The Manson Tapes

it seems a shame to have to sneak to get to the truth. To make the truth such a dirty old nasty thing. You gotta sneak to get to the truth, the truth is condemned. The truth is in the gas chamber. The truth has been in your stockyards. Your slaughterhouses. The truth has been in your reservations, building your railroads, emtying your garbage. The truth is in your ghettos. In your jails.In your young love, not in your courts or congress where the old set judgement on the young. What the hell do the old know about the young? They put a picture of old George on the dollar and tell you that he's your father, worship him. Look at the madness that goes on, you can't prove anything that happened yesterday. Now is the only thing that's real. Everyday, every reality is a new reality. Every new reality is a new horizon, a brand new experience of living. I got a note last night from a friend of mine. He writes in this note that he's afraid of what he might have to do in order to save his reality, as i save mine. You can't prove anything. There's nothing to prove. Every man judges himself. He knows what he is. You know what you are, as i know what i am,we all know what we are. Nobody can stand in judgement, they can play like they're standing in judgement. They can play like they stand in judgement and take you off and control the masses, with your human body. They can lock you up in penitentiaries and cages and put you in crosses like they did in the past, but it doesn't amount to anything. What they're doing is, they're only persecuting a reflection of themselves. They're persecuting what they can't stand to look at in themselves, the truth.

 

[ATWA ya dig?]

mr president why are you planning to live like a hurricane survivor

Aura

 

[ATWA ya dig?]

I'm obviously not as depressed as I joke about online, but man, I haven't been this excited in a long time. I can't wait to go check out my (hopefully) future trailer this weekend, or setting it up, or getting out of the memory den that is my house.
The ability to have my own cat is also really cool.
After realizing I'm perfectly capable of getting my own "place" before the winter I've been in such a good mood. Plus, I'll be able to see my grandma more and make use of all of my grandpa's old tools and equipment.

 

[ATWA ya dig?]

Legendary gas station trip today.
The slots were PACKED with old people (11:30pm btw). Some old guy was muttering on the phone sitting on the cases of beer at the register. Cashier had that condition that makes you mumble and barely audible.
Everyone there was an old redneck and they probably thought I was a cacaot.
Good night so far.

 

[ATWA ya dig?]

Left on read by another HEARTLESS BITCH

 

[moidsy]

Left on read by another HEARTLESS BITCH
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ok now say "i sincerely hope you commit suicide"

 

[ATWA ya dig?]

ok now say "i sincerely hope you commit suicide"

I would if this wasn't such an important purchase. If it's not available or she wants me to come during the week I'm calling her a slur.

 

[ATWA ya dig?]

Left on read by another HEARTLESS BITCH
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[ATWA ya dig?]

Niece just invented my childhood nickname from first principles. Crazy.

 

[ATWA ya dig?]

Left on read by another HEARTLESS BITCH
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Holy fuck this stupid cunt why arent you on your phone all day you stupid bitch sell me my fucking home already you dumb cow

 

[moidsy]

Holy fuck this stupid cunt why arent you on your phone all day you stupid bitch sell me my fucking home already you dumb cow

you wanna text her this word for word

 

[ATWA ya dig?]

you wanna text her this word for word
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I bet she'd respond pretty fuckin' quick to that

 

[ATWA ya dig?]

>tfw you miss out on a nice cheap trailer because some random 40 year old saw you call her a stupid bitch on the soywoahjax forum

 

[ATWA ya dig?]

First album I ever owned

 

[ATWA ya dig?]

Nutrailer just dropped. The guy messaged me back immediately so I'm going to lowball the fuck out of him. Hopefully going out Friday. Only concern is that it might not be pullable with my truck, which would be a dealbreaker if true.
Also leak and some water damage, but it's a simple fix. More expensive than I hoped, but basically the cheapest one near me for sale that isn't basically scrap.

 

[ATWA ya dig?]

My family is so cool. I can call my sister in law a stupid bitch and instead of getting mad she'll just call me a bitchless cacaot. My dad and I make fun of eachother all the time. My brother once joked "has anyone actually been in [my] room? It's probably full of skinned cats and heads"
My stepmom calls me a real woman a lot, not sure what that's about, but it's funny and I make fun of her in kind.
My grandpa was an even bigger asshole. I remember when he met my brother's gf for the first time, he told my brother, "Finally, you aren't dating a white one!"

I think the funniest is when we're at my mom's and she tries to "defend" me in earnest as if I haven't been antagonizing everyone the entire time.
I've said this before, but my favorite example is when my brother called me a "gay jewish furry" and my mom said "He's NOT jewish!"

 

[ATWA ya dig?]

My family is so cool. I can call my sister in law a stupid bitch and instead of getting mad she'll just call me a bitchless cacaot. My dad and I make fun of eachother all the time. My brother once joked "has anyone actually been in [my] room? It's probably full of skinned cats and heads"
My stepmom calls me a real woman a lot, not sure what that's about, but it's funny and I make fun of her in kind.
My grandpa was an even bigger asshole. I remember when he met my stepsister for the first time, he told my brother, "Finally, you aren't dating a white one!"

I think the funniest is when we're at my mom's and she tries to "defend" me in earnest as if I haven't been antagonizing everyone the entire time.
I've said this before, but my favorite example is when my brother called me a "gay jewish furry" and my mom said "He's NOT jewish!"

I like to think that Christ and the apostles were constantly doing the same kind of loving shitflinging. The stereotype "Hallmark movie Christian family" seems so soulless and bleak. Call your loved ones a fat gay noob. It's good for the soul.

 

[ATWA ya dig?]

If the trailer I'm looking at on friday falls through, I'm going to buy this one

Also, there was one for around the same price all painted with obnoxious and gay colors inside that I really liked, but it was just too beat-up. If I could have made it through the winter in my dad's trailer, I 100% would have bought it to fix up. The one I'm looking at is unfortunately too nice inside to ruin wirh my hippy artkid bullshit.

It's actually not as bad as I thought, main issue is that it doesn't come with furniture. The price dropped on it recently (it was actually 2k, not 1k and it's now 1500)
I'm a simple man. I'd be able to fit my current bed and that's really all I need for now. I'm half excited because the interior already looks like some bullshit decorating that I would do, but I'm praying I can get the other trailer friday because it's much more practical.
All in all, feels like smooth sailing. It seems like I'll have a comfy place to place to make my own by September.

 

[ATWA ya dig?]

I feel manic noob, I'm so excited it's pissing me off a bit. I wish I could just sperg here about nothing for an hour but that's gay and annoying.

 

[ATWA ya dig?]

I'm going to be broke as fuck if I buy this trailer. Getting paid monthly fucking sucks

 

[ATWA ya dig?]

I can't wait until I can uninstall facebook again bro. I get like 30 notifications a day and it's all just old people I don't remember or whores I went to school with. I DO NOT CARE