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[GemersonLakeAndPalmer]

what are your thoughts on Jesus in islam

They love Him but misrepresent His teachings so badly it hurts me.

 

[GemersonLakeAndPalmer]

August 7th, 2025: Back to work today, I woke up at 6:15am and had some rice Chex for breakfast with a cup of coffee. I gamed for a bit on Holdfast when at 7:57am I got a text from my therapist which sparked this conversation:
<We meet next week right? Just making sure. Thx!I hope you're doing well
>Yes!
<Great! See you at 915 on the 14th.
I was still having stomach issues so I got my white metal water bottle and filled it up with ginger ale. I took one of my focus pills today. James was coming back on Saturday so I thought it would be important to buy him a book as a gift. I put on my drawstring backpack and walked all the way down to a local bookstore, but I got there and the door was locked, I checked the opening time and there wouldn't've been enough time for me to find a book to buy and then walk over to work or even catch the bus. I went to a nearby Starbucks and ordered some hot coffee, I asked for 2 shots of vanilla and space for creamer, I got it and walked out, taking a sip when I realized I forgot the creamer, I went back in and poured some whole milk creamer and sugar into mine while I proceeded to go out walking around to fill out my SuperLocalMaps map, I went up and down the streets of this super nice neighborhood, walking past a house with the flag of Israel, 2 construction workers using a grinder device on some stonework while not wearing any protective masks, and another set of construction workers remodeling a house. I walked near the park and through the more dense part of the city before finally getting into my workplace. I clocked in at 10:23am and saw my task list had me doing the beverage cooler, the beverage aisle, labeling meat lasagnas, and some vacuuming upstairs. I went up front to see this new employee with Noahmusic2009 whom I will be calling Safiyya, she was Muslim obviously and she said she was bad with remembering names. I clocked in and helped the dubstep guy with unloading this pull in the store before heading upstairs to check it there. I saw something which might be a pull so I took a picture of it and sent a text to Jesse at 10:46am saying:
>These go into the warehouse right?
He instantly appeared with John and we got that done quickly. I went downstairs to start stocking the beverage cooler and resumed my pointing contests with fAsherah. I got done with that and then it was time for me to go on my lunch break, I got some Asiago pasta salad and a ginger ale and went to the break room. I sat across from Jill but she didn’t really talk to me so I moved back to my own corner. At this point Safiyya had left. I got off of my break and I asked Jesse if I should work on the beverage aisle or labeling the lasagnas first because he and the Italian Lady got the new scanner working and he said to work on meat lasagnas. I went to grab them and started doing that. At 1:11pm I saw James’ story with the caption:
<It’s joever
I replied with:
>What’s joever.
He said:
<The internship
I started watching a video by MentalOutlaw about the new ID verification law in the United Kingdom. I labeled 10 boxes of lasagnas before I ran out of stickers. I went up to the design lady and asked her for a new roll which took forever, so I scrubbed some of the metal in the break room and talked to Paula for the time. I finally got it and while I was walking out there at 2:53pm, Will called me on the walkie-talkie but I couldn’t hear him clearly. I got in and he said to me:
“Hey someone dropped a glass bottle of juice we need you to clean it up.”
Just as I was about to go on break. I did that while Matheus was there, I finally got it all cleaned up and then went on my break, writing some more before getting back. I continued with my work and saw Tony talking with Sabrina about something. I went into the offices to vacuum and got those all done including Ignacio’s office, I looked at all the stuff he had up and saw the thing for his father who died in 2023 and a chart with a list of a bunch of employees, including listing off those who had left like Mr. Blundstone. I chilled for a bit during my second 15 minute break and Hill came by so I asked him if he could do the bathrooms for me to make my closing task easier, he did it for me thankfully and then I started on my closing tasks, working on the back room floor first (the area next to the sinks was so dirty it was unimaginable) then the break room, the garbages (saw Old Ozzy Osborne,) while fAsherah was at work), faced the entire store, and then got the outside stuff inside, I clocked out a bit early and walked over to the alternate bus stop to head up to the book store, I got off and walked a while over to the book store and I was the only one inside with 3 employees. I walked around and asked one of the employees:
“Where would the historical fiction be?”
She replied:
“Mixed in the fiction section.”
I looked more for any Sharpe books but to no avail, I asked a woman if she could look up to see if there were any books by Bernard Cornwell, I saw she input the author’s name as CORNWELL B, nothing was in stock and she offered to order some for me but I passed, so I found a thick book on the history of the world with illustrations and bought it at 7:26pm for $64.74, I walked home with it and put it on James’ bed with the Reeses, I haven’t told him about it but I hope he loves the surprise. I took a shower afterwards and then got on my computer to look up something I was curious about, Elinor had mentioned to me about a writing project where she wrote that Martin Luther’s 1543 On the Jews and Their Lies that he appears “bitter and regretful”, Well I just went to sleep after struggling for a while and then drinking a shot and a half of blood orangecello.

Song of the Day: History - One Direction (2015)

 

[MM7890]

They love Him but misrepresent His teachings so badly it hurts me.

wdym

 

[Foggurt]

wdym

Xir final brap...

 

[GemersonLakeAndPalmer]

Xir final brap...

Did they get banned?

 

[Foggurt]

Did they get banned?

Yeah

 

[GemersonLakeAndPalmer]

Yeah

What for?

 

[GemersonLakeAndPalmer]

August 8th, 2025: I woke up super early to make myself some breakfast and then play some Holdfast, I did well and played on the naval server for a bit until I exited out of that to post my Biblejak for the day. I got dressed for work in these pseudo jeans and a grayish green long sleeved t-shirt, huge mistake. When I went outside to wait for the bus, I was already starting to overheat, but at work things weren’t going as well and I felt lethargic a lot throughout the day. My first task was to stock the beverage aisle and I got that done super fast. I then went outside the beverage cooler and saw that fAsherah was working today so we got into pointing contests once more. Anne’s replacement found it hilarious. I had to wipe down all the item door windows, the vestibule windows, and the outside windows, while walking back and forth, I jokingly pointed the spray can at fAsherah and she did a fake scream shouting:
“Noooo!”
Very softly. There was a lady sampling cheese around the place while I was working so I got like 3 samples. I went upstairs for a bit and went to the bathroom, washed my hands, and came down for a bit and encountered fAsherah at the sampling table. I pointed the spray bottle at her and she did the joke scream again. But the pretty old lady then said to me:
“If you’re gonna flirt with each other and you get window cleaner on my table, I’m gonna make you eat all the cheese.”
I was confused because she clearly didn’t know about fAsherah’s fiancée.
“Ohh noo, she already has a fiancée, even though she calls her her wife despite the fact that there hasn’t been a wedding yet.”
I told her, I also got a tomato she was sampling and went around a bit more until it was time for me to go on lunch. I got a pasta salad with some milk and drank that along with the ginger ale I brought from home. I wrote in my blog more and browsed Instagram. I was sipping the ginger ale throughout the day and that did not help with my lethargy. I also had an issue where I kept clenching my jaw, a bit later on I had this old lady I ran into who wouldn’t get out of the way when I asked her to, but when I got over there I saw that she was with 2 other older woman and they were all related to Sabrina, who came in on her day off. She told me this was her family and said to them:
“Gemerson used to be my neighbor!”
I thought it was ok, I continued and walked past Lebanon while emptying the cardboard again, getting thanked by both him and Krystal. I remembered that this would be James the Greater’s last full day in Ohio before heading back home. I discussed with the blue haired girl that our date next Wednesday would be at 12:00pm. But it was approaching time for the second break of mine and I chilled out while hanging near the Noahmusic2009 guy. I got off my break at 4:55pm and instantly got started on scrubbing the backroom floor, it was slightly better than last time, I cleaned the breakroom, I half-assed cleaning the bathrooms, there was a bunch garbages to empty, I saw Old Ozzy Osborne during it. I faced the entire store and then brought the outside stuff inside. I clocked out at 6:14pm surprisingly with more than enough time to spare to catch the bus, I ran to the bus stop and got on at 6:24pm and saw a bunch of Black people on the bus. At 6:30pm while browsing Instagram, I found out that the girl I knew was from Norway, or was she visiting for summer vacation, I don’t know, moral of the story is don’t share your location on Instagram with others unless some deranged weirdo posts about it in an obscure passage hardly anybody in his audience of 0 people is going to find, read, and care about. I got off the bus and walked into the house to join them with their evening prayers, I was near the end so we finished off with announcing intentions, but I couldn’t think of anything unlike some of the others, so it was then silent prayers. I went to the kitchen to grab some stir fried veggies for dinner because that’s all that was left before grabbing a diet Coke to drink and starting the recording for the priest. Here’s what I am going to share which was recorded:
“I used to work at St. Ben's community, I arrived straight down the city from Wauwatosa with a lovely bakery. I’d bake bread every day, and spread it straight back.” - The speaker
“Breadsmith?” - Stuart
“Yeah. Breadsmith’s on State Street.” - The speaker.
“I want to get sourdough!” - Stuart
“I love sourdough and cheese. And then you guys, this is a formation is what this is. Okay.” - The speaker
“Who's supposed to be?” - Posterboy
“Who's the organizer? I just I'm trying to get updated.” - The speaker
“Cliffe’s the head of the house. But he's on a retreat. I think? I'm sure.” - unknown
“I brought that poster so you want to go, you're more than welcome to. It's a fun event. I'll show you what I…” - Posterboy
“That's all I get. I will be gone by then, but this looks great.” - The speaker
“Will you be in China by that time or not?” - me
“I'll be in France.” -The speaker
“Oh” - me
“He's got a sourdough. He's got everything he needs…” - The speaker
The next thing this guy did was ask to record the thing to send to Stuart, the speaker told him it was ok if he didn’t record everything except for some stuff pertaining to the country he was assigned to. His backstory was that his father was an Anglican but his mother was a Catholic so they would go to Catholic mass always. He read the life of Saint Francis of Assisi and the gospel of St. Matthew in high school and decided to become a seminarian at 17 years old, being head of a Korean language church in Chicago for 2 years. And then joining the Paris Foreign Mission Society, he talked in length about he can’t discuss much details about his upcoming assignment due to legal issues with the church but he said that Madagascar (a country desperate for priests compared to the number of Christians) was west of Indian when I said it should be considered to be more to the south. That was a short debate. He became a deacon on October 19th, 2024, and got made into a priest 1 month ago in the Notre Dame Cathedral. He told me that priests in China and India were persecuted, with him mentioning a priest that is free to teach about non-religious stuff but had multiple cameras in his room and all his writing and speaking recorded in China. He mentioned the Chinese bishops that had families and wanting to start a karaoke bar in Heilongjiang as a pipedream if he ended up in there. His confirmation priest was Blessed Solanus Casey. Physical appearance wise he was half a head taller than me and once the speech had ended. He had a bottle of New Glarus Pale Ale and then showed some of the people here how to light a cigarette. I walked away to avoid being asked but I took a picture to send to the groupchat when Posterboy told me to delete, I complied without him needing to check my phone. We started to burn pages of this copy of the Book of Mormon given to Stuart, and saw the painting of the angel Moroni burying the golden tablets (technically called Moroni Hides the Plates in the Hill Cumorah):

We made the joke about it being of Pastor Jim burying the King James Bible In 325 AD after Constantine invented Catholicism at the council of Nicea. We didn’t burn the pages with paintings of Jesus on them. It was 8:14pm so I left to catch the bus and got on quickly. I took it all the way home and got off to take a shower and go to sleep.

Song of the Day: Hong Kong Garden - Siouxsie and the Banshees (1978)

 

[GemersonLakeAndPalmer]

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[GemersonLakeAndPalmer]

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[GemersonLakeAndPalmer]

August 9th, 2025: I had a dream this morning that I was preparing for a camping trip with Asherah, my dad, Xebec, Xebec’s dad Tebec, Uzi, Adams, and a few others from my Philmont crew. We were getting ready to depart but I hadn’t packed a tent at all because I didn’t remember that being discussed, I asked my dad about it and he was just being overly critical, mocking of me for not bringing it, I just kept trying to say:
“Please stop it, can you just get me a tent!”
Except he just kept laughing at me and laughing, responding along the lines of:
“Oh my God what an idiot!”
Asherah herself was displaying her cold personality as usual, she would always give me the: “get anywhere near me and I’ll kill you!” We were in a packed minivan. In actually, the three majoring camping events I had been to were Isle Royale (dad and I went, most of the time we slept in these small buildings which functioned as standalone porches, I think we only slept in tents once or twice) Boundary Waters (dad, mom, my sister, and I were provided tents and I was with them instead of being with the group where all the scouts my age were, worst experience of the 3,) and Philmont (I loved it the most.) I woke up at 5:45am and wrote down what my dream was in my Google doc. I saw an extremely long video from the blue haired girl on Snapchat talking about how she used to have this friend that had a child with this psychopathic pedophile who she would constantly neglect to the point that the blue haired girl had to kick her out of her apartment. I got up after a while in bed and made myself a bowl of rice Chex and brewed myself some coffee. I remembered that my roommate was coming home today so I did a bit more cleaning and then departed for work. I got to work and clocked in at 9:25am. My first task was stocking the beverage cooler and I did that along with cleaning the bathrooms. When I went downstairs, I saw Sabrina with Ignacio setting up a table to sample new stuff we got. I came a while later to grab the 2 things she was sampling and loved it. I went on my first break and checked James the Great’s Snapchat stories; he was flying from Dayton, Ohio at 12:43pm to Chicago, Illinois, arriving at 12:54pm, gotta love those timezone shifts. I gathered a bunch of food that we sold here with my lunch. I clocked out for that break at 1:30pm, having a prosciutto sandwich with some sea salt & vinegar chips. I got back to work and started sweeping outside near the garbage dumpsters. I got a white rag and soaked it with cold water to put on the back of my neck to beat the heat. I got that done and then went to the outer building to sweep up in there. I had to empty the garbage and put it into a new garbage bag plus chips of ice on the floor inside the freezer. I did a small pull for the condiments, I had a far larger list but the condiment shelf in the warehouse was almost empty, I did make an impact though and overheard Jill talking with Lebanon about something. Throughout the day I watched James the Great on snapmaps to see where he was. He waited a long time at O’Hare airport before I saw him get to our airport at roughly 3:30pm and then I thought he was going to be appearing at our place but instead it showed him at home in Caledonia as announced by a Snapchat story of his bodypillow of Hatune Miku back at home with the caption:
<IM BACK MIKU
We had this conversation:
>I though you’d be in Milwaukee
<Nah I'm back home for a couple days
>Until when?
<I'll probably come back Monday or Tuesday
>Ok!
<Yessir
<Apologies for the confusion lol
I continued stocking shelves and loaded some giant boxes of pizza sauce from the garage to where we usually store them. I was feeling exhausted by then so I went on my second break, getting some strawberry mascarpone ice cream with some marshmallows sprinkled on top. I loved that and then went to clock back in. I had no more tasks to do so I stole some from Hill’s list to complete. Anne’s replacement came to me to ask me to take some stuff down outside due to extreme wind speeds and cloudiness, 2 customers helped us and we said thanks to them. I finally started on closings at 5:00pm by facing half of the store, cleaning the bathrooms and emptying the trashes. I put some free cheese in the cheese cooler into my bag of groceries before saying bye to Sabrina. I clocked out at 5:50pm and was instantly hit with the extremely heavy rain and ran to my bus stop to shelter from it. It was only a few minutes before I got on and the rain had subsided by then, somewhat. I walked past the dead squirrel into my apartment and tried out the zitoni I bought as a straw. For those out of the know, it’s basically spaghetti with a giant hole in the middle, like bucatini but wider. I posted it with the caption:
>Biodegradable, cheap ($3.99 for a bag), tough, and edible, Zitoni can’t be beat in terms of straws
James replied to that with:
<Lowkey thought those were noodles
And the Green Bay girl replied:
<Better than the fuck ass paper straws tbh
I made ramen and edamame for dinner but I forgot to take the edamame out of the microwave and only realized it at like 9:00pm after my shower. I added some vegetable bouillon to my ramen due to too much water diluting the flavor, So I put it in the fridge before going to bed to eat tomorrow.

Song of the Day: Who'll Stop the Rain - Creedence Clearwater Revival (1970)

 

[GemersonLakeAndPalmer]

August 10th, 2025: I was supposed to set an alarm for 6:00am today but I forgot, thus I awoke at 6:45am, I realized what time it was and bolted out of bed, making myself a bowl of rice Chex with a dwindling supply of 2% milk, I had my coffee with the creamer and didn’t get on my computer to post the daily Biblejak unfortunately. When I checked social media, I found out that overnight during the rainstorms. The county got absolutely flooded, some people had their basements flooded while others had it up to their house. I got on the bus at 8:05am and then got off to see what my task list was for today. First was bringing down a bunch of sauces that Jesse had on a pallet and I took that down in multiple trips, noticing that the area under the lift with a drain was absolutely flooded. Next was stocking the beverage cooler which I did partially first after cleaning all the bathrooms. I saw fAsherah was back along with Saffiya up front while the Noahmusic2009 guy was wearing this shirt with Psalm 95:1
☛1 O come, let us sing for joy to the LORD, Let us shout joyfully to the rock of our salvation.
I never took him to be a Christian. I was pretty distracted by my phone unfortunately but there was a lot of stuff to put on the beverage cooler shelves. I went on break at 10:32am and at 10:45am we started this Snapchat conversation:
<Do we have power at the apartment
>Last time I checked yes
<That’s good
<I'm bouta go to IKEA do we need anything
>Let me think.
>Probably some eggs.
<I was planning on getting some
<What about in terms of furniture and stuff
>See what the bookshelves they have there are.
<Funny enough that's what I'm going there to get
<A shelf for my bedroom back home
>Ooh what do they have at ikea
<I'll try to get pictures when I get there
<Lmk the dimensions as well
>Ok.
I proceeded to work on helping Jesse with getting the water out, I took a bucket and scooped the water out while he used the floor machine’s hose to suck it all up. I think I was faster. I got the beverage cooler completed and then proceeded to making a pull list for half of the store. I did that after taking up most of a page and then went upstairs, I went on my phone for a little bit before I saw this Instagram story by the Oneidan girl which said:
<I was very sick yesterday. I've been feeling extremely oppressed, neglected and just sick of the way of life indigenous children were forced to live. collectively my family thrives in Mother Earth, we travel to the lakes and rivers for healing. This was a major tradition that was not colonized.
<Mother Earth is for us, the indigenous, just like when I visited hawaii their mother didn't know me, our mother here knows us well, her body is made up of values and fruits and stems that feed and nurish us, we are the ones meant to be here.
<Also the rain precipitation has significantly increased since you took our water and resources and land. Our momma knows what you did to us.
<The rest of you are at risk in simple storms, did you know Wisconsin was waterlogged? Wisconsin was a wet land, a swamp land, our tribes tribes were and are protectors of its fresh water, in the early 1900s it was drained then evened and paved over. The only reason you now are experiencing "floods" is because pavement doesn't allow the earth to absorb her water. The only risk is what you did to our world. So we don't feel sorry when metal world absolutely collapses with a little rain.
<Meanwhile we were playing in the water :)
I put the stuff on the cart and didn’t even find most of the stuff I needed to bring down. I went on my lunch break before. I got a pasta with meatballs bowl, an Arizona iced tea, and some sweet onion flavored chips. I ate it upstairs with Krystal nearby. Lunch was pretty ok but I was still overheating when I got back to work. I drank a lot of water during that and then was asked by Anne to help her find bleach, she needed to clean a bunch of the white rags, I didn’t see any so I asked Jesse for their location. He found them but by the time I went up there Anne had already got them. I stocked my big pul and then I did the sauces plus the condiments (still no luck like yesterday) and put them all down I went on my second 15 minute break and talked a bit more with friends. I loaded up some meatballs from the freezer into the cooler and then the garage to the freezer. At this time I went I started with my closing tasks and said bye to Sabrina before catching the bus home a bit late. I worked on writing in my blog for a short while and had some dinner. At 6:30am I got dressed to be a fill in usher for Lucas. I walked over to the church and one of the church ladies distributed the pamphlets because someone said they spotted Terrence earlier (the Black guy I mentioned last week) so AJR and I did nothing. Bartholomew and Lauren came in not sitting next to each other and I overheard AJR said she was getting her second master’s degree. Michael, Michaela, and their son Paco all came in and Joseph was acolyting. Mass went through as normal with the presider being Pops. Cliffe’s friend was there from that first Sunday of July whom I will be calling Selassie. Pops gave a homily about cleaning off magnets from his fridge. I went home a bit afterwards and took a shower. I walked over to the girls place I watched Kaiju Number 8 with to spend the night.

Song of the Day: Clair de lune - Isao Tomita (1974)

 

[GemersonLakeAndPalmer]

August 11th, 2025: First Monday in a long time that I’m free, no volunteering. I woke up and said bye to the girl I spent the night with (no sex) at 5:45am and walked back home. It was quiet for the city I live in and the atmosphere was relaxed, hardly any cars on the road. I made myself a bowl of rice Chex. I got some coffee with creamer and then did nothing for most of the day. I played some Plants vs Zombies 2 and I got a message from James saying he was going to be here in an hour or two at 10:00am. I got prepared and brought the broom out and started sweeping like crazy, mostly in the kitchen. I went back to Holdfast and played a round or two of Nations at War. At 11:39am I was texting this girl I met on a dating app yesterday about her previous living condition in Platteville, she did not attend UW-Platteville, she had family that lived nearby, I remember my mom getting a meeting with the Indian Computer Science professor back in 2021 because my parents really wanted me to go to UW-Platteville but I hated it due to the fact that the campus and the whole town just felt like my hometown but with a college added on. But anyways, I texted her:
>What jobs have you been leaning towards.
And she instantly read it and unadded me on the dating app. I remember adding her on Snapchat like 2 years ago before heading out to my internship and she would communicate only through voice messages and then she randomly unadded me. I posted it on later on at 2:01pm on Xitter saying:
>Just got ghosted by a super cute 350lb+ fat girl. Gonna take a walk to clear my mind.

I got some supportive comments thankfully. I went outside and took a short walk before I realized I needed to buy some groceries for when James the Greater comes back. I make myself some ramen for my lunch with a sampling of the vegetable bouillon. So I got on the bus and waited in the heat until it came. I got on the bus at roughly 2:30pm and walked into the grocery store. I still haven’t been able to find where they keep the fresh vegetables. So I got a gallon of 2% milk, the Fantastic Four milk because I’d feel like James the Greater would like to try it, and some off brand Mountain Dew. While I was walking over to the bus stop. I saw this one woman I recognized from college, she had green and blue hair with a blue dress and I have known her since September 7th, 2022 because we were in a Math lecture together, she always sat up front and I found her attractive but never had the courage to talk to her, I moved into the front most row later but we only talked a few times. Later on during the final in May 2023. The spot next to her was the only one open so I sat there and I finally figured out her name. This one Black lady started talking to me about the floods saying:
“Those floods were so crazy I had my brother call me yesterday, he lives in Wauwatosa and his basement was filled with water.”
I talked a bit before we got on the bus, the blue and green haired girl sat behind me and we coincidentally got off at the exact same stop. I crossed the street but she didn’t, I got back into my apartment and started to play Wplace.live. It was just Deltarune art and transgender pride flags everywhere, with hard to see pieces of creativity. I went over to check Munich, Bavaria and I saw some local stuff and also the transgender flags, curiously the transgender flags were the only stuff accompanied by English text instead of German text. I mostly gamed until 4:32pm when I heard the door of my apartment open and a burping sound, bolting out to see what was going on. James was back, I greeted him and helped him unpack the many groceries he had, which included an 18 egg carton, a bag of spinach, a tub of yogurt, a ½ gallon of whole milk, a pound of ground beef, some frozen cheese sticks, a pack of tortillas, a 12 pack of chicken ramen, a giant bag of trail mix, some Miku's Sweet Melodies Diva (I am factually accurate when writing this) flavored G Fuel, some packaged rice, refried beans, a bag of Black Rifle coffee and other stuff I forgot about. He had me bring some more of his bags out from the car into the building. I then talked about some stuff and asked him about his time at his internship and the ROTC training, he said he didn’t do much at the internship but mostly cybersecurity tasks. He went into his room and saw the bag I got him. He was excited about it and posted it to his Snapchat story tagging me in it. I republished it on mine. I spent some more time in my bedroom before I got out and he asked me:
“By the way I’m making tacos for dinner, do you want some?”
I said sure and hung out in the living room as he cooked it. I ate some with him, he had a grape soda while I had some milk. He said that we should just keep our groceries separate and ask each other when we want to use the other person’s groceries, but he would almost always say yes. I later had some ice cream for dessert and continued gaming while hearing James gaming in his room. He had the box fan and I didn't, so I was just overheating in my room, I brought my blanket and pillow out into the living room to sleep there and saw him on his bed with the room opened reading from his Spanish language Bible. I grabbed my NAB and read Isaiah chapters 52 through 54 thoroughly. I took a shower with my anti-dandruff shampoo and then went to sleep.

Song of the Day: Spellbound - Siouxsie and the Banshees (1981)

 

[GemersonLakeAndPalmer]

August 12th, 2025: First full day with James the Great back. I woke up at 6:30am on the couch and moved back into my bedroom. I booted up my desktop computer to get on wplace.live and paint there a bit more. I finally got out to the living room and made myself a bowl of rice Chex while James was already eating some oats with a cut up banana and yogurt. He had made some coffee with his pour over coffee pot (pour boiling hot water over the filter and it drips into the pot). He had his coffee black and I asked for the other half of the pot. He let me have it and then told me a bit later:
“Usually I only make a coffee pot for myself by the way.”
I felt a bit attacked by that but I just hid my expression, I continued to game a bit until it came to be roughly 10:00am and I walked over to the convenience store, I bought some Tide detergent there after requesting an employee unlock the display for me, I walked back home with it and got my laundry in my closet and dumped it into my large suitcase, I wheeled it over to the laundromat and unloaded it all into the laundry machine, I paid with it the app I had and then walked back to the same convenience store to buy some wall mounting stickers, I got a pack of 16 for roughly $4.50 dollars, the woman recognized me from last time and I walked back to the laundromat to put my wet laundry in the dryer. None of them were open so I had to wait a bit until someone finally took their finished laundry out, I put it in an waited while I dried my laundry for 20 minute, I took it out and hauled it back home. At 11:32am the blue haired girl brought up me making a comment on a maryarchived video of Mary criticizing “man repellent dresses” and one of the comments I replied to with:
>What color are the men?
She wasn’t happy with this and here’s the relevant part of our conversation:
<i don’t really know how to address it without over sharing or being too graphic but i’ve experienced a lot of sexual abuse throughout my entire life. this is just kind of an important subject for me.
<there was someone talking about how men have assaulted women regardless of what they were wearing, which is true, idk if you’ve ever seen the exhibit of clothes of what people were wearing when SA’d but it’s heartbreaking. but your reply to that comment was smth about “what kind of men” and the truth is that it’s a lot of them.. you not being one of them doesn’t really change that. it’s like when we’re having conversations about racial issues and we talk about white people, there are outliers but that doesn’t mean that there isn’t a systemic level of violence and oppression
<dating just isn’t really easy for me, i’ve had really horrible things happen in my relationships and i’ve been hurt by people i’ve trusted. this just isn’t really a topic i feel comfortable agreeing to disagree on it’s just kind of important to me because of my experiences
>Ok thank you so much for sharing.
>I am glad that you showed me how it made you feel.
<i try my best to be communicative
>Thank you!
<do you have anything else you’d like to say? that wasn’t a super easy share for me and i’m still kind of left unsure where your heads at
>I am with you [blue haired girl’s name].
At least the blue haired girl can communicate to me when she thinks I’m being too chuddy in public unlike Someone In Particular who says nothing to me but everything to her friends. At this time I had lunch which was leftover taco stuff with James the Great. I forgot to add rice onto my burrito while James took his with a can of off brand Dr. Pepper. We go back to gaming in our own places and I talked to the blue haired girl about our date tomorrow. I went out on a long walk all the way down near the river and saw the water level was still unusually high, almost up to the walkway, I walked back past a construction crew of Latinos (with some Latinas) in neon orange vests on break chilling in the shade of the trees and got home. I gamed a bit more and James told me he was going out for a walk, I warned him about the high water level and he thanked me for it.
At 4:59pm, the blue haired girl texted me on Snapchat saying:
<im feeling a bit unsure about tomorrow.. i feel like our conversations the last few days ive felt a bit frustrated, earlier was a very vulnerable and hard conversation for me and then just now, i have a very hard relationship with my family, ive been a bit disappointed with your responses and while they’ve been kind, they don’t really match the kind of understanding and conversation that i’m looking for. i know this is all new so im not asking for any type of excessive support, i’ve just found your responses a bit generic and indifferent and it’s left me feeling a bit silly for sharing.
The conversation went as follows:
>Sorry about coming across as a bit generic, I do have experience with having shitty parents but I wouldn’t say that translates to your experience. Do you want to call the date off then?
<yeah i guess. i’m just not looking forward to it the way that i was before. i just feel like why haven’t had much conversation so today going like this has just kind of left me a little lacking
>Ok thank you for the heads up.
<i’m sorry to cancel so last minute.
>Apology accepted
I started making dinner at 6:30pm which was rachette with portcini mushroom sauce, I offered James some but he refused, he cooked up some eggs and tofu to make into a salad with the spinach leaves and Panda Express sweet and sour sauce. I dumped the finished water into the pot and then the sauce into a smaller pot to heat up, I scooped some of the pasta water into the jar I was holding to clean it out and dump it into the sauce and I some got on my hands, I washed them with cold water and then finished that up. I went to eat the coffee sponge cake thing for desert and then went to take a shower. At 10:20pm I saw an Instagram video reposted (you can do that now) by the blue haired girl with the text:
<u might think life sucks rn but atleast ur not typing a massive paragraph to an emotionally immature man explain how to treat u right
I replied with the neutral face emoji and we had this conversation:
<that genuinely was not about u
<i did not do that w u lol
>Then who was it for?
<no one in specific but also multiple people i guess? i just related to it because i don’t do that anymore and it feels better. i don’t see our conversation as me explaining to you how to treat me, all i did was express how i was feeling. and i also don’t think it’s fair for me to say you’re emotionally unavailable when i don’t think we got close enough for me to make that kind of claim
<i wouldn’t repost something like that about someone i still keep on my socials i think that’s childish, i’m not a subtweeter lol
Lol.

Song of the Day: She Came In Through The Bathroom Window - The Beatles (1969)

 

[Catter]

 

[GemersonLakeAndPalmer]

August 13th, 2025: Final day of doing nothing. I woke up at 6:35am and got out of bed to make some breakfast, I was all out of cereal so I grabbed the 2 packets of instant oatmeal and tried to brew some hot water with James’ hot water pot he uses, but I couldn’t figure out how to get the lid off of the thing. I just used mine and ate it with a little bit too much water. I realized I haven’t used it in a while so I thought it would be best to pour a little bit of bleach in my electric kettle and the rest of it water and let it soak. I went to washing dishes and looked at the soap that James used, I saw the list of ingredients and here they are listed below for archival purposes and totally not because I want to win a lawsuit money in the far future:
C9-11 Alcohols Ethoxylated
C10-16 Alcohol Ethoxylate
Citric Acid
Ethanol
Fragrances
Lauramine Oxide
Lauryl/Myristyl Alcohol
Magnesium Nitrate
Methylchloroisothiazolinone
Methylisothiazolinone
Myristamine Oxide
Sodium Chloride
Sodium Laureth Sulfate
Sodium Lauryl Sulfate
Tetrasodium Glutamate Diacetate
Water
At the bottom I saw not to mix it with bleach so I waited for a while and then dumped out the bleach water from my grey electric kettle and rinsed it out multiple times. I then washed out my coffee pot and filled it up all the way so James could have some coffee, I brewed a pot and had half of it before texting James the Greater At 9:40am:
>By the way there’s coffee in my coffee pot on the counter if you want some.
I noticed his door was still closed and I wasn’t sure what he was doing. So I got back on wplace.live and continued working on my Patrick Sean Tomlinson pixel art. Still no sign of any motion from his door. I played some Holdfast until I went out and at 10:30am he texted me:
<Cool, thanks my dude
<It would seem I overslept
I replied back at 10:31am:
>I thought you left early.
He replied at 10:32am:
<Nah, but I will be heading out soon, probably be back tomorrow around noon or so
He finally woke up and got his coffee. A bit later at roughly 12:00pm I was getting ready to make lunch (ramen) and I asked him if I could use an egg, he said sure. I put the uncracked egg into the pot with the noodle block and cooked it until it was done. I took the egg out and tried to peel it but it seared my skin. I let it cool down and then peeled it, at this time James was gone. I decided to go hunting for books at this point so I waited and got on the bus downtown. Halfway through that this White guy with long hair sat in front of me and his hair just reeked badly. I moved up to the front of the bus, I hope he got the memo to wash his hair. I got off the bus and walked over to the old book store and got inside. The interior was filled with bookshelves that were just about 15 feet tall and multiple footstools and ladders were present in each section. There were multiple collections of the 1952 version of Great Books of the Western World set of 54 volumes. I remember grandma Jane had the collection and the books always stood out next to the unused fireplace in her condo for as long as I can remember. There was a second edition published in 1990 with 60 volumes, so based on calculation, a 3rd edition will be released in 2028 with 66 volumes. I made my way into this room in the back and found a small shelf about 8 feet high with plenty of military fiction on it. I saw multiple copies of the Sharpe book series in different styles and prices, below those were the Horatio Hornblower series. I debated what style of the books to buy, there were these orange spined books which had the most books in the series but the first one was the second book chronologically, Sharpe's Triumph, I wandered back and forth between the front and where the Sharpe books were until I finally bought this set of 5 books, Sharpe’s Tiger (1st book), Sharpe’s Fortress (3rd book), Sharpe’s Prey (5th book), Sharpe's Battle (12th book), and Sharpe’s Devil (23rd book, soon to be 24th book). I went up to the cashier manned by the White woman past the younger Asian woman with tattoos covering her arms, I asked the cashier if she had a copy of any History of X County book but she didn’t have anything. The Sharpe series cost me $34 dollars. I took the bus home and then decided to watch the second episode of the Sharpe tv series, Sharpe’s Eagle then gamed a lot more, dinner was reheated rachette with porcini mushroom sauce. I got dressed at 6:00pm and took the bus over to the Eucharist adoration place at 6:45pm and walked inside. I put my stuff down and got in line for confession. I confessed my sins to the priest about me struggling with lust and he just told me to pray 2 Hail Mary’s… I sat down next to Collum and continued praying until Stuart sat in the row in front of me and and in front of them was the family with 5 children. Eucharistic adoration ended at 7:45pm and I took not of the others here, Quinci, Elizabeth, Elijah’s mother, and then the Catholic center priest came up to me and asked:
“Hey Gemerson, we need people to acolyte and I was wondering if you could do it?”
I replied:
“What about the thing where you said I needed to redo training.”
He consoled me with:
“We can get you up to speed quickly!”
I passed but suggested that Stuart do it, Stuart said he had done it before but didn’t want to. I just got through the whole mass and once it ended, I went outside to the social and talked with a few other people like this girl who majored in Psychology talking with a different person, Gina to help her find her friend, and Stuart telling me he’s leaving on August 25th to go back to Washington, which disappointed me heavily. 9:18pm I left to walk to the bus, take the bus home, take a shower, and go to sleep.

Song of the Day: Papercut - Linkedin Park (2000)

 

[GemersonLakeAndPalmer]

August 14th, 2025: Back to work today. I woke up at 6:45am and waited to have breakfast. I brewed myself some coffee before heading to the convenience store to buy cereal, I got 3 boxes of Frosted Flakes for $5 and had some for breakfast. I played a few rounds of Holdfast before I got a text from my therapist telling me that she wouldn’t be at the therapy session, I agreed to reschedule it to Friday (tomorrow.) I got to work on my Biblejak so I could get caught up a bit more. I packed my copy of Sharpe’s Tiger into my drawstring bag and took one of my focus pills and walked to the bus stop. I got on the bus at 9:54am and got off and walked into my workplace. I went downstairs to check my task list and I was greeted by Bill shouting:
“Hey hey Gemerson! What’s happening?”
I replied:
“Nothing much, I just got in.”
I checked out my task list and it wasn’t bad, but I saw Jesse, John, and the dubstep guy working on a shipment we received. It was a while before I had to clock in so I relaxed knowing I wouldn’t have to do a thing about it. I started reading my book and I would say I’m interested so far. I clocked in at 10:24am and started helping Hill and John work on putting these items on the shelf. I went up front to check the employee list for that section and saw that fAsherah was supposed to be here. I took a while with that and then went back to stocking the beverage cooler, it took me a while to haul various sodas to the cooler. I worked on the other half until it came to be around 12:30pm so I went on my lunch break. I remembered that James the Great should be back by now, he texted me asking about going to dinner with him at this place and I told him it should be sometime after 7:00pm. For lunch I got a thing of potato salad and an Arizona Frost Chillzicle iced tea. I sent an image of it to the Green Bay girl on Snapchat and she asked me what flavor it was, I showed her and I told her there were plenty of better flavors. I ate those slowly and wrote in my blog more until it was time to go back to work. I had to do the frozen aisle next to my dismay, I spent a lot of time in the freezer and hated it. Safiyya was up front for a while until she ended up leaving later on in the day. I had to clean all the cooler and freezer windows inside some outside windows for my next task, it was too hot for me to do that comfortably but it was time to go on break. I was on break at the same time as Krystal. During my break I did some “investigative journalism” on the girl that ghosted me, you can find so much with just a first name and a phone number, like her failed GoFundMe and a court record for not paying a credit company what she owes them. For my next task, I had to sweep all the stairways in the building which I could tolerate much more. I had to sweep and mop upstairs and that took a while. When I was done at 4:30pm, John told me he completed his tasks and he will see me tomorrow. Hill was going to work on scrubbing the backroom floor and I did all the other tasks. I got those completed and took the bus home at 6:40pm, I saw the one Drew Afualo fan with fetal alcohol syndrome. I saw two guys walking out with two girls when I got to my apartment, I went upstairs and unlocked it and said hi to James, we talked a bit and he said to me:
“Are you a 40K kind of guy?”
I wasn’t but he said he wanted to learn Magic the Gathering and I had a few decks to spare. We walked to the restaurant and I told him about my past encounters with Cookie nearby. We saw Ahwahn and Seth M. I introduced them to Will and vice versa. Turns out Ahwahn lives nearby and Seth M told he he would get a response next Monday. I got in and ordered a steak kabob and waited a while for quite a while as James already got his. I first asked him if he usually did his Thursday dinners with another person but he said he did them alone most often. Quoc would sometimes come along with him when they were roommates while he mentioned doing it once or twice with Onyx, another person from the Honors college James was in was there and they talked, he had super long hair like a young hunter in the Pacific Northwest of America. We next talked about jobs, I told James the story of my mom telling me I didn’t need a job my freshman year (before making me pay for the 1st semester in full instead of half the bill) and I didn’t attend the job search at orientation, she asked me if I tried to get a job and I said no, she somehow got upset. I did mention trying to find a job on campus to no luck, although I mentioned a friend (Asherah) told me that her friend Khadija had a job for a lock replacer at the time, James said he knew Khadija. I told him my dad was in ROTC like him. I asked him what the training camp was like and he told me that they had messy logistics which resulted in a guy dying of heat stroke induced cardiac arrest at Fort Knox, another person died last year due to lightning. He talked about working at Culvers and how the management there loved him because he could take orders and give out the items such as sodas so fast that when there would be a bit of a line for the drive through, they would pull him out of his current spot and have him work there. He told me he joined ROTC to help pay for college and didn’t regret it one bit, I said I wished I could but I didn’t mention my official autism diagnosis preventing me from joining the military. He then told me:
“By the way, I am a bit of a germaphobe so if I come off as a clean freak please keep that in mind!”
I told him not to worry:
“Ohh that’s an upgrade from my previous roommate Enosh!”
I ordered a pineapple milkshake and then we walked home and I played some Holdfast while drinking my pineapple shake. I took a shower and then went to bed.

Song of the Day: L’aquila e il falco - Pooh (2010)

 

[GemersonLakeAndPalmer]

August 15th, 2025: Solemnity of the Assumption of the Blessed Virgin Mary, today. I set my alarm clock for 6:00am so I could catch the 7:00am mass downtown, but I got out of bed at 6:15pm, got quickly dressed and had cereal at 6:25am before I walked outside to catch the bus, the wait was short and I got on at 6:35am and took it downtown. I got off and walked a short distance into the old church, the same one I attended last year for the solemnity. I walked in and saw the pews were packed to the brim with old people. I looked around and saw a few younger people that could be my age but nobody I recognized, I saw a few kids and only one woman my age was wearing a veil. I sat up front with an old guy carrying around a breathing machine in a purse of sorts. The presiding priest was none other than Pops, he gave a pretty good sermon but I was suffering a mini cold at the time so I went out to the bathroom to blow my nose twice. When it came time to receive the Eucharist, there was 2 lines up with Pops and a “Eucharistic minister” on the right and another “Eucharistic minister” and the acolyte on the left, I was on the right side and you could either go to Pops or the minister, I chose Pops like most other people I watched. There was some Latin chants during the mass and once it ended, a bunch of people stayed back to say this long Marian prayer, I joined them. Once I was done at 7:45am, I walked over to this coffee spot to buy a 16oz mint mocha for $6.50. I drank my mocha inside the coffee shop then hopped on the bus at 8:00am to head home. I gamed for a bit. At 9:45am I went out to the bus stop again to go to work. I got in at 10:05am and started to read some of Sharpe’s Tiger to pass the time. I moved my reading into the office because it was quieter. The Italian Lady was feasting on a giant bag of dates so I asked her for one, she agreed and told me:
“My doctor said that I have to eat 5 dates a day to help with pregnancy. I did it during my last pregnancy and my labor was easy.”
I had another one and she told me that she didn’t like how dates tasted, well more for me. I told Jesse about the book and then I finally clocked in at 10:25am, I started on the beverage cooler and had to stock a lot of diet Coke. I worked on stocking the beverage aisle next, taking down notes of what I need with pen and paper yet again. At 12:03pm I got on Snapchat and saw James the Great posted a story saying:
<I need a Japanese girlfriend I think
And I just couldn’t stop laughing. At 12:29pm while I was waiting for the cheese pizza I ordered, I saw Lebanon talking with this one tanned woman with thick black rimmed glasses, and blacked dyed hair wearing a kind of revealing outfit, I remembered that she resembled Lebanon’s ex last time I saw her, at 12:31pm I texted fAsherah:
>Does Lebanon’s Ex have black hair and wear black rimmed glasses?
I went on lunch break at 12:30pm and had some pasta salad and an Arizona iced tea because I wasn’t that hungry. Sabrina also went on break at this time and I told her about my roommate’s post. She cringed at that and told her that I though he was being unrealistic because there aren’t many Christians in Japan and far fewer Baptists to be exact. I joked he should settle for a South Korean Methodist. I went back to work and at 1:43pm fAsherah texted me back with:
<She mightve been wearing glasses !! She has black hair & a tan, really skinny, colorful outfits every time she comes in, usually crazy heels
I thought it was interesting. I continued with cleaning tasks for most of the day. At 2:37pm, James texted me:
<I got some watermelon in the fridge if you want the rest of it, I'll be gone for the weekend
I can’t believe he left to go home this early. I saw Jill in the break room on her laptop working on some discussion thing for her classes. There was the TikTok icon pinned to the taskbar, how fucking addicted can you be to that demonic app? I went on break at 3:00pm and replied to this Snapchat story of a woman posting her new Labubu with the neutral face emoji, she replied at 3:30pm.
<I got it for retail price
<Hater alert
At 3:44pm I replied:
>Materialist slave
>Slave to materialism!
I continued working outside, sweeping up the garage and dumpsters. At 4:09pm I got this rant:
<God forbid I get something nice for myself
<Everything I buy is an investment and plan to have for a long long time until it withers and I have to buy it, when I do it’s thrifted or second hand or just an investment.
<This is the one time I buy something out of the ordinary for myself
<I get ur humor or just the way you text is satire or sarcastic but as a neurodiverse person I am annoyed having to decipher it with you all the time
<And in general I don’t think we’re a good fit as friends, acquaintances or more, having seen we have gotten no where during any conversation through text
<Therefore
<Goodbye
In all honesty, she was the one who was acting dry in my opinion. I went down to show fAsherah about this and she started laughing, thankfully taking my side in things. I got done with all my tasks and started on closings at 5:15pm, I thought of going to the Friday night dinner and talk event at Cliffe’s place but I decided against it. I left at 7:00pm and took the bus home, I got inside and heated up the leftover rachette and porcini sauce for dinner. I wrote in my blog more. I took a shower and while I was walking in the living room, I accidentally knocked down this blue porcelain vase, it shattered into 3 main pieces and I could easily fit them back into place. At 10:53pm I texted him and he had this conversation:
>FYI I accidentally knocked over the vase on the coffee table and it shattered into 3 pieces.
<Please put the pieces somewhere, I got that from my great grandmother's house after she died
>It’s “assembled” next to the tv.
<Aight
I finally went to bed.

Song of the Day: Broken Wings - Mr. Mister (1985)

 

[GemersonLakeAndPalmer]

August 16th, 2025: Asherah’s 21st birthday today, I did not wish her a happy birthday at all because that would cause my social life to plummet further. I woke up at 6:00am and had cereal for breakfast with some milk. I played more modded Plants vs Zombies 2 for quite a while until it came to be 8:30am so I got dressed and finished off my coffee. I walked out to the bus stop and took it at 9:03am. It would take a while for me to get there but I clocked in at 9:22am to see my task list was more of the same with stocking the beverage cooler first, I had to bring up a holder of Diet Coke plastic bottles because so many people just love their Diet Coke. I got on Instagram and was curious to see if any of Asherah’s friends had posted anything to celebrate her birthday, I checked Elinor’s account (She’s also turning 21 later this month) and nothing was there, I checked Khadija’s account and nothing was there, I checked Sita’s account and nothing was there. I thought that she must have instructed all of them to temporarily hide their stories from me, but I remembered last year they never did that, well at least Sita didn’t post anything on her story last year or the year before. I need to get trustworthy friends. Next I started cleaning the windows to the coolers and freezers inside and then the vestibule windows, but not the outside windows. fAsherah wasn’t working today but Sabrina was so I would say hi to her whenever I went near her. At 11:03am I got a text from my mom saying:
<I'm having trouble getting venmo to pay you from my bank. I may need to just put a check in the mail and mail it to you. Can you pay the tuition with your own bank?
Guess who’s gonna get tricked into wiping out my savings again? Me! Just before I was about to go on my 1st break, I saw the old guy who samples cheese from his Wisconsin company set up his table. On my first break at 11:30am, I bought a bag of faccine cookies and gave some to Sabrina for free. I munched on them during break and continued doing it throughout the day. I went downstairs to clock out of my break near the entrance, I walked over to the sampling table and saw Lebanon talking to the cheese sampling guy, I saw him cut up Butterkäse to put on toothpicks for customers to sample, Lebanon held up a wrapped wedge of Gouda asking:
“You started selling a new product right?”
The cheese sampler replied:
“We just got some new packaging for the Gouda, but it’s the same product.”
I continued with cleaning some more and stocked the beverage aisle. I didn’t have to make a list to use for a pull upstairs because it was so easy that I could remember all the stuff I needed to grab and make it in 2 trips or so. In world news, Vladimir Putin is back in the country he rules, Russia, after meeting with Donald Trump to discuss ending the Russo-Ukrainian war unsuccessfully, obviously that wasn’t going to work but there was a video of Putin online making the Sign of the Cross at a grave and some pro-Russia shills were saying that he’s the only head of state to make the Sign of the Cross, some people brought up Pope Leo XIV being one or even the former head of state Joe Biden. Nothing about lesser known leaders doing the Sign of the Cross. I saw the original owner’s son around the store a few times. I went on lunch break and had a small thing of tomato salad with ginger ale. I ate it in the break room and wrote in my blog until it was time to get back to work. One of my tasks was to sweep all the stairways in the building so I did that, starting with the back stairs near the door, moving my way over to this other set of stairs nearby, I swept near Anne’s replacement’s chair, I had to sweep the attic stairs off and while I was doing that, I heard a verbal dispute between Tony and the Black supremacist guy, I heard him say more clearly:
“I’m fucking tired of you constantly micromanaging me and shit.”
And also:
“Im bouta quit this job and find me another place to work at.”
I then walked past him and saw him wearing a Malcolm X t-shirt, so I’m gonna be calling him Malcolm. A bit later while I was in the bathroom, I heard a call over the intercom:
“Jesse to the front.”
I ignored it because it wasn’t my thing. I eventually washed my hands and then I heard:
“Gemerson to the front.”
I panicked and got out of there as soon as possible and went downstairs, Sabrina told me:
“I’m having complaints from customers that there needs to be an out of order sign on the women's bathroom.”
Jesse and I went over to see what the issue was, we opened the door and the smell of a dummyed subhuman bitch who shit their underwear and threw it on top of the garbage can, not in it, hit us, we had to hold the door open to air the bathroom out, Jesse had me grab cleaning supplies and he got it into the bag with his gloves, I had to take the garbage directly to the dumpster and wash myself thoroughly. I nearly got caught doing nothing while not on break because I had no more tasks assigned by Jesse. I went on my second 15 minute break at 4:00pm and then proceeded to do all the closing tasks by myself. I clocked out at 5:54pm and hopped on this bus, I had to take it all the way to Barnes and Nobles to buy a journal. I had my drawstring bag so I was concerned I would be warned or kicked out for potentially stealing. I got in and nothing. I walked around trying to find a good journal or even a Sharpe book to buy but I found none that were worth the listed price, except for this green Celtic style journal that I loved. I checked the Bible section and it was all filled with non-denominational slop that cut out books of the Bible. I checked out for $13.25 and ran to the bus to take it home, when I got home I had the last of the rachette and sauce while watching television. I published my diary entry and then gamed for a while. I added a girl on Bumble who I realized was a single mom too late, I saw her profile on Snapchat and she said she was a single mom of 4 at 24 years old, they were all White so that's impressive. I took a shower and went to sleep.

Song of the Day: Promenade I - Modest Mussorgsky (1874)

 

[Apeson]

>blacked dyed hair