Itt: Post your random thoughts

[CX2]

would you rather be black or be BLACKED ahh question ✌

black

 

[CX2]

sometimes i think i should just get really drunk & kms so i could end all of this without thinking about any nuances in between

when i say things like this it feels narsacistic in a sense i dont think its good

i also take it kind of personally every time i've been called sociopathic or psychopathic for the way i see things because i dont feel like i am but maybe i really am idk i just dont really like it when i share some of my opinions on something & then people think im crazy & then call me things like that because i try not to be like that but i just really dont care about stuff because everything kind of sucks but even then these people then go to say im the opposite by caring too much about some things & it confuses me i hate it so much even when my mom talks shit about me randomly when she's stressed it makes me feel bad even though it really shouldn;t since she is literally autistic idk my life isn;t bad but this shit gets to me i dont like it at all

idk why i even talk about most of this on here even because no one cares & they really shouldn't either its kind of dumb

i hate how none of this ended after so long either because this has been going on my entire life its not like its just some dumb bs thinking after i lost all my friends after 20 its been like this since the day i was born & i fucking hurts i hate all of this it hasn;t gotten any better theres something wrong with me & i feel like it cant be fixed its been going on for too long im scared it'll never change at all

 

[⸻⸻⸻]

I love salty fries

 

[CX2]

i want night to last forever

 

[moidsy]

I invented a new word "Poonga" but idk what it means

jamaicans would call vaginas such things

 

[joeshp]

i want to find my people irl where i can be my raw self around & have a general understanding with everyone around me instead of everything that i have to deal with now i hate it & i want to be around actual REAL people even if it is just with one person because i want someone that can kind of fill in that gap of being so socially isolated for my entire life but also understand me on a level that most people cant i think in a sense thats why i consider myself to be gay since i feel like a man could understand that the most & i'd like to have a romantic relationship with one where i didn't need to interact with the other gender for some sort of different type of contact with them but idk if thats the right way of looking at things & idk if listening to people here is even the right thing either because they have problems too so maybe its wrong im not really sure

venting about your life on a forum about soyjaks

 

[moidsy]

the obsessed jartyfly in my room that had woken me up the last three days has been detained

 

[angkar]

venting about your life on a forum about soyjaks
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i do that

 

[myexdrew]

venting about your life on a forum about soyjaks
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You forgot to add the giga image

 

[_73]

venting about your life on a forum about soyjaks
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My life sucks Im super duper sad please feel bad for me Im really depressed

 

[angkar]

i think if i was really suicidal or homicidal i'd do it by now since i literally have free access to guns but i dont so its sort of a fake way of thinking for edgyness sake even if dont reallt reciprocate those thoughts out loud sometimes maybe its just some kind of cope

these are called intrusive thoughts. i think about jumping off a 20+ floor building almost every single time i pass by half-built staircases at work

 

[myexdrew]

these are called intrusive thoughts. i think about jumping off a 20+ floor building almost every single time i pass by half-built staircases at work

Dap sissys...... That's just called being suicidal

 

[_73]

Dap sissys...... That's just called being suicidal

Intrusive thoughts are like demons whispering into your ear, Im not suicidal but I think of jumping off everytime Im on a balcony for example. I dont want to jump but its just a thought that pops up sometimes

 

[Lootki]

 

[Chloroform]

i want to be around actual REAL people

You got groomed by society into thinking that physical appearance = real and because of this belief, which is totally untrue and probably has to do with something else that you don't see yet, you have those struggles

 

[Chloroform]

i've been called sociopathic or psychopathic

Tfw you get called a sociopath for being a humble avericel

 

[Chloroform]

its not like its just some dumb bs thinking

It only can either be a bullshit thinking or you inherent perception of the world that you cannot twist because something affected you in early life that made you that specific way that you think it is
But imo it's probably something else

 

[angkar]

Vocaroo | Online voice recorder (https://voca.ro/13PIBoHyxsqy)

 

[Chloroform]

venting about your life on a forum about soyjaks
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POV My life as bharat vaishya today I ate poop for breakfast and worshiped a cow AMA

 

[Chloroform]

Vocaroo | Online voice recorder (https://voca.ro/13PIBoHyxsqy)

Tfw you depressed chud but your love for sprunki will never fade