i dont really feel like the world is real. everyone acts dummyed & weird, i know im not normal, but still. i wish i just had more family or some people who are my idea of normal to be around. the average person doesn't seem to act real. i think this is also why i dont really feel like going out to find a bf despite wanting one. cacaots & women act really weird, & in a sense i feel like they dont have a soul. i dont think there is someone for me in the world because of how the world works & it rejects me. the only people that i could get to date me if i dont act "normal" are bottom barrel sex addicts & pedos, i dont really want to be with anyone like that. i dont like how weird everything is in the world.