Itt: Post your random thoughts

[CX2]

alcohol make my dih go bih like if u can relate

 

[CX2]

i want to have a nice husband that i love when i get older

 

[grimmki]

bad today my head has been killing me

 

[CX2]

bad today my head has been killing me

i hope you get better

 

[grimmki]

im fucking pissed i always lose my good luck when i need it the most

 

[⸻⸻⸻]

Are they the violent crack smoking type?

they're usually quiet, and they just mostly look around or sleeping on the ground

 

[شروما ابنة شروم]

they're usually quiet, and they just mostly look around or sleeping on the ground

That is much better than whatever the fuck we get in england or america, be grateful they arent crazy druggies

 

[CX2]

where do i even find cacaots to date outside of school? if i was in school it would probably be easy, but im not. i bet if i tried to find a bf it would just be a bunch of people way older than me anyways. i fucking hate being homeschooled. i need someone so fucking bad.

 

[CX2]

school is the only way to find a bf otherwise i have to be groomed fuck this dummyed world i hate everyone and everything why cant the world just conform to my specific idea of what normality is please just give me someone my own age to date

 

[CX2]

i wonder if i should go back to edating or not i hated it the 2 times i did but i did find one of the guys cute even though he was ugly it was just his personality that was shit idk if i would like that type of person anymore though maybe i should just go back to having a tulpa and make them my ideal bf for a while until i find someone i like

 

[CX2]

get the fuck away from me i just want some dopamine

 

[CX2]

i bet if i was a REAL woman not a real woman i'd have a bf way before now

 

[⸻⸻⸻]

what if we decided to go to the ground and they turn into bloody rain

 

[CX2]

i can imagine him holding me in his arms or me on top of him with his legs locking me in while we lay in bed and i kiss him

 

[CX2]

i swaer i hate this fucking normalcacaots even people here get to go to schools and other places that give them the opportiunity to get dates but im stuck inside this fucking house so damn long idk how to talk to people i just want someone who loves me fucking hell why cant i have it please God give it to me i am begging

 

[CX2]

i need human touch

 

[CX2]

how much longer until i find someone i like and they;ll date me? fuck maybe i should have waited until that branoob britbong moved to alabama he always said he would make his way over to my state i know i thought he was weird but he did love me but he was way older than me why cant anyone my own age love me no one even loves me now i hate this

 

[CX2]

i fucking hate it when i see gay couples out they dont deserve their bfs they're whores sometimes they're hot too ik im kind of attractive ig but i fucking hate it whent these hot guys are dating other men they need to stop it why tf cant i find someone idk why im even asking that ik its because im a shut in by the way i live theres nothing i can do about it sometimes i think i should come out to my mom that way maybe if shes okay with me being gay she can help me find a bf but im sure that wont be the case

 

[CX2]

i want to be able to make straight men want to date me i feel like they;re the only good men i think gays would hate me and i hate feeling like this idk if i could ever date a woman either i hate them they treated me so bad before i dont like any of them other than my mom

 

[CX2]

why cant i be like every other gay man? they're all whore and sex addicts anyways i hte that and just want a normal relationship ofc i cant hae that though. if i was a whore i would 100% find a date but i cant bring myself to be someone fuck buddy only time i can see myself having sex is maybe on valtinesday or on my bfs birthday but i still wouldnt want to fuck why tf do gays have to bee like this,