Aias diary

here's is part of my slowburn a24 short book ik this depressed suicidal fourm would love

Aia laid down and hugged it so tightly, she didn’t know if anyone was thinking about her, but she hoped to everything that someone out there thought about her even for just for a second. She couldn’t stop crying, it pained her to be in this cycle, and she couldn’t stop it, so many promises she made to those she cared about, even more so herself. She just wanted someone to be thinking about her, desperately she wanted someone to think about her. Even if her skin was picked, cut, and cold, even if she looked like she was on drugs. “Just anyone, I just hope someone is, please please…”

I couldn’t bring myself to look at anything, just crying because I'm crying, because I know I wouldn't want to cry I am sorry I’m crying I love me, I don’t want to sob any more. I don't want to let go of this pillow, I don't want to let go of anyone ever again, I don’t want to let go of myself, I want to hold myself forever and never let go. Aia I love you so much, God please let me hear this please “In the name of the Father, the Son, the Holy Spirit, amen” please God let someone love me, please teach me to love me please please please.

I shouldn’t talk to myself, or people that aren’t there, it's like the saying “If you scream in an empty forest are you even screaming?” no point in doing it. There's not a point in doing a lot of things, I can choose to stay alone here or spend every hour working, I don’t want to work. I’m made for love I just want to spread joy and happiness, I'm sorry I didn't do that earlier, I’m sorry so so very sorry. I should just, go to sleep, I mean also laying and imagining a world of my own is also enjoyable, a world where I’m nice, but I am nice!

am I a good writer shoormwritercord? And is warrior-p better at writing?

 

[Slvt4BIBISI]

Revolutionary rape is different from the barbaric, fascistic rape of the SS.

It was so wholesome reading accounts where the Soviets chopped women’s heads off, violated their wind pipes, made the children watch then raped them too.

 

[shekel]

It was so wholesome reading accounts where the Soviets chopped women’s heads off, violated their wind pipes, made the children watch then raped them too.

Fake as fuck, literal propaganda from Goebbels kek

 

[Slvt4BIBISI]

Fake as fuck, literal propaganda from Goebbels kek

Just don’t look at STD rates of post Soviet occupied territories.

 

[Nikizno]

 

[GQQT]

Just don’t look at STD rates of post Soviet occupied territories.

That's because those were all muddy butthurt belt locations where STDs are a natural part of life

 

[shekel]

Just don’t look at STD rates of post Soviet occupied territories.

The key word is Post-Soviet. STI rates jumped following the collapse of the Soviet Union due to health infrastructure collapsing due to the failure of the post-Soviet Russian economy.
In the 90s STD rates jumped to absurd levels due to people abusing heroin and sharing needles. In addition, most people in Russia have little knowledge of the mechanics of STIs and spread them without care. Also keep in mind HIV/AIDS didn't exist until the 80s.

 

[Apeson]

By the end of the war, he had his dog’s puppies shot and fed her cyanide to see if they worked for him btw

I know it's bait, but considering what the soviets were known for doing to people when they reached germany that was probably a mercy kill.

 

[supernigga]

Why you lie with me good saar...

I thought you wuz devs n sheit

 

[jim🅱️o]

I finally got all my stuff from my sister, (two NSDAP pins) im so happy!
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[aiabooysen]

Why you lie with me good saar...

I thought you wuz devs n sheit

I am noob, that isnt quote, because if it was, let's just say he would be saying something very, very different towards me

 

[Slvt4BIBISI]

The key word is Post-Soviet. STI rates jumped following the collapse of the Soviet Union due to health infrastructure collapsing due to the failure of the post-Soviet Russian economy.
In the 90s STD rates jumped to absurd levels due to people abusing heroin and sharing needles. In addition, most people in Russia have little knowledge of the mechanics of STIs and spread them without care. Also keep in mind HIV/AIDS didn't exist until the 80s.

I’m talking the years after the Soviets began to occupy these territories.

 

[supernigga]

I am noob, that isnt quote, because if it was, let's just say he would be saying something very, very different towards me

Trve he would say
>HNNNNNNNGH NYAAAAAAA! :3 WHAT IS THIS I'M HEARING ABOUT CISSOIDS WORKING FOR ME HNNGH? GET OUT OF HERE CISSY BEFORE I CALL MY DISCORD ON THIS SITE

 

[Apeson]

I am noob, that isnt quote, because if it was, let's just say he would be saying something very, very different towards me

 

[supernigga]

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Trve, didn't quote already confirm some shit about that being his REAL account?

 

[Apeson]

Trve, didn't quote already confirm some shit about that being his REAL account?

not only quote but also doll. That also explains why doll didn't know who she was(if it even is a she).

 

[I seen it on the Internet]

not only quote but also doll. That also explains why doll didn't know who she was(if it even is a she).

Even Broot was like >dis noob isn't even involved

 

[Apeson]

Even Broot was like >dis noob isn't even involved

I was right all along, this larping noob is a jobless cuck. And xis only full-time job is leaking on the soyboy woahjaque forum.

 

[aiabooysen]

All falsenvkes above me

 

[Apeson]

All falsenvkes above me

really? Why don't you go ahead and ask musdummy on the irc. I'm waiting. So far you've provided zero proof of you being who you claim and from what it seems the evidence is stacked against you.
Drop the larp already, who are you?

 

[Slvt4BIBISI]

All falsenvkes above me

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