I've seen plenty of gore unfortunately, but the one thing that sticks with me and fucks me up is that guy who recorded his suicide attempt overdose. I'm too empathetic for my own good, and I just can't stop picturing how bleak it would be to experience, or being conscious enough to regret it but just stuck seizing in bed alone with no way you can get help, like being trapped in a living hell.
Something about the lighting gets to me, too. It just looks so fucking hopeless, I don't think anything else has ever hit me so hard.
I believe he survived, and I just hope it made him too dummyed to really care about being a vegetable. God dammit bro...