Autobiography of onzi

I'm bored as fuck right now

 

[Onzikin]

Feeling demoralized again, don't know what to do in the short term and feeling kinda apathetic right now

 

[Onzikin]

My essential focus for the near future is:
1-Find a decent job
2-Save up money
3-Potentially find a great girl that doesn't treat me like shit so we can date
4-We immigrate out of this shithole of a country as soon as possible

 

[Onzikin]

I have the day off tomorrow. Great. I'm planning to text that cutesie that followed me on insta. I feel of my friends encouraged me I'm looking for some small talk and say that I wanna know her and her friends better.
I just need to chat without making it clear that I'm into her.

 

[worldatwar]

I have the day off tomorrow. Great. I'm planning to text that cutesie that followed me on insta. I feel of my friends encouraged me I'm looking for some small talk and say that I wanna know her and her friends better.
I just need to chat without making it clear that I'm into her.

u got no game trust

 

[Garf]

I have the day off tomorrow. Great. I'm planning to text that cutesie that followed me on insta. I feel of my friends encouraged me I'm looking for some small talk and say that I wanna know her and her friends better.
I just need to chat without making it clear that I'm into her.

good luck

 

[Onzikin]

u got no game trust

Relax. I'm gonna play it safe. Worst case scenario she is already taken, but I find it unlikely. Never seen her intimate with anyone, no posts in her account about her having a boyfriend and she only has 1 (one) male friend who looks a bit like a teenage version of moot. I just hope she isn't a dyke. But she doesn't look nor acts like one.

 

[Onzikin]

Ok. Ready to text her. Wish me luck

 

[Foggurt]

I have the day off tomorrow. Great. I'm planning to text that cutesie that followed me on insta. I feel of my friends encouraged me I'm looking for some small talk and say that I wanna know her and her friends better.
I just need to chat without making it clear that I'm into her.

60% chance he winds up locked in her basement.

 

[Onzikin]

Ok. Ready to text her. Wish me luck

I said to her that I wanted to know more about her and her friend group and if I could know more about them. She replied and said yes, and told me I could talk with them back at at school

 

[Foggurt]

I said to her that I wanted to know more about her and her friend group and if I could know more about them. She replied and said yes, and told me I could talk with them back at at school

L rizz bozo

 

[Onzikin]

L rizz bozo

I'm not gonna try rizz her up before becoming her friend

 

[Onzikin]

L rizz bozo

Ah. You're right, if I text her for the first time and I play too safe talking about friendship and all that stuff she is gonna think I'm a weak pussy who lacks audacity. I shouldn't have trusted myself for this.

It's still salvageable if I meet her personally and exhale more confidence and charsima. I just hope my autism doesn't get in the way

 

[_73]

Ah. You're right, if I text her for the first time and I play too safe talking about friendship and all that stuff she is gonna think I'm a weak pussy who lacks audacity. I shouldn't have trusted myself for this.
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It's still salvageable if I meet her personally and exhale more confidence and charsima. I just hope my autism doesn't get in the way

u got no rizz lil monkey, ur gonna be stuck in the friendzone now

 

[Onzikin]

u got no rizz lil monkey, ur gonna be stuck in the friendzone now

I said to her that I wanted to know more about her and her friend group and if I could know more about them. She replied and said yes, and told me I could talk with them back at at school

Okay plan b. I make up some excuse for avoiding her friends tomorrow. Then I text her over the weekend to give proper small talk, if shit doesn't work I give up and go for the next one.

 

[Onzikin]

Okay plan b. I make up some excuse for avoiding her friends tomorrow. Then I text her over the weekend to give proper small talk, if shit doesn't work I give up and go for the next one.

I was too worried about her thinking I was into her and being annoyed out, but I went too far into the other direction. Gonna take this insight for the next attempt.

 

[Onzikin]

Okay plan b. I make up some excuse for avoiding her friends tomorrow. Then I text her over the weekend to give proper small talk, if shit doesn't work I give up and go for the next one.

>Hey girl, sorry. I was feeling like shit yesterday so I wasn't able to talk to your friends personally. For now, I'm more interested on learning only about you: What are your plans for the weekend? What kind of stuff are you into?

 

[Foggurt]

>Hey girl, sorry. I was feeling like shit yesterday so I wasn't able to talk to your friends personally. For now, I'm more interested on learning only about you: What are your plans for the weekend? What kind of stuff are you into?

Why do you keep saying saying you want to 'learn about her' i would just say get to know at most but not even that. Just talk to her and ask questions but don't i guess say stuff so directly like that.

 

[Onzikin]

Went to a friend's birthday party yesterday, it was nice. We played pool, poker and ate some pizza

 

[GQQT]

We immigrate out of this shithole of a country as soon as possible

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[Onzikin]

I'm gonna message her again today. I talked to a few friends and teachers and they encouraged me to keep chatting with her. I'll just ask how's her weekend going and a bit about basketball which she likes to play, test the waters a bit if she's actually interested in talking to me, will give an idea if I have a chance.