The Aryan junkie aspie journal.

Instead of making a new thread everytime something happens i am going to use this journal.

I am going to update these info if they change.
Current age : 17
Current weigth : 175-185 (average 180)
Current occupations : Janitor/college student.
Romantic status : Single :( again...
Mental status : Sober
Loser status : I am the closest ive ever been to being normal.

 

[StudioExcréments]

Back to opioids?

Hell nah i even said no to the tylenol they offered me incase it's got codeine. Also back to opioids? Only time i had an opioid was when they injected me with fent at the dentist.

 

[StudioExcréments]

I just got my fucking foot ran over, i am waiting in the emergency room as we speak.

Urgh 3 fucking hours havent moved a fucking inch, still waiting surrounded by crying fucking babies and old people coughing their lungs out. Disfunctional fucking health care system, guy next to me who is litterally dying of cancer as we speak has been waiting 12 hours, the night is gonna be long.

 

[worldatwar]

Urgh 3 fucking hours havent moved a fucking inch, still waiting surrounded by crying fucking babies and old people coughing their lungs out. Disfunctional fucking health care system, guy next to me who is litterally dying of cancer as we speak has been waiting 12 hours, the night is gonna be long.

canadian healthcare at its finest..

 

[StudioExcréments]

Urgh 3 fucking hours havent moved a fucking inch, still waiting surrounded by crying fucking babies and old people coughing their lungs out. Disfunctional fucking health care system, guy next to me who is litterally dying of cancer as we speak has been waiting 12 hours, the night is gonna be long.

Welp, the waiting room is slowly but surely getting more and more empty. No more babies crying but the coughing has'nt stopped.

 

[StudioExcréments]

I just got my fucking foot ran over, i am waiting in the emergency room as we speak.

6 fucking hours, im fucking tired stupid shit doctor i just wanna go home and just make a plaster myself tomorow. Does'nt even hurt that much, stupid shit fucking day.

 

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6 fucking hours, im fucking tired stupid shit doctor i just wanna go home and just make a plaster myself tomorow. Does'nt even hurt that much, stupid shit fucking day.

Welp at midnight i saw a doctor who told me there was no visible fracture on the x-ray but i was likely to have fractured some tiny SNCA bone. I am supposed to see a foot doctor this morning but fuck that, the pain is gone (well i mean there is like a slight tingling sensation but it is'nt that bad) and i was supposed to go up the Saint-Laurent on a family road trip so yeah aint no way im missing that for some bone the doctor litterally told me "does'nt matter that much".

 

[StudioExcréments]

I filled a hole with dead crabs at the beach

 

[GQQT]

I filled a hole with dead crabs at the beach
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Absolutely aryan endeavour

 

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Left this in a cafe

 

[GQQT]

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Left this in a cafe

You're in... St-Zenon, Quebec?

 

[StudioExcréments]

You're in... St-Zenon, Quebec?

No? I am in Rimouski on a road trip with my family. The note was from someone who lives at St-Zenon.

 

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>See some some latino guy from NA
>Yell yo big (Quebec slang for bro) good 24 hour
<You too
>Realise it's some litteral who arab i dont know

 

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Urgh i am in some fair with my brother, i just want to get black out drunk. So many dummys everywhere, shitty fucking club music blasting on speakers, the scary machine things are fucking boring, i just wish everyones heads would explode.

 

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Watching the cow girls trying to catch a baby bull and they are all failing miserably.

 

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When i was at the fair my day got ruined when my brother said hello to some guy from his highschool (he gave me a weird vibe).
Anyway after the guy left my brother whispered to me that this guy was a serial rapist.
Ruined my fucking day as i kept going through the memories of his presence and just wishing i had been told this so i could have threathened to rape him or followed him into the parking lot to beat the fuck out of this 5'2 lookin ugly motherfucker.
Anyhow moving to yesterday, i went to a boring ass meeting so i left early and some drunk bitch took off her top to show everyone how much of a stupid drunk bimbo she was.
Truely mankind does deserve the spot as the #1 life form.

 

[StudioExcréments]

Huh, idk if i mentioned it before but ive got HPPD (Hallucinogen persisting perception disorder). Usually it is'nt very noticeable like i see some static and objects just have these kind of wavy patterns but this morning colors are very bright, my FOV feels higher than usual and when i took my anti depressant i started seeing flowers made of triangles for a couple minutes. Feels strange since my HPPD used to be increased by yk drugs but i had never gotten such sreal womang visuals outside of the first few days after i'd take shrooms or acid.

 

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It's so fuckin hot outside, i just walked home shirtless, felt aryan as fuck.

 

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After 10 days in a bucket my brook sticklebacks now live in this massive aquarium. Gotta add some plants and a big stump ive been chopping up into usuable pieces but once that's done they'll have a real nice home. All of this for 48 CAD btw, 40 bucks for the aquarium + equipment and 8 bucks for the sand. Still dont know how many gallons butw im thinking 35-40 gallons sounds about right.

 

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The sex tank, ive got over a dozen cherry shrimps and 4 rabbit snails churning out babies. Rn i am only at my 2nd generation of shrimps and ive just noticed some of the females are allredy full of eggs.

 

[StudioExcréments]

One month sober.
I feel strangely dull.