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Do you have any irrational fears?

joachim

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I'm personally afraid that people could potentially be able to hear my thoughts when I'm near them in person. I know it's not possible but for some reason I fear it anyway, and I cope by repeating random words or slurs in my head.
 
I used to imagine monsters in my room until I was 15 also
Think I've said this before, but the monster paranoia only went away after I got addicted to Ritalin, so sometimes I still think that I was feeling real demonic presence and drugs just severed my spiritual connection so I don't notice them anymore and that's why I can be an evil noob without feeling any guilt
 
I have this big curio cabinet in the hallway to my bedroom and anytime I'm even slightly intoxicated I think about falling through the glass and slitting my throat and dying
 
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I had an irrational fear of the dark as a child, because I was very creative with what could be in the dark.
I still heavily dislike the combo of complete darkness and loneliness. Matter of fact I hate it. Makes me shiver. Gives me the heebie jeebies.
 
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i do not like big bodies of water depends on the area though i do not mind lakes & oceans to a certain point but everywhere that i live has either had giant lizards that live in the water or shit that will just kill you i think a big lake or ocean somewhere in a neutral place like northern europe would be fine i can not imagine many dangerous sea life being around the english channel
 
Ever since I was maybe 9, I had this fear that I was hallucinating.
Like, I'd go into the bathroom and think that someone was on the toilet but I just couldn't see them.
Or in gym class, I'd think I was hallucinating my gym shorts and that by taking them off to change I was actually taking off my boxers.
Completely illogical, I'd realize the entire time "if someone was in the bathroom I'd hear them ask what the fuck I'm doing" or "if I'm hallucinating my shorts that means I did PE in my boxers and no one said anything" but I just couldn't stop worrying about it. The bathroom thing still happens from time to time

I also had a huge problem with worrying about "cameras" everywhere until I was 17
 
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