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July 1st, 2025: I woke up this morning, got myself a bowl of cereal, I didn’t have enough time to make myself some eggs and toast so I wrote some stuff in my blog before grabbing the bus over. I decided to stop at this coffee store in the park and get a thin mint mocha. It set me back $6.00 but I enjoyed the flavor. I walked over to my volunteer place and went in to get my printer and computer from Seth M. The coffee machine wasn’t brewing yet so I finally figured out how to turn it on. When I checked my email, I saw that the meeting with the Microsoft people was from 1:30am to 3:00pm. I got introduced to the new guy on the team and I instantly went to make him an ID card. He gave me this semi professional portrait of him in front of a stained glass window. I printed out the card and gave it to him. I wrote a list of things wrong with the website that I found and I gave it to him (the fact that someone is listed as being an intern since the birth of Elagabalus. I continued walking around the office a few more times with nothing much to do for now. I exited the building to get to my typical pizza place, when I got over it was absolutely jam-packed. When I finally got in line, I was served by this Black guy wearing a Donald Trump mugshot t-shirt. I got the loaded potato pizza slice because it was one of the few left. When I got back I went to my desk to open up my computer and work on my blog/diary more. I went into the break room to see Staples eating lunch by herself, she waved at me and I waved back. I was told by Seth M that I should get a pair of headphones from his friend and I did that and went into this very plain meeting room before I switched over to this library meeting room. I looked at all the books in the room when I saw this shelf of religious books which consisted mostly of different versions of the Quran with a single Book of Mormon from 1975, Here’s a sample of some of 1 Nephi 1:
<1 Nephi 1:1. I, Nephi, having been born of goodly parents, therefore I was taught somewhat in all the learning of my father; and having seen many afflictions in the course of my days, nevertheless, having been highly favored of the Lord in all my days; yea, having had a great knowledge of the goodness and the mysteries of God, therefore I make a record of my proceedings in my days.
<1 Nephi 1:4. For it came to pass in the commencement of the first year of the reign of Zedekiah, king of Judah, (my father, Lehi, having dwelt at Jerusalem in all his days); and in that same year there came many prophets, prophesying unto the people that they must repent, or the great city Jerusalem must be destroyed.
<1 Nephi 1:5. Wherefore it came to pass that my father, Lehi, as he went forth prayed unto the Lord, yea, even with all his heart, in behalf of his people.
<1 Nephi 1:6. And it came to pass as he prayed unto the Lord, there came a pillar of fire and dwelt upon a rock before him; and he saw and heard much; and because of the things which he saw and heard he did quake and tremble exceedingly.
<1 Nephi 1:7. And it came to pass that he returned to his own house at Jerusalem; and he cast himself upon his bed, being overcome with the Spirit and the things which he had seen.
<1 Nephi 1:9. And it came to pass that he saw One descending out of the midst of heaven, and he beheld that his luster was above that of the sun at noon-day.
<1 Nephi 1:12.. And it came to pass that as he read, he was filled with the Spirit of the Lord.
<1 Nephi 1:14. And it came to pass that when my father had read and seen many great and marvelous things, he did exclaim many things unto the Lord; such as: Great and marvelous are thy works, O Lord God Almighty! Thy throne is high in the heavens, and thy power, and goodness, and mercy are over all the inhabitants of the earth; and, because thou art merciful, thou wilt not suffer those who come unto thee that they shall perish!
<1 Nephi 1:19. And it came to pass that the Jews did mock him because of the things which he testified of them; for he truly testified of their wickedness and their abominations; and he testified that the things which he saw and heard, and also the things which he read in the book, manifested plainly of the coming of a Messiah, and also the redemption of the world.

How the fuck do you even get past the first chapter? I got onto the call with the CEO, Seth M, Seth M’s friend, Zach A, and two other people. They were recording it as we went over this sample that we used of a family of five where the database displayed all of their birthdays and I noticed that the mother had hers in 1986, the father in November 1988, and the oldest son on June 9th, 2006, it just stayed with me throughout the thing, these are real people. I had issues with the wifi throughout and then got off the call at 3:00pm. I went back to my desk to do nothing until I clocked out at 4:15pm and walked to my bus stop. I got on the packed bus to see the fat lady from last week. I sat next to her again until my bus stop. I got off and worked on transcribing the CEO’s speech when I finally got it done after a while. I went to this restaurant to buy a caramel sundae and then headed home. At home I watched Hoodwinked and absolutely loved it, for context it’s basically if the Little Red Riding Hood fairy tale was expanded into a crime thriller with multiple perspectives. I really loved it even if it was very poorly animated. I completed the last of my June posts and published it. I had set a goal for myself for the month to write down at least 1,000 words a day and I more than beat that for every single day. According to Google Docs, it got to a total of 40850 words with 207858 characters, 167996 of which weren’t space characters. I didn’t have dinner sadly but I took a shower and then went to bed.

Song of the Day: July Morning - Uriah Heep (1971)
 
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Gemerson what is your opinion on the newest change to the 'ru
>Low quality mass uploads such as country flag edits are no longer allowed
 
July 2nd, 2025: I woke up early this morning to have cereal. I got a text message from Cliffe saying:
<11
To refer to when we were supposed to meet up to evangelize. I remembered that I had to ship out this letter to my landlady concerning my early inspection. I forgot where I put my stamps, so I went to the convenience store nearby to buy some stamps, I passed this guy nearby when going in and bought the stamps along with getting this deal on Dorito’s version of takis at a 3 for $9 deal, I purchased those and then walked back home. I got asked for change by the guy outside and then walked back home. I got inside and waited for my phone to charge until I packed my 210 book apocrypha and took the bus down. I got off and then walked over to this diner to get myself breakfast. I got the 2 pancakes with eggs and bacon deal plus a cup of coffee. The diner was pretty crowded as compared to usual but the pancakes didn’t take as long to cook as last time, Maxwell made them bigger. I ate all of it and left a generous tip before walking over to Cliffe’s house. I got over at 10:28am and texted him:
>I’m here early, I will be in the back.
There was someone outside bringing in furniture for his two young files, he then shouted to me:
“Are you looking for Cliffe?”
I told him:
“Yes I am.”
He replied:
“He’s out front!”
I went up front to talk to him while he was discussing something with this guy from Rockford, Illinois. We went inside and I got the broom I needed. I was shown this empty room that was bigger than my old room with a mattress wrapped in plastic. I thought it would be nice to live here. I swept up the first floor (ground floor for those living in the United Kingdoms) a bit until I went to the second floor to meet one of the guys living here, he was debating this person online who said that the pro-life stance was nowhere in the Bible. I met this guy who was in seminary along with his brother whom I will be calling Jeremiah. Jeremiah joined us for liturgy of the hours while Stuart was doing something else, he joined up with us to go to the bus station. I messaged the art history major at 11:17am:
>Heading out to evangelize now!
We got on with this friend of Cliffe’s named Gina. The first person Cliffe tried to evangelize was this girl wearing red triangle earrings and a hat with a non-binary pin and a socialism pin with a backpack filled with buttons. He didn’t have success with her but had success with a half-Black half-Jewish pregnant girl who looked to be pregnant. Near our stop a guy came on to warn Cliffe against soliciting, he got that all cleared out in a friendly manner. He said he never had that issue before in all of his 4 years evangelizing. We got off at the cathedral and went inside for lunch. We talked with another guy and prayed over him as we met this woman whom I will be calling Clyde. I sat and ate with Clyde inside with this old Catholic woman and saw the Black guy with white splotches on his skin. We got out and we talked with this Black woman named Bobbi who I was introduced to by her constantly yelling at her kids. Turns out her mother was in the cafeteria and her father recently went to a nursing home and she had 3 kids. Jeremiah came out later and then Stuart came out. We started off Bible study by going through the readings for next Sunday, starting off with Isaiah 66 and then hopping back to Psalms before moving up to Galatians, after Galatians there was a bunch of discussion between the Black mom and Clyde, she told us that her daughter was autistic and got kicked out of Sunday school for something the other kid did. She had at least 2 baby daddies and the seizure kid’s dads drugged and raped her, seizure kid born June 11th, 2018, why the fuck am I calling the autistic girl seizure kid? Because in between that, she started having this weird annoying mixture between a cough and a sneeze, jerking her head to her right, her other daughter was off elsewhere while her son was distracted with her phone that she gave her, he came back watching the same TikTok about a Ben 10 watch saying:
“Look, watch, look!”
Stuart kept telling him:
“No brainrot here!”
Whenever he came over because we were both pissed at how the woman was raising her children. We did the gospel reading and continued with Clyde talking to Jeremiah constantly and Cliffe talking to the mom. Stuart and I agreed to walk over to our usual Evangelism spot. I showed him the way and we got there. We talked to these two Jehovah’s Witnesses, a White guy named Gavin and a Black guy named Chad, they were pretty friendly and we then branched out to check the streets for more people. We talked to this one Black guy who was raised Catholic and gave him some pamphlets. We went back and then went north to this music festival set up and befriended this Black guy who showed us his Luke 6:46 t-shirt. We went south and finally got back to the terminal. We talked to this Black woman who said she felt religious but was too exhausted for Sunday worship because she worked 12 hour days. We gave her a rosary as she got on her bus, at 3:29pm I got a text from Cliffe saying.
<We are at [street] and [street]
We walked over and swapped into 2 groups: Cliffe and I plus Jeremiah and Stuart. I did much better with the expert. We talked to a Catholic turned Pentecostal, a greying hair White guy wearing mostly grey, and a short guy named Marco who was waiting for his friend. We then all regrouped to head to the dinner place. We talked with the Catholic center priest putting some sealing on this window before going in to get taco dinner with Father Malachi. We did Liturgy of the hours with Cliffe, Jeremiah, and a deacon in a small chapel upstairs. I got down after that and then went into the main part of the church. I got into line for confession for the trad church priest. I tried to concentrate on praying the rosary but the guitar music (worst part of Eucharistic adoration) was so loud I kept losing count. I got in and confessed my sins while seeing the priest leaning his head against the window. I got told to pray this prayer as my penance and did that once I got out. I read from my 210 book apocrypha book until mass started and we went through it as normal, no shaking hands for the sign of peace but I did see Elizabeth do it with Quinci. I received the Eucharist. When I went out I was the first one out and I saw this very heavyset woman waddling out, I asked her:
“I’ve never seen you around, is this your first time?”
She replied:
“First time in seven years!”
I asked:
“Why seven years?”
She told me:
“I moved so far away and I haven’t been back until now!”
I went to talk to this less heavyset woman I have never seen before, she was a friend of Elizabeth and Quinci’s who got her masters at my college and moved west of here to learn to become a teacher, she had a severe case of peach fuzz (unshaven hard to see facial hair) but she was super nice, but had a K-pop t-shirt on. I talked to Quinci to ask where Quinn was and found out he’s in Rome now. I saw Jeremiah and the K-pop fan speaking for a bit when Stuart’s friend introduced me to this book on Padre Pio. I had to leave at this time but I grabbed some cookies to eat and caught the bus home. I packed up my clothes for Fort Wayne and then took a shower and went to sleep.

Song of the Day: Qualche stupido - Andrea Bocelli, Veronica Berti (2012)
 
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July 3rd, 2025: I woke up at 5:15am realizing I should have set my alarm for way earlier, so I did some last minute packing before running over to my bus stop. I got there and waited on the bus because it said it was delayed on the bus app. I ordered an Uber but one was so far away that the bus started up again and I canceled it and hopped on it. The bus ride was normal but I had to run to my Amtrak stop. I got in and got a strawberry shortcake donut and paid for it, an Indian was at the cash register but he skipped the tip part for me so I knew he was chill. I got in line eating my donut and then got on the train as it left at 6:15am. I wrote in my blog in the meantime before I got off at 7:57am. When I got in, I bought a medium coffee with a shot of butternut pecan syrup at Dunkin Donuts. I walked over to Quincy at the loop and saw some Jehovah’s Witnesses outside. I was supposed to get on another train but I accidentally took the southbound Orange line until I realized just before Roosevelt, I got off at Roosevelt and instantly hopped on the northbound Green line. I got off at Adams/Wabash and then got on the correct line. I texted grandma Jane and my aunt at 8:30am:
>Accidentally got on the Orange line
>Got off at Roosevelt and immediately hopped on the Green line.

Grandma Jane replied to me:

<OH no! I thought you had the system memorized!
I replied:
>I forgot to check what train I was on.
My aunt replied
<🌈 All the train lines! See you at my place Gemerson
While Jane texted me:
<Gemerson-you missed the Pink line!
I took the train to its end and hopped off to enter my aunt’s house. She let me in and I cleaned up her place and got myself some coffee. Thing Alpha came in after a bit and so did grandma Jane. I got to see their cat:
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I had this conversation with my roommate James with his Snapchat story:
<Once again turning to Tinder
<top 10 saddest Anime moments

I told him about the church dance and when it was hosted, he was interested. I eventually got into Jane’s car with her and my aunt, I grabbed a Diet Coke in the back and drank it. When I got in I noticed some wet spots near the sunroof and noticed it, Jane told me:
“I had a car wash that shouldn’t be leaking, holy socks! Thank you for pointing that out!”
We finally got on the road down to Indiana but got so behind because of traffic and the NASCAR race downtown. Jane talked about the Kilmer Abrego Garcia case with the tattooed Hispanic guy that got sent to an El Salvador prison and how bad it was for him. We were supposed to get there at 4:44pm Chicago time but traffic added an hour. We passed by a billboard for Tim Poole’s podcast and my aunt said:
“Tim Poole is just a 5’0” balding loser who whines about women not fucking him as he lives in his mom’s basement!”
The topic of the rapper Bob Vylan also came up, they both denounced his violence rhetoric but they didn’t specify if it was about him hating White people or the IDF. We stopped at Petey’s Gyros to potentially get lunch and go to the bathroom but they had no bathroom. The surroundings were mostly parking lots and extremely depressing. We got back on the road and passed through East Chicago, my aunt told me that Jared got their cat from here which made Jane joke:
“Jared saved him from living in East Chicago!”
This is when my bladder started feeling full, we had to pass 2 tollways which caused so much traffic until I suggested peeing into a bottle because of how bad I had to go, they both vetoed the idea so I just waited until we got off near Indiana 912 and I went in the bushes, I got back in and we drove to this Culver’s, along the way we had issues with the toll road so I payed for the $1.00 till with my own money. Lunch was at Culver’s, Jane debated getting ice cream but we didn’t, we drove a tiny distance south to a gas station to refill. I had to put air in the left tires before getting back on the road. Jane and her daughter talked about this cousin of my dad’s who has a husband they don’t really like because he’s creepy. She and her husband also had this EMT son who somehow earns less than me and a daughter that got married and divorced really quickly. On the way Jane told me the story about ChooChoo and Happy. ChooChoo was Jane’s paternal grandma, her husband was nicknamed Happy, he worked as a president for some railroad organization until he died in 1933 when he was trying to grab something on a train car when he slipped and was dragged under the train. ChooChoo took over and became a successful business woman, she told me about her other grandma who was Presbyterian. The discussion of the Big Beautiful Bill came up and they were both sad it passed, Jane brought up A bit later we stopped off at a gas station in Elkhart, Indiana and I bought some cinnamon gum from a cashier with slicked back hair named Rob, we continued on until we saw a fancy neon green car in Columbia City, Indiana:
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Jane thought he was a drug dealer. We encountered it a few times more. We passed the Sweetwater music store and my aunt talked about how my grandpa would always brag about it as a Fort Wayne success story. We finally got to my grandpa’s house and entered, I found him swimming in his pool and the first thing he said to me was:
“Glad to see ya Gemerson, could you grab me another beer?”
I did that and then unpacked. I heard them tell this story about how his step-daughter had a stroke recently and she hadn’t really recovered at all, her sister also had these sons that were both married, I heard that the older one’s wife is toxic. My grandpa then asked me:
“Hey Gemerson, did you find a waitress to squeeze?”
I then asked him:
“Was [second wife] a waitress?”
He replied:
“Practically everybody was a waiter or waitress back then, I was the only one who wasn’t because I was too young to work at the restaurant, but my brother and sister did!”
I inquired more:
“Wait where did you work?”
“I worked at the IH plant starting at the age of 14, every day during lunch I would go drink beer!”
I went into his searing attic to grab a cot and set it up. I took a shower and then went to bed until Thing Alpha and her boyfriend came in. I then went back to sleep.

Song of the Day: Looking for a Leader - Neil Young (2006)
 

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July 4th, 2025: Woke up early today. I got up to make myself some breakfast and accidentally spilled a bit of milk. I had to mop it up and I also had to help my grandpa set up for the 4th of July party. I found some tents to set up when one of my relatives came over with them in his truck, one of my grandpa’s cousins (his dad had 6 siblings, all male) was coming over and he warned me that she loves to talk and talk. I helped her bring in her chair and she then talked to me about her 4 children, a daughter as the oldest, 2 sons, and then her youngest. We talked about the e-scooters and how they got banned in Fort Wayne, Indiana because teenagers would wreck everything. She then said to me that she blames it on the Black teenagers, which I understand. At this time, the guy that my aunt wasn’t talking highly of yesterday was wearing a shirt which said: “Bring back lawn darts” we hugged and he talked about how he used to be a compsci major like I am but switched to home remodeling because he didn’t like sitting around all day. Thing Alpha and her boyfriend came out at this time and I made sure to check where his eyes were going but he didn’t seem that stare-y. They left due to having their own pool party. My aunt got a scam email saying that someone named Cohen had left stuff to her in their will, I asked who this Cohen was because I thought it was a brother and she said:
“Oh it’s [Thing Alpha, Thing Beta, and Jared’s dad]’s mothers maiden name.”
Basically my cousins are descended from Aaron from the Bible or however the Exodus genealogies are written. Thing Beta and her boyfriend came in a bit later and I got dressed for the pool and hopped in, my grandpa had water guns and those donut tubes so Thing Alpha’s boyfriend and I got in and had a water gun fight using the tubes as cover. More people started coming in including my grandpa’s cook neighbor and his wife. They started to fry a ton of fish that my grandpa fished in Florida and I watched them. Another guy was on the grill for the hotdogs, once the hotdogs were finished, he put them in the bun and then back in the bun bag with the bun bag put into a cooler to trap the steam in and keep them fresh. Lunch was a bit later and I had 2 beers by then. I posted the grill neighbor on my Instagram story and the peach fuzz girl liked my story. A bit later, Thing Alpha, Thing Beta, and their boyfriends went into the office where they stayed and brought out a patch of edibles. I was given the last 5mg gummy and I ate it then went outside. My aunt was complaining about Yuengling beer and how it claims to be the oldest beer brewery in the United States since 1829 when we though it would be something that was established before 1776 (I looked it up and Yuengling isn’t lying, how the fuck are there no breweries from the 18th century active.) My grandpa was talking about the former mayor of Fort Wayne who he said he voted for 5 times despite being a Republican himself because of what he said:
“He and the Republican city council worked together to do a lot for Fort Wayne”
Around this time one of my second cousins came out and we greeted each other. He was my boss at my internship in 2023 here so I saw him a lot. I found out he had a girlfriend now that he started dating just after I ended my internship and moved back home. She had to be a head shorter than him. I ate some more food there and then sat in the sun. I had applied sunscreen a while ago but I was starting to get my skin burnt by the sun. This kid pushed me into the water one time and I got out after a while and had my third beer to better socialize. A bit later he tried to push me in again but I resisted and his mom told him to stop, he said:
“Bro are you drunk?”
I said yeah. I wasn’t feeling good so I sat down with my aunt, her children, and the boyfriends while I overheard Thing Alpha and her mom talk about which White Sox players were the hottest. At least it wasn’t Love Island. I just went inside to write in my blog while getting on snapchat. I had this conversation with a girl on Snapchat about her jeans that she loved before it went to how she ended up moving from Illinois to Alabama:
<i had the worst string of roommate luck the last year and got super mega fucked over financially n ending up losing my place at the end of april, around then i started talking to my dad again n he offered to let me stay down here, it was p much between him and my mom atp and i would have more independence at my dads and it felt like a good idea to get out of my hometown at the time, outside of the roommate stuff ive jst had a rlly bad n traumatic year n it was jst rlly hard to be there at that point. alabama is def not an ideal place for me or where i want to ultimately end up it was jst a decent opportunity so i took it. then i moved down here like 2 and a half weeks ago, drove down here w most of my stuff n my cats and have been staying in his house (technically my grandparents). last week he got out of jail and immediately fucked up p much, i went to the halfway house n he gave me some “gifts” which included drugs, the next day i had a rllyy bad breakdown n impulsively took some n it was wayy to high of a dosage and was a horrible experience (i used to do other stuff but i havent done anything but smoke in over 2 years) i take accountability for taking it n i know i shouldntve but i started to think abt the fact that he gave it to me n started to get uncomfortable & then tht night he asked me if i wanted to do meth w him 😭 so p obvious now he has no intention of staying clean and was trying to pull me into his shit so. i will be moving back home lmfao
>I’m so sad to hear about the drug thing.
>What are your cat’s names? I’m curious.

<it’s okay he’s kinda always been this way
>And why do you feel independent more at your dads than your moms?
<but i have sisters at my moms and also jst bc i grew up w her i jst feel like our dynamic is different yk? at my dads its jst me and him and he wont even be out of the halfway house til august
<its mostly jst in my head tbh my mom doesn’t rlly have rules like that it just is a different relationship dynamic i guess

I had to ask my grandpa where the aloe vera was and he told me, I noticed it was nearly depleted so after Thing Alpha and her boyfriend left to go to Michigan. I asked if I could walk over to Target to buy some to replace it, He let me and I walked there. I went in and bought that and one of those green apple Monster energy drinks. I walked home and consumed the energy drink while having to deal with the absolute suburban desolate road and parking lot obsessed landscape known as Fort Wayne. I got back and applied some of the old stuff on my body. My grandma left to view the fireworks at a different place. At 10:00pm we drove downtown to watch the fireworks. There was this Black family launching fireworks on uneven ground and one of them went off too low to the ground.
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Also some drunk overgrown theatre majors were near us. We then drove to Culvers to get some Dove chocolate and strawberry stuff. I went to bed in pain.

Song of the Day: Bang the Drum All Day - Todd Rundgren (1983)
 
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July 5th, 2025: I woke up on the cot and stayed in bed for a while until I got up to get coffee. The first pot was too weak for my tastes but my aunt ended up brewing another. I packed up and had some of the watermelon that Thing Beta was cutting up while her mom was making pancakes and eggs. I had to bring over some chairs and a table to the neighbor’s place before we ate. I had 2 tiny pancakes and some scrambled eggs and munched on more watermelon cubes. I saw this giant book my grandpa had about the Vietnam war that was a volume 1 or something. He then told me this story about how he was discharged from the marine reserves for bad ankles 2 days before all marines were drafted into Vietnam. He told us about a story when him, Jane, his grandpa, his instructor, and his instructor’s wife were flying into O’Hare on a busy Friday night in 1967 (sometime before Jane got pregnant with my dad) with a small engine where the controller got so mad at them for going slow that they said:
“6316, never fly here again?”
2 months later, small engine planes were not allowed to go to O’Hare. I continued eating until we got low on watermelon and my grandpa said someone had to finish it, so I did. I got packed and put some stuff in my grandma’s car while my aunt and Thing Beta debated over what to do with a half empty box of Bud Lite. My aunt was concerned that she was going to get caught by Indiana cops at county borders taking advantage of sudden shifts in speed limits and get arrested for having beer in the car. I got in my car and we drove off at 11:00am. The first topic discussed on the drive was this event yesterday that I didn’t witness where my grandpa on 2 beers got mad at one of his neighbors because he thought he was hitting on his ex-wife, Jane said that he had been looking at her so he thought the neighbor was going to hit on her but he came over and they bonded based on a mutual interest in Democratic politics, him being a former union member (he also had a wife,) with Thing Beta’s boyfriend having to tell my grandpa to chill out. On the way we first stopped at a gas station in Warsaw, Indiana because we had to go to the bathroom. It had no bathroom so I ran over to the Culver’s across a busy road to go there. I got back out and brought some firewood and then drove westward past the Family Express from 2 days ago. We got onto IN 49 in Porter to take that North. Jane and my aunt were talking about politics, they remarked about Sarah Huckabee Sanders and my aunt said:
“I’m sorry but she’s a fat ugly bitch!”
She mentioned Sanders’ weight loss through ozempic and I looked her up and now she looks like a golden brown deflated balloon. I had opened Snapchat to find out that the girl from yesterday had snapchatted me:
<you have rlly nice hair
Probably due to me swimming in salt water. I told her why it was and that she should go down to the ocean because she’s in Alabama, but she was 4 and half hours away. Because I was filling out the map for SuperLocalMaps on my phone, I decided to bide my time by playing CTGP-7 like Mikobowl would do. When we got near the Horseshoe casino in Hammond, Indiana, my aunt went into a rant about the One Big Beautiful Bill causing gamblers to lose more money because they would have to report more to the IRS while talking about how all the kids these days were addicted to gambling and their iPhone. After we crossed the state border into Illinois, we started getting into traffic at 2:15pm. I was asked if my train was at 3:15pm or 3:45pm, I said 3:45pm but I checked it to find it was 3:15pm, the traffic was going super slow and it said I was going to get there at 2:29pm on the timer but it slowly ticked up to 2:40pm. I was done with the traffic when we finally exited onto W Madison street and got off at the Union Station at 2:45pm. I hugged them goodbye and ran past all the Amish people. I bought a Monster energy drink and when I got there, they were already lining up to get on. I got in line and waited for a while until I finally got on at 3:10pm. One of the assistants looked like a typical train conductor. The Amtrak announcer said over the loudspeaker as a good conversation starter:
“Ask them what’s your favorite sportsball team.”
Which made me crack up. The train started moving and I got up later to go to the bathroom. I saw the assistant with a polar bear plush at his table. I went to the bathroom and then got back. I talked to the girl who liked my hair a bit more on Snapchat, she said that the sunburn that I had on my nose looked kind of cute. I got off at the final stop and I walked over to my bus while covering the back of my neck to make it less sunburnt. I got on the bus and took it home. I got home and took off my shirt first, and then later my pants because I was so sunburnt. I sat in my air conditioned home for a long time until I finally decided to put my clothes back on and get some aloe vera from the convenience store. The cashier was kind of careless towards me. I got back and texted the girl to ask for her Instagram, she gave it to me and I followed her and liked her 3 most recent posts, she did the same and I liked the 3 posts before those. We alternated that 5 times and I then liked the rest of hers. For dinner at 6:03pm, I decided to eat these flat anchovies but when I ate them, I found these thin plastic wire like things in it, I spit it out and washed it to reveal this:
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I wasn’t sure if it was their bones or they caught an anchovy so filled with plastic that it ended up like that. Next was to cook ramen with an egg in it for dinner and didn’t encounter any plastic strings in there. I watched more YouTube on the TV until I decided to go to sleep. I took a shower and then snapchatted with the woman a bit more. At 11:11pm she snapped me the time with the message:
<make a wish !!
So I said something like my back was not hurting. Going to sleep was hard but I found a technique was to lay my chest on top of a pillow, it stretched out the skin but when I got off the pillow it contracted a bit and hurt more.

Song of the Day: Lady Madonna - The Beatles (1968)
 
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July 6th, 2025: It’s Angeleno’s 23rd birthday today. I woke up early in the morning and watched a 4:40 long video from the girl I was snapchatting. She told me that her dad had 4 marriages before in his life and how he gave her some drug called suboxone or whatever. I went back to sleep and then woke up at 6:30am. I had the last of my cereal for breakfast and wrote in my blog some more. At 6:47am I texted Angeleno:
>Happy birthday Angeleno!
I got dressed for work despite not having my red Sicilia hat. I wore my Chicago Dogs hat instead because that was the closest. I got on the bus at 8:00am and took it to work. I entered the place and brewed some coffee for myself only to find out that my red hat was in the employee coat rack. I walked downstairs to see my task list was very short in comparison with Hill’s. I clocked in at 8:24am, walking over to the beverage cooler to get started on my first 2 tasks and then saw that there was a new woman up front with Anne, I talked to her and found out she was the one that Anne chose so Anne doesn’t work 7 days a week anymore. Sabrina hasn’t shown up in a while for work. I started to work on a pull list for a part of the store when I asked Jesse:
“Did the new scanner system get set up?”
He told me:
“No, the tech guys will let us know, but here’s a system for you!”
He handed me a clipboard and some paper. A bit later Lebanon came in and I said hi to him because he had to do something near the printer. I grabbed it and spent a long time writing my list for what I needed. I then put it in the warehouse and clocked out for my break, I got some coffee cakes, I ended up eating 3 for my first break and then clocked back in to work on putting the items on the pallet. I didn’t even find most of the items I needed. But I brought it down and had it all done by the time I had to go on my lunch break. I ordered a prosciutto sandwich for my break and a drink to go with it. I went upstairs to eat it while writing in my blog a bit more, I saw I got a message from Angeleno at 11:40am which read:
<Thank you gemerson lake and Palmer
While on lunch break. Hill was listening to TikToks on a high volume but I lacked the courage to tell him to stop. The girl from yesterday talked to me about dying her hair blue, I told her she should go red, she told me she was a natural redhead and that she wants to dye it red and then grow it out later on. I continued with my break when I saw fAsherah come into work and we started pointing at each other. I had my final task of the day which was to sweep and mop upstairs. I had to bring the drymop upstairs when I found fAsherah on her lunch break, I offered her a coffee cake and she took it, giving me a half eaten bag of. I went to the back to fill up a bucket with soapy water and brought it upstairs. I mopped a bit before fake bashing her on the head with the mop and we joked around more. I got all of the upstairs mopped up before going on a mini break before my actual break. Anne came through the place and asked me:
“Gemerson are you having a good time?”
I snarkily said:
“Yes, why do you ask?”
She replied:
“I’m asking everyone to make sure!”
I took my actual break and bought one of those fancy blood orange sodas to drink for it. I then started on my closing tasks early. The floor in the back was extra dirty so I knew I was needed. It was raining out so there was no reason for me to do one task. I waited around for the bus to come because I was going to take it to church after work. I clocked out and got on it. I walked to church and sat near the front. Father Palmer was leading the mass and that one couple that’s super affectionate was there and this one person I recognized from the Catholic center. The mass went through as normal with the prayers. I remembered the deal with Logan and how much he despises me. There’s this outdoor event that happens at the start of the school year for my college and I know that Logan’s gonna come over to me and publicly humiliate me into leaving. I hated it and I fucking hate him. Once the mass ended, there was no Saint Michael prayer so I said it in my head. There was an announcement about a bar group so I joined them. On the walk there, I heard this guy talking about being an economic ‘refugee’ (rent is too high) from Los Angeles, California so he moved here and now he might be moving to the Upper Peninsula. I got in and talked with a food pantry guy that Cliffe knew. He was there the first time I went to Cliffe’s house. I ordered a Modelo from a White woman with purple dyed hair and tipped generously. I talked more with others while they were eating popcorn and they ordered 2 pizzas for 6 people (including me). I had 2 slices of each flavor when Father Palmer stopped by for a bit to say hi. I left after finishing my Modelo with the lime in and taking the bus home. I took a shower and then went to sleep.

Song of the Day: Hello It’s Me - Todd Rundgren (1972)
 
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