Aias diary

here's is part of my slowburn a24 short book ik this depressed suicidal fourm would love

Aia laid down and hugged it so tightly, she didn’t know if anyone was thinking about her, but she hoped to everything that someone out there thought about her even for just for a second. She couldn’t stop crying, it pained her to be in this cycle, and she couldn’t stop it, so many promises she made to those she cared about, even more so herself. She just wanted someone to be thinking about her, desperately she wanted someone to think about her. Even if her skin was picked, cut, and cold, even if she looked like she was on drugs. “Just anyone, I just hope someone is, please please…”

I couldn’t bring myself to look at anything, just crying because I'm crying, because I know I wouldn't want to cry I am sorry I’m crying I love me, I don’t want to sob any more. I don't want to let go of this pillow, I don't want to let go of anyone ever again, I don’t want to let go of myself, I want to hold myself forever and never let go. Aia I love you so much, God please let me hear this please “In the name of the Father, the Son, the Holy Spirit, amen” please God let someone love me, please teach me to love me please please please.

I shouldn’t talk to myself, or people that aren’t there, it's like the saying “If you scream in an empty forest are you even screaming?” no point in doing it. There's not a point in doing a lot of things, I can choose to stay alone here or spend every hour working, I don’t want to work. I’m made for love I just want to spread joy and happiness, I'm sorry I didn't do that earlier, I’m sorry so so very sorry. I should just, go to sleep, I mean also laying and imagining a world of my own is also enjoyable, a world where I’m nice, but I am nice!

am I a good writer shoormwritercord? And is warrior-p better at writing?

 

[rapedson]

never use Tuxler or this is what happens, noob i was larping and baiting BUT NOT POSTING 'P WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS IP USED FOR
for context when i first went on the shroom i noticed i was banned, but i thought it was because i was using shitty tuxler (which i dont want to admit) and also i thought it was because this sites carries the soysphere wide bans that happen

 

[General Secretary of SNCA]

Via popular demand here is my View attachment 59260chud cosplay

I never even paid attention to this thread and wondered why this snca poster had so many ppl paying attention to xis blog, but now I realise it was a scrawny anarcho-communist AGP real woman larping as a wignat foid and all the hornyposters got all hot and bothered.

 

[Cat]

never use Tuxler or this is what happens, noob i was larping and baiting BUT NOT POSTING 'P WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS IP USED FOR
for context when i first went on the shroom i noticed i was banned, but i thought it was because i was using shitty tuxler (which i dont want to admit) and also i thought it was because this sites carries the soysphere wide bans that happen

what?

 

[shekel]

I never even paid attention to this thread and wondered why this snca poster had so many ppl paying attention to xis blog, but now I realise it was a scrawny anarcho-communist AGP real woman larping as a wignat foid and all the hornyposters got all hot and bothered.

You're only attracted to the prior

I just noticed Musdummy (@Mayonaisse) was following him. Maybe it was legit?

 

[Apeson]

You're only attracted to the prior

I just noticed Musdummy (@Mayonaisse) was following him. Maybe it was legit?

Musdummy isn't on this forum, that's a larper.

 

[Goot]

Musdummy isn't on this forum

He lurks
I agree i doubt mayo is him

 

[Nikizno]

You're only attracted to the prior

I just noticed Musdummy (@Mayonaisse) was following him. Maybe it was legit?

Musdummy isn't on this forum

Like I said. Both aia and luck were on the nuschlog. I don't think it makes sense to have a larp this long in the making if they didn't join the shroom sooner.

 

[Apeson]

Like I said. Both aia and luck were on the nuschlog. I don't think it makes sense to have a larp this long in the making if they didn't join the shroom sooner.

I don't know. I'd rather believe quote since he runs the site.

 

[Nikizno]

I don't know. I'd rather believe quote.

What I'm saying is that they might not be shitnin or gape.

 

[shekel]

Musdummy isn't on this forum, that's a larper.

I'm pretty sure it is the actual Musdummy, not everyone is a larper. Why would you make a larp account to just not make any posts?

 

[worldatwar]

I never even paid attention to this thread and wondered why this snca poster had so many ppl paying attention to xis blog, but now I realise it was a scrawny anarcho-communist AGP real woman larping as a wignat foid and all the hornyposters got all hot and bothered.

yeah, you'd have payed attention if it were js a man instead lel

 

[Namefag]

never use Tuxler or this is what happens, noob i was larping and baiting BUT NOT POSTING 'P WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS IP USED FOR
for context when i first went on the shroom i noticed i was banned, but i thought it was because i was using shitty tuxler (which i dont want to admit) and also i thought it was because this sites carries the soysphere wide bans that happen

>Wordswordswords
Leftypol lost

 

[Apeson]

dead noob baby of a blog geeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeg

 

[pig]

up

 

[Apeson]

Shitting on this dead noob of a thread

 

[Namefag]

Bumping this antimatter one last time to post this

 

[worldatwar]

HOHOHO!ing this antimatter one last time to post this

YAY I GOT REFERENCED

 

[luck45]

HOHOHO!ing this antimatter one last time to post this

I do and say this!

 

[worldatwar]

I do and say this!

why are you black?

 

[luck45]

why are you black?

bcs i ain't no ytboy ya hear me!?