory ones but i wont get into it because i hate the idea of thinking im an autist. despite my girlfriend being diagnosed with it, im still pretty ableist about my own self. but if you ask me on a random day most of the times ill say im a functioning normal being and not a dummy

i also never got it checked out because of the irrational fear i had of my father thinking im inferior to anyone. since my whole family doesnt believe in people with mental disorders being able to function as normal beings

 

[snuffereet]

this post doesn’t apply to me because in person i’m 6’4 and 280lbs, can’t speak outside of screaming the names of children’s cartoon characters, constantly throw my head into walls for no reason, and randomly attack my parents to the degree they have to go to the hospital

 

[ATWA ya dig?]

Vibes-based autism diagnoses

 

[Goot]

he rubbed his clitty to a picture of my mother

Yo wtf