Itt: Post your random thoughts

[CX2]

i wish the internet was like i remember it being theree weere so many small comunities i was apart of bbt now they dont exsit and they're al dead except maybe ig this place the internet is so boring now unlike it used to be and it is so annoying because its hte main way i communicate with people i wish i could go back to early 2020s with all the sites i uesd to post on because they're all dead or have low pph now it sucks i felt lonley then but its worse now that i dont have many places ot be anymore online

 

[CX2]

where do you even find gay me i ffel like its so hard to find men i dont care if tehy're even hot eanmore i just eant a nice person to be with im sick of waiting but idk how to find gays irl i hate being stuck inside all day i wish i was in public school or private maybe it wouldnt even matter though idk if i;d be like i used to be and maybe now that i live in america i;d be put in special ed idk im sick of it i want to be a normal person i hate being different and i hate EVERYONE that wants to be different and quirky thats why i hat e people that larp atusim so mucha dn other disavlities as someone who is disabled o\psically and mentally ig

 

[grimmki]

holy blog post go get a job noob @cx2

 

[CX2]

i think i want to date an incel and before anuone says that its larp i feel like its the only type of person i can get with and i think uglier men are kind of cute ig maybe its just a fetish though im not sure but i think lonely men might be nicer and i could make them feel good because i dont ask much for a relationship i just want soeonw h would love me idk

 

[Idkchud]

Is it contradictory to support authoritarianism and privacy?

 

[CX2]

holy blog post go get a job noob @cx2

noooooo

 

[CX2]

im scared to go upstairs i think i'll fall down the stairs

 

[CX2]

i think maybe i should get another ebf but i think thats wrong idk whats wrong with me ig it kind of makes sense becsuse i am autistic but idk i think mayb even autistic people arente ven like me i want o be like all these other people idk why ii had to be born like this i hate ite

 

[grimmki]

where do you even find gay me i ffel like its so hard to find men i dont care if tehy're even hot eanmore i just eant a nice person to be with im sick of waiting but idk how to find gays irl i hate being stuck inside all day i wish i was in public school or private maybe it wouldnt even matter though idk if i;d be like i used to be and maybe now that i live in america i;d be put in special ed idk im sick of it i want to be a normal person i hate being different and i hate EVERYONE that wants to be different and quirky thats why i hat e people that larp atusim so mucha dn other disavlities as someone who is disabled o\psically and mentally ig

noob GO OUTSIDE!!!

 

[CX2]

eejfferifsfserfefe i need a man holding me rn fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

 

[CX2]

noob GO OUTSIDE!!!

where do i even go idk where to go outside i was tempraruy put in like a church private school fo a smll bit and i made 0 friends nobodu likes me irl

 

[CX2]

omg i hate this i wonder if i should kms maybet ata a bad a idea because i'll go ti hell but idk maybe i could even find some friedns whoiile being in in hell but thats bad even then i should strive to go to heaven but im so lonelyand o want a man even though its a sin oh God why am i the way i am why couldnt i be a woman

 

[grimmki]

where do i even go idk where to go outside i was tempraruy put in like a church private school fo a smll bit and i made 0 friends nobodu likes me irl

go out for events whatever you are into look for events in your area

i live in shithole and i still go out every week

 

[CX2]

go out for events whatever you are into look for events in your area

i live in shithole and i still go out every week

idk i feel liek there is notjing to do literally nothing im too scared to even go to a pride event becaeus i hate all hte peope who go to those but also im too scated to come out to my parents idk what events even go on in my town the only plave i know is a videogame store but im not finding a bf tehere

 

[grimmki]

omg i hate this i wonder if i should kms maybet ata a bad a idea because i'll go ti hell but idk maybe i could even find some friedns whoiile being in in hell but thats bad even then i should strive to go to heaven but im so lonelyand o want a man even though its a sin oh God why am i the way i am why couldnt i be a woman

you genuinely need real life help noob you wont get some magic advice

go to therapy also dont take SSRIs they will fuck up your brain

 

[grimmki]

idk i feel liek there is notjing to do literally nothing im too scared to even go to a pride event becaeus i hate all hte peope who go to those but also im too scated to come out to my parents idk what events even go on in my town the only plave i know is a videogame store but im not finding a bf tehere

stop worrying about being a cacaot noob just search your area

 

[CX2]

you genuinely need real life help noob you wont get some magic advice

go to therapy also dont take SSRIs they will fuck up your brain

i dont feel like asking my parents to let me do therapy bcause they'll ask me whats going on in my life and im scated to tell them if thigs get too bad i ahve anti depressants but the innlly probelm with is thtat i cant ddrink or have heart problems and i cant do thm i dot think beucse of that idk i just need someone

 

[CX2]

stop worrying about being a cacaot noob just search your area

there is literallly no one they dont exist i'll never find a another man who;ll love me

 

[grimmki]

there is literallly no one they dont exist i'll never find a another man who;ll love me

i dont understand this mindset you can and do whatever you want in life i can run out of where i live and just never come back just go out and stop being a noob go get friends

 

[CX2]

omg how much longer is it going to be i would give up anythig to be withh someone i dont even imind eing soeones goyslave anymore in fact i;d love that if that woul emka them happy byt i dont even thuink men just want that