<posting this here because of gay 1000 character limit on profile
Trying to get into programming was my biggest, greatest, most crucial mistake in my fucking life
I have nothing but bitter hatred for this field, the only thing I truly realized is that computers were not supposed to be released to the normie, they are machines made to help science, when you utilize the computer in other fields it just becomes corrupted and compromised
I wasted so much of my family's money on this dummyed vocational school that will give me this useless diploma, I feel disgusting, like I used my lower-middle class family and didn't give them anything back in return, I feel disgusting because they gave me affection, support and maternal love throughout my life, and what I'm gonna do feels like betrayal on my side
But I've already decided it, after I'm done with graduating next year I'm running away, gonna try to get to US where my brother lives, I'll find friends, settle down for a quiet life, i truly hope I'll see the burning lights of revolution in my timeline to at least fulfill the race war duty, otherwise, the future looks really bleak
If I ever have offspring, I'll give them everything I can, the same way and beyond what my parents did, for this is my way of paying out that debt. I'll try my best to remember this.
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