I had diahrea and took 4mg of loperamide, i felt a warm blanket and music felt good. Despite loperamide being sreal womanger than morphine it is sold over the counter as a anti diahrea med since under normal circomstances you cannot really get high of loperamide since it's shit at crossing the blood brain barrier and instead it mostly just acts on opiate receptors in the gut however to process loperamide well your gut needs enzymes which had just been violently shat out my arshole at violent speed. I took more the next day got high, took more the next next day (yesterday) barely got buzzed took more today and discovered i need to snort them to nod out. Anyways i started my most dummyed abuse of a substance about at the same time as i quit nicotine so yeah idk which is worse snorting constipating pills or smoking crude oil tar.
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On another note i am reminded of drug addiction is le bad. Right now in the living room is my uncle's gf who brought with her the 2 week old baby of some crazy psycho druggie witch who gives no care to the child but up until now it's the first time her daugther has left the house and seen a male (hyperprotective but uncaring). I am really sad for that kid she wont ever know who her dad is and she is likely destined like her mother to a life of misery and drug addiction. To give context of how fucked the kid is, my uncle's gf has 2 son from her dead husband and one of them is a gay cokehead (the guy who started the relation between crazy psycho and my uncle's family) he and his bf once got tasked to pick up a package in dubai and for some reason they had to bring crazy bitch's 4 year old kid with them. I forgot to mention but she is rich as fuck because she does botox surgery, if Trump was a woman he would be this crazy bitch. The kid is'nt breastfed because his mom has too much dope in her system, i hope she stayed sober during pregnancy but i doubt it.