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today i had a great day ive got into contact with my best friend again after a whole year i was sure that i would never talk to him again but seems i was wrong i had this sort of realization not to long ago that friendships are never really over and there is always a chance to talk again but i didnt believe it until now this gave me lots of hope

 

[arucuedo]

My excitement has died down now it was quite overwhelming now im back in a state of feeling lost with my situation the simple fact of having another person that isnt me in my life is overwhelming for my brain and i start to have trouble understanding myself what it is i feel what is right and wrong i hope that instability about me wont make me fuck up again i always need a good distance to everyone i talk to maybe i have some dummyation but best is to learn how to live with it and make the best tries in my life

 

[arucuedo]

nothing happened in my life i feel like a hollow shell of my former self

 

[arucuedo]

Today at work I wrote about the collective unconscious doodled a bit and got asked out to meet by a guy to dance at some place i haven’t slept in a few days idk if i can make it but i wasn’t able to turn him down

 

[Idkchud]

Ayyyyhhhh 6 7

 

[Hillel Hartmann (Pedo)]

My excitement has died down now it was quite overwhelming now im back in a state of feeling lost with my situation the simple fact of having another person that isnt me in my life is overwhelming for my brain and i start to have trouble understanding myself what it is i feel what is right and wrong i hope that instability about me wont make me fuck up again i always need a good distance to everyone i talk to maybe i have some dummyation but best is to learn how to live with it and make the best tries in my life

nothing happened in my life i feel like a hollow shell of my former self

Today at work I wrote about the collective unconscious doodled a bit and got asked out to meet by a guy to dance at some place i haven’t slept in a few days idk if i can make it but i wasn’t able to turn him down

hi darling, here, have some dots:
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use them wisely

 

[XXBHARATKINGINDIAARYANXX]

life in ohio

 

[arucuedo]

Ayyyyhhhh 6 7

sechs sieben

 

[arucuedo]

life in ohio

the germanic equivalent of ohio

 

[XXBHARATKINGINDIAARYANXX]

the germanic equivalent of ohio

ohio is full of noobs no

 

[arucuedo]

ohio is full of noobs no

germanic countries are full of noobs aswell these days

 

[arucuedo]

The dude just asked me if i wanted to smoke weed afterwards even doe i dont drugs im not sure what to do i dont wanna

 

[Zonky]

The dude just asked me if i wanted to smoke weed afterwards even doe i dont drugs im not sure what to do i dont wanna

just say no smoking weed is the gayest shit of all time

 

[finocide]

The dude just asked me if i wanted to smoke weed afterwards even doe i dont drugs im not sure what to do i dont wanna

one time I was offered to smoke a BIC bong, fuck I wish I said yes

 

[arucuedo]

just say no smoking weed is the gayest shit of all time

I have made mistakes it is fun with other people but now im just unnormal i will not do again

 

[Zonky]

I have made mistakes it is fun with other people but now im just unnormal i will not do again

I understand. I'd just try to avoid stuff like that all together

 

[arucuedo]

I understand. I'd just try to avoid stuff like that all together

I always did i understand why this time i fucked up my desire for human connection always lead me down to surround myself with people i dont like doing things i dont like then i would regret it and go back to total isolation because i realize my incompatibility with people

 

[Zonky]

I always did i understand why this time i fucked up my desire for human connection always lead me down to surround myself with people i dont like doing things i dont like then i would regret it and go back to total isolation because i realize my incompatibility with people

Just never do things you don’t wanna do man

 

[arucuedo]

Just never do things you don’t wanna do man

I know i just cant say no if someone finally ask me to do anything i just have this feeling of wanting to put my all into it if it means i can befriend someone i used to hate and reject everyone because my efforts were always for nothing but ig my loneliness just got me repeating the cycle i gotta learn how to deal with it

 

[Hillel Hartmann (Pedo)]

I always did i understand why this time i fucked up my desire for human connection always lead me down to surround myself with people i dont like doing things i dont like then i would regret it and go back to total isolation because i realize my incompatibility with people

I know i just cant say no if someone finally ask me to do anything i just have this feeling of wanting to put my all into it if it means i can befriend someone i used to hate and reject everyone because my efforts were always for nothing but ig my loneliness just got me repeating the cycle i gotta learn how to deal with it

ma'am please start using periods