The Manson Tapes

it seems a shame to have to sneak to get to the truth. To make the truth such a dirty old nasty thing. You gotta sneak to get to the truth, the truth is condemned. The truth is in the gas chamber. The truth has been in your stockyards. Your slaughterhouses. The truth has been in your reservations, building your railroads, emtying your garbage. The truth is in your ghettos. In your jails.In your young love, not in your courts or congress where the old set judgement on the young. What the hell do the old know about the young? They put a picture of old George on the dollar and tell you that he's your father, worship him. Look at the madness that goes on, you can't prove anything that happened yesterday. Now is the only thing that's real. Everyday, every reality is a new reality. Every new reality is a new horizon, a brand new experience of living. I got a note last night from a friend of mine. He writes in this note that he's afraid of what he might have to do in order to save his reality, as i save mine. You can't prove anything. There's nothing to prove. Every man judges himself. He knows what he is. You know what you are, as i know what i am,we all know what we are. Nobody can stand in judgement, they can play like they're standing in judgement. They can play like they stand in judgement and take you off and control the masses, with your human body. They can lock you up in penitentiaries and cages and put you in crosses like they did in the past, but it doesn't amount to anything. What they're doing is, they're only persecuting a reflection of themselves. They're persecuting what they can't stand to look at in themselves, the truth.

 

[ATWA ya dig?]

Oh yea, my nephews are visiting because they're camping in my yard (with their parents). Surprisingly they made it through all last night and were excited to sleep in the tent again tonight.
You can hear the coyotes out here like crazy every night, so I'm suprised the kids and my sister in law are willing to do it again after hearing them howl while trying to sleep.
They're camping here as a "dry run" because eventually we'll all camp out at a real site in the woods. Can't wait

Last time I camped out was a late fall, in a canvas tent with my jacket being my only "bed."
It was kind of fun. It was a ww2 reenactment, so it was really cool to barely sleep, freeze for a while, then go out to warm up by the fire with a rotating cast of people dressed like red army soldiers.

This might sound gay, but most of us were strangers and didn't talk much, so 17 year old me felt/pretended we were all traumatized by battle, trying to hold on to some comfort before out next fight, sitting in silent recognition around the fire. It was so cool. I can't wait to get back into it.

 

[ATWA ya dig?]

Pooner is staying at my house tonight and, yet again, nobody bothered to give me a heads up at all. I have retired to my room and brought my case of beer with me out of spite. I will be beating Resident Evil 0 tonight.
It's not even the chill pooner that doesn't make it her whole personality, also. That'd be fine

 

[ATWA ya dig?]

the chill pooner that doesn't make it her whole personality, also.

Would btw

 

[ATWA ya dig?]

My second gf was some girl I rejected, but two other female friends pressured me into dating her.
Bitch ended up trying to get me arrested for bringing drugs to school purely because I sat with another female friend for 5 minutes because she seemed depressed instead of sitting with her. (I knew that friend for 2 years longer than I knew her btw)

I was lucky as hell, too, because I definitely did bring an edible and some Adderall to school, but they searched my bag and sobriety-tested me within the 45 minute window between me taking them and them kicking in.

I remember sitting in my dean's office with the lyrics "How true is this? Just get it over with. If this is true just let it be" from Ride The Lightning on loop in my head.

 

[ATWA ya dig?]

Another busy day of doing fuck all at work. Site seems more active today than usual even outside of the Cobblestone drama

 

[ATWA ya dig?]

Dreading my return to the night shift. It's so nice to get home at 3 and actually be able to hang out with my family.
Also for some reason, it's way easier to be in bed on time when I get off at 3, or maybe the sleep feels better?

Or maybe I'm just becoming less of a bitch and it'll be easier this time around. Who knows.

I also like my bosses, so it's fun to work while they're still there. Actually had way more work to do during the summer. Last year it was easy to sneak off and do nothing, but that wasn't the case until the past three weeks. Basically non-stop.
Didn't hate it though. A lot of waiting and easy work, so I got free time in small bursts.

Also, they might be giving us some extra hours regularly now, which would be time and a half, which would be HUGE. As much as I'm bitching about not getting enough sleep, I can pretty easily just suck it up and make do.

 

[ATWA ya dig?]

My bosses aren't here and there's 3 different contractors/inspectors here so I have to pretend not to be a dummyed cacaot for a while

 

[moidsy]

My bosses aren't here and there's 3 different contractors/inspectors here so I have to pretend not to be a dummyed cacaot for a while

once some guy came to visit our workplace and apparently i acted so stupid he thought i was a migrant who had trouble speaking our language

 

[ATWA ya dig?]

once some guy came to visit our workplace and apparently i acted so stupid he thought i was a migrant who had trouble speaking our language

At my old job our district manager came in during my shift (as a manager) while I was stoned and I learned that there were tons of protocols that no one taught me that I was violating apparently. Terrible time.

 

[lifesucksthenyoudie]

My second gf was some girl I rejected, but two other female friends pressured me into dating her.
Bitch ended up trying to get me arrested for bringing drugs to school purely because I sat with another female friend for 5 minutes because she seemed depressed instead of sitting with her. (I knew that friend for 2 years longer than I knew her btw)

I was lucky as hell, too, because I definitely did bring an edible and some Adderall to school, but they searched my bag and sobriety-tested me within the 45 minute window between me taking them and them kicking in.

I remember sitting in my dean's office with the lyrics "How true is this? Just get it over with. If this is true just let it be" from Ride The Lightning on loop in my head.

Back in freshman year of high school I used to draw 9/11 on the whiteboards for fun and this Arab senior bitch in my class reported me to the school resource officer and claimed I wanted to shoot up the school

 

[ATWA ya dig?]

Random shitter bet I placed last night and forgot about

 

[ATWA ya dig?]

Please God...

 

[ATWA ya dig?]

Please God...
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(I don't even know what game they're playing)

 

[ATWA ya dig?]

Please God...
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Frick.

 

[ATWA ya dig?]

The snuss (tobacco that you can snort) i ordered will arrive Wednesday.
The handheld pc I mentioned is fine. I can play MW remastered on it just fine, but spore and COD: World At War require some serious work to make it work with the controls.
Wildlife Park 2, also.
Viva Piñata: TIP through cloud-play was ass, so I'll just have to emulate it. Viva Piñata is such an Aryan game btw

Would like to update this to say that I'm dummyed. I got WaW to work within 3 minutes identical to playing on console. Could probably do the same for Wildlife Park 2 if I tried. Overall my asus rog ally was my best purchase of the year.
RE2 was finicky too, with a lot of stuttering, but it just took google and 10 seconds to fix
No other drawbacks.

Wasted the hell out of my last paycheck, so depending on how big my next check is with my raise and overtime, I might wait until next check to start upgrading it.

 

[ATWA ya dig?]

Wasted the hell out of my last paycheck, so depending on how big my next check is with my raise and overtime, I might wait until next check to start upgrading it.

I wonder if I can but some sort of stylus for it
I have a drawing tablet that probably doesn't work anymore and using it annoyed the hell out of me, but maybe I'd be able to actually draw on the "page" and connect it to a larger screen if needed.
Not that I was ever very good at anything but doodles and random patters, but still

 

[shekel]

Would like to update this to say that I'm dummyed. I got WaW to work within 3 minutes identical to playing on console. Could probably do the same for Wildlife Park 2 if I tried. Overall my asus rog ally was my best purchase of the year.
RE2 was finicky too, with a lot of stuttering, but it just took google and 10 seconds to fix
No other drawbacks.

Wasted the hell out of my last paycheck, so depending on how big my next check is with my raise and overtime, I might wait until next check to start upgrading it.

give it to me

 

[ATWA ya dig?]

give it to me

No it's mine and I want it

 

[shekel]

No it's mine and I want it

you dont want to mess with me...

 

[ATWA ya dig?]

you dont want to mess with me...

you've got to ask yourself one question: "Do I feel lucky?"
Well, do you, punk?