Aias diary

here's is part of my slowburn a24 short book ik this depressed suicidal fourm would love

Aia laid down and hugged it so tightly, she didn’t know if anyone was thinking about her, but she hoped to everything that someone out there thought about her even for just for a second. She couldn’t stop crying, it pained her to be in this cycle, and she couldn’t stop it, so many promises she made to those she cared about, even more so herself. She just wanted someone to be thinking about her, desperately she wanted someone to think about her. Even if her skin was picked, cut, and cold, even if she looked like she was on drugs. “Just anyone, I just hope someone is, please please…”

I couldn’t bring myself to look at anything, just crying because I'm crying, because I know I wouldn't want to cry I am sorry I’m crying I love me, I don’t want to sob any more. I don't want to let go of this pillow, I don't want to let go of anyone ever again, I don’t want to let go of myself, I want to hold myself forever and never let go. Aia I love you so much, God please let me hear this please “In the name of the Father, the Son, the Holy Spirit, amen” please God let someone love me, please teach me to love me please please please.

I shouldn’t talk to myself, or people that aren’t there, it's like the saying “If you scream in an empty forest are you even screaming?” no point in doing it. There's not a point in doing a lot of things, I can choose to stay alone here or spend every hour working, I don’t want to work. I’m made for love I just want to spread joy and happiness, I'm sorry I didn't do that earlier, I’m sorry so so very sorry. I should just, go to sleep, I mean also laying and imagining a world of my own is also enjoyable, a world where I’m nice, but I am nice!

am I a good writer shoormwritercord? And is warrior-p better at writing?

 

[Hillel Hartmann (Pedo)]

RUN IT.

i raced with a silver bmw

 

[BURN NIGGERS RAPE ALL NIG]

youre not real

 

[Nikizno]

Luck45 was too much of a pussy to reveal who he actually was. Sad

Can you do it?

Wait, is he noobnin? Have we got a Commie x Nazi couple on our hands?

 

[Goot]

Not gonna lie, this is feeling like a Schlog thread.

Yeah and you got a schlog PFP goin'

 

[Goot]

Can you do it?

Wait, is he noobnin? Have we got a Commie x Nazi couple on our hands?

NAZBOL couple

 

[shipment]

@Shroot give me back attachment permissions before I get angry.... And let's just say..... you do NOT want to make me... angry...

 

[Thomsen]

I am scratching my hand right now i am ripping my skin off and my fingers are covered in blood and i won't stop scratching my hand until i will feel good

 

[Goot]

I am scratching my hand right now i am ripping my skin off and my fingers are covered in blood and i won't stop scratching my hand until i will feel good

Dry skin season, sucks

 

[Barry]

 

[pig]

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noobnin real womaned out???

 

[shekel]

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Might be a stretch but they might actually be siblings. I just don't see noobnin being smart enough to pull something like this off.

 

[Goot]

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[Goot]

Might be a stretch but they might actually be siblings. I just don't see noobnin being smart enough to pull something like this off.

I think it could be him larping as a female and using a picture of maybe a sister or close cousin as the proof pictures
Him getting NSDAP paraphrenalia would be weird for him though

 

[Keyed zaryan]

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That's interesting. I didn't think noobnin would be capable of pretending to be a different person that well.

 

[Barry]

Him getting NSDAP paraphrenalia would be weird for him though

That's interesting. I didn't think noobnin would be capable of pretending to be a different person that well.

Maybe but I also thought the whole commie character was a larp and this is some Terrycrews-like noob we're dealing with

Might be a stretch but they might actually be siblings. I just don't see noobnin being smart enough to pull something like this off.

Maybe. I even checked the ip if it's a VPN or a proxy and everything pointed to it being non-anonymous

 

[Keyed zaryan]

Maybe but I also thought the whole commie character was a larp and this is some Terrycrews-like noob we're dealing with

It's possible, but that means that he pretended to be an annoying unfunny dummy every day for like a year. And I just don't see why someone would do that. It feels like one of the least funny long term larps you could do.

 

[Goot]

Maybe but I also thought the whole commie character was a larp and this is some Terrycrews-like noob we're dealing with

I'd say the commie larp is a little too consistant
And he did it the same everywhere

 

[Barry]

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Also fartchungus had "stalinsex" in its email address

It's possible, but that means that he pretended to be an annoying unfunny dummy every day for like a year. And I just don't see why someone would do that. It feels like one of the least funny long term larps you could do.

Aiabooysen was also an annoying unfunny dummy so maybe it's in his nature to be that way, but I don't think he was just limited to behaving like a commiereal woman

 

[pig]

Also fartchungus had "stalinsex" in its email address



Aiabooysen was also an annoying unfunny dummy so maybe it's in his nature to be that way, but I don't think he was just limited to behaving like a commiereal woman

is that not tuff?

 

[Barry]

The sibling idea could be possible, after all Aiabooysen was also a politisperg. Look at xer banner. Bro'Kinaba is xer nation in nationstates.com. Also that banner was made by a "Lewdtenant Isan." @ThatGuyWithTheGlasses discovered this kek