how may i unlearn the ability to read/write/operate a computing device

[pig]

it has brought nothing but misery upon my life. i am capable of parsing language and synthesizing quasi-coherent responses, yet there is essentially zero post-processing or layered thinking inside my head from words amd language. i will live my life permanently chained to the sidelines, knowing i can communicate with other people who will go on to do things exponentially more meaningful. Claus

 

[Apeson]

 

[condolana]

it has brought nothing but misery upon my life. i am capable of parsing language and synthesizing quasi-coherent responses, yet there is essentially zero post-processing or layered thinking inside my head from words amd language. i will live my life permanently chained to the sidelines, knowing i can communicate with other people who will go on to do things exponentially more meaningful. Claus

smash all your elecreal womanics with a hammer and never look at a digital screen again and maybe in old age you will have forgotten due to dementia, if you make it that long

 

[supadrayk]

pray to God about it

 

[swaggrz]

Install gnu linux to your brain so computers become obsolete

 

[Quint]

it has brought nothing but misery upon my life.

well I assume it's not that it directly makes you miserable, but more that you lead a miserable life as a result of substituting doing enjoyable/meaningful things with playing on da 'puter.

so idk, go find something fun to do probably. Most things can't rape your brain /that/ hard, even if they get you during your developmental years. for example: consuming copious amounts of porn might lessen or kill your enjoyment in other things, but completely abstaining from porn and only engaging with things you actually want to do will still cause your brain to eventually re-learn how to find fun in other things. you r meant to be adapative after all

 

[pig]

. for example: consuming copious amounts of porn

I agree with everything else you've said, but this always sours my opinion. As morally corrupt and fucking vile as I may be, I don't think I've ever fallen into the "porn addict" class even tenuously. Like, my sexuality is compartmentalized as much as possible. I tried to kill my libido with drugs, didn't work, so now the goal has shifted into forcing that hardwired neural circuitry into an error state. You know how the Intel Management Engine *must* somewhat work for the PC to boot, but programs exist to scrub it of most functions/isolate it? It's like that.

The softcore real womenme "porn" images I post here are genuinely the worst, most raunchy things I have on my PC. And I don't wank to them, they're merely eye candy and nothing beyond that. Benign network packets indicating access to digital, real pornography are wretched to me, as they qualify as traces. It must not leave my head.

 

[ATWA ya dig?]

 

[condolana]

I agree with everything else you've said, but this always sours my opinion. As morally corrupt and fucking vile as I may be, I don't think I've ever fallen into the "porn addict" class even tenuously.

i dont think he was accusing you of such

 

[Quint]

I agree with everything else you've said, but this always sours my opinion. As morally corrupt and fucking vile as I may be, I don't think I've ever fallen into the "porn addict" class even tenuously.

I'm just using it as an example of something consuming/'addictive' that lowers your enjoyment of other things, since porn is very direct in how it accomplishes that & people who use it to a noticeable detriment are very common, and because it's easily reversible. A lot of websites/apps & some video games have similar effects from what I know, but are more abstract/indirect in how they go about it.

 

[shipment]

it has brought nothing but misery upon my life. i am capable of parsing language and synthesizing quasi-coherent responses, yet there is essentially zero post-processing or layered thinking inside my head from words amd language. i will live my life permanently chained to the sidelines, knowing i can communicate with other people who will go on to do things exponentially more meaningful. Claus

I agree with everything else you've said, but this always sours my opinion. As morally corrupt and fucking vile as I may be, I don't think I've ever fallen into the "porn addict" class even tenuously. Like, my sexuality is compartmentalized as much as possible. I tried to kill my libido with drugs, didn't work, so now the goal has shifted into forcing that hardwired neural circuitry into an error state. You know how the Intel Management Engine *must* somewhat work for the PC to boot, but programs exist to scrub it of most functions/isolate it? It's like that.

The softcore real womenme "porn" images I post here are genuinely the worst, most raunchy things I have on my PC. And I don't wank to them, they're merely eye candy and nothing beyond that. Benign network packets indicating access to digital, real pornography are wretched to me, as they qualify as traces. It must not leave my head.

Have you tried just not caring.

 

[木制的尼尔森]

but how will you talk to us on soyjak forum

 

[Goot]