Aias diary

here's is part of my slowburn a24 short book ik this depressed suicidal fourm would love

Aia laid down and hugged it so tightly, she didn’t know if anyone was thinking about her, but she hoped to everything that someone out there thought about her even for just for a second. She couldn’t stop crying, it pained her to be in this cycle, and she couldn’t stop it, so many promises she made to those she cared about, even more so herself. She just wanted someone to be thinking about her, desperately she wanted someone to think about her. Even if her skin was picked, cut, and cold, even if she looked like she was on drugs. “Just anyone, I just hope someone is, please please…”

I couldn’t bring myself to look at anything, just crying because I'm crying, because I know I wouldn't want to cry I am sorry I’m crying I love me, I don’t want to sob any more. I don't want to let go of this pillow, I don't want to let go of anyone ever again, I don’t want to let go of myself, I want to hold myself forever and never let go. Aia I love you so much, God please let me hear this please “In the name of the Father, the Son, the Holy Spirit, amen” please God let someone love me, please teach me to love me please please please.

I shouldn’t talk to myself, or people that aren’t there, it's like the saying “If you scream in an empty forest are you even screaming?” no point in doing it. There's not a point in doing a lot of things, I can choose to stay alone here or spend every hour working, I don’t want to work. I’m made for love I just want to spread joy and happiness, I'm sorry I didn't do that earlier, I’m sorry so so very sorry. I should just, go to sleep, I mean also laying and imagining a world of my own is also enjoyable, a world where I’m nice, but I am nice!

am I a good writer shoormwritercord? And is warrior-p better at writing?

 

[aiabooysen]

Chinese communists invaded Anchorage to secure their presence in North America, with the eventual goal being to reach Chicago and Atlanta for mass production BBC thugs. Then greg lansky launched BBC missiles and started the Great War. Plot of fallout 5 btw they changed the story

Not fallout nigger’noob

 

[Apeson]

Not fallout nigger’noob

Then get original content. Fallout already did this and better. Do a third sino-japanese war for some difference.

 

[aiabooysen]

Then get original content. Fallout already did this and better. Do a third sino-japanese war for some difference.

No I mean in real life

 

[Apeson]

No I mean in real life

Never gonna happen.

 

[GemersonLakeAndPalmer]

My birthday is soon. I won't tell the day but the week, so you can celebrate it with me. Unrelated but im making an entire video on a hypothetical sino-american war.

What’s the day, month, and year you were born?

 

[aiabooysen]

I finally got all my stuff from my sister, (two NSDAP pins) im so happy!

 

[Goot]

I finally got all my stuff from my sister, (two NSDAP pins) im so happy!
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Isn't that illegal to own in Germany?
Oh well

 

[aiabooysen]

Isn't that illegal to own in Germany?
Oh well

Im canadian

 

[Goot]

Im canadian

Well then IDK were i saw that then but i thought i did

 

[Apeson]

Im canadian

even worse

 

[_73]

Please kill yourself you stupid bitch
Die
Die
Die

 

[supernigga]

Im canadian

Kys Canuck

 

[worldatwar]

i would peg them all, they are all depressed losers and im a manic happy freak (only if they are above the age of 20)

holy shit shroob let me scalp her already

 

[Barry]

Chinese communists invaded Anchorage to secure their presence in North America, with the eventual goal being to reach Chicago and Atlanta for mass production BBC thugs. Then greg lansky launched BBC missiles and started the Great War. Plot of fallout 5 btw they changed the story

Both Interplay and Bethesda censored this btw because they thought a "BBC resource war between China and the United States was not plausible"

holy shit shroob let me scalp her already

Permission granted

 

[shipment]

I finally got all my stuff from my sister, (two NSDAP pins) im so happy!
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Holy mother of larps, hang yourself.

 

[worldatwar]

no women uses this site bro

i use this site doe

 

[pig]

I finally got all my stuff from my sister, (two NSDAP pins) im so happy!
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No girls allowed in nazi party kys

 

[shekel]

I finally got all my stuff from my sister, (two NSDAP pins) im so happy!
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I am going to send a screenshot of this to publishers so I make sure your shitty book never gets read, ever

 

[worldatwar]

I have almost no free time. I mean I lay all day but if I wasn’t laying than I would have all the free time I spend all my time just posting myself on forums… Getting treated like some tool or toy at the very least lets me have someone thinking about me, just thinking about me in any way is nice. I always get called a skeleton, but I'm happy they at least notice I look like one, but I hate when they ask me why I look like this! Just let me enjoy your company, please! Please. I didn’t mean to yell, I just get excited… I can’t control my PTSD, okay?

I just want to be allowed to do the things I want to do, but I can’t, it's not fair! It’s just not fair. I lay here all the time! All the time just waiting for something to happen, day to day and day to day that I have to deal with this. I only want to do things to make people happy, I want to call my friends and my partners and talk to them, flirt with them… ANYTHING. It’s not fair that I have all these conditions, I never did anything bad to- … … I am sorry, I deserve this.

Aia woke up again, her head hurting, her hands aching. She spent all night again talking to people on her phone, right when she woke up she got mad, because she knew if any random person saw this they would think she is lonely and crazy. But she thought otherwise, people can love people far, far away, Aia does it certainly seems even if she seldom sees their faces. “People only see what their STUPID minds tell them to think, everything is objective. I just wish it wasn't I wish for so many things, so so many things I wish for, and I wish greatly to be loved in person.”

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How do you guys manage to deal with negros?

noob think she soygoy

 

[Goot]

noob think she soygoy

Colortext fail & all