which is exactly why i have a superiority complex and think everyone is below me. people just cant seem to think atleast similarly to me. shit they dont even have opinions for thoughts i express out loud, because they cant comprehend them or because they think they are boring.
they oversimplify things and seem to only think about the present because anything in the future scares them. they think social matters are the main priority in a person's life, that you have to follow a crowd to be happy like everyone else. i know this sounds like some shit post in r/im14andthisisdeep but i feel like im going insane every single day because i feel alone in this shit country where everyone is cattle. and the only "different" ones are "alternative" actual AUTISTS that are exactly like the cattle im complaining but quirkier in a sense that they try to express more but still have the same level of thought as the others.
i really dont know what to do soibros, each day i feel more alone and crazier. but not because the lack of interaction, because i could easily befriend most people doing shit small talk and dropping normie jokes like i did most my life, but rather the lack of people that actually try to be open and think by themselves.
but it triggers me, i feel no joy taking interaction with people that just talk about the same minor things over and over again, people are so fucking scared to have a meaningful conversation nowadays. this site is the only place where people understand me