Huh, going through some of his posts right now, here's some "highlights":
>Last summer,, I had a nightmare where I was a beautiful girl,, and I was being raped by my father.. I could feel the tears streaming down my face.. It felt very real.. I woke up feeling no emotion at all,, and started my day as if I had never dreamt such a thing..
>On May 12th,, almost two months ago now,, was the first dream I had control over what happened.. I was navigating dark hallways,, with windows showing that it was cloudy outside.. Upon realizing it was a dream,, I immediately threw myself down a set of stairs,, killing me instantly.. Suicide.. I think it tied into my fear of people walking into frame,, out from behind things where I couldn't originally see them such as walls or doorways,, my field of vision.. For once I felt like I had control over my life..
>[picture of a kitchen knife] This isn’t sharp enough..? What kind of knife is needed to cut yourself..?
>My father jokingly said something about how I should’ve died or have been killed long ago.. It was obviously a joke,, I wasn’t offended or anything.. But,, with upcoming events,, I found it way funnier than I normally would’ve.
>I finished the game.. Ralsei was.. relatable this chapter.. And the ending itself was.. something.. I’ve kinda been through, before.. I closed the game, my laptop, and started crying..
>I want to wear pink and white horizontally striped panties..
>I have a week left before I do suicide.. I hope I make the most of it..