burntfishie (Proud Discord.gg Partner)
Douglas Thomas Cromwell
- Joined
- Apr 23, 2025
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Steve im sorry if you are intimidated by my internet tough guy comedy persona. The truth is that i have major fucking trust issues and i just use irony as a shield so no one has to know who i truly am, because i am afraid they will hate me. Im probably gonna regret admitting this but its okay because i can just pretend it was a joke like i always do. But i do care about you and it sucks to see you mentally suffer as a direct result of my own impenetrable ego. This happens with everyone i come in contact with. They are initially intrigued by my wacky random personality and want to get to know more about me. Eventually they realize that i am incapable of having a real meaningful conversation and they stop hanging out with me because what they were looking for was a friend. I will probably never cease this behavior because i am already too old to change and it has already been embedded into my personality. Even when I was a teenager making lots of mistakes and trying to experience the world there was something about my brain that was just incapable of learning from my mistakes and improving. Perhaps its stubbornness, or something much more twisted and insane caused by childhood trauma. I would guess the latter, because i am undoubtedly fucking insane and twisted. Who cares no one cares. Im just a character on your computer. Haha point and laugh at the funny man who desperately tries to convince you he is a real human in the form of a semi-insightful quote tweet to something. I am not human i have no desire for accomplishing anything other than people paying attention to me. I just want people to be aware of my existence otherwise i don't feel real and i feel like killing myself. Steve you should probably find a better friend. I know that's what all corny mentally ill gay people say to their partner before ending the polyamorous relationship, but im saying it in a way thats totally removed from me and who i am. I am your conscience. You need to leave ScientoloJu in the fucking mud because its the only place he is capable of finding meaning in. I dont even care. Im perfectly content with continuing this completely unjustifiable lifestyle until i die and meet eternal darkness. Fuck everything fuck all of you