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my findings for today
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dad comes home in a few. i am expected to speak with my family more, it is implied that they'll stop thinking im a shooter or whatever. that or they will be more upset with me if i talk to them about what kind of person i really am. either way it seems like they're forcing things & with how explaining that i didn't like people before i had a second talk more about my feelings with my mom, idk how things will go, but i dont think it'll be good if i try avoid conversing at all with them. they noted that i seemed depressed since about when i was maybe 5 or so, but idk if they really understand that its because of people instead of just trying to force me to be around people that do not like me nor do i like them. i've kind of came to a point with myself where after finally getting around people i'd rather be alone than interact with people because they literally are not real people. they do not think & they act all the same. i'd much rather focus on myself than to worry if i got friends or a bf when everyone is crazy & will try to do something to me & my family over some whatever nothingburger reason they have against me. hell maybe even my own parents think im crazy they seem to have only started being nice about my way of being after saying i felt bad, ig i dont blame them for thinking such, so im not complaining about it. if i really cared so much about how i was percivied by people i'd change, but i want to stay true to myself instead of changing to fit in with people. i will find my people whenever i find them. it may not be now but thats fine.
Big talk for someone that claims they don't really care about how others peceive them.

Seems to me you're more mad that people don't perceive you the way you perceive yourself, more than you not caring about how they perceive you.

Not caring about how others see you doesn't equate to not caring about them or being apathic towards them. Most of the time, learning how to not care of how others see you starts with learning to love them, as counter-intuitive as that sounds.
 
i've just been told that im going to be put around people for the first time in while starting tomorrow so i dont think tomorrow is going to be a good day either
where did you find a turtle shell you dont seem the type to go outside from looking at your profile
i walk a creek near to me sometimes when i want to go outside
 
i've just been told that im going to be put around people for the first time in while starting tomorrow so i dont think tomorrow is going to be a good day either

i walk a creek near to me sometimes when i want to go outside
thats probably a good thing for a cacaot like you dont talk about your weird furry shit no one likes that
 
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