tqqt's blog or something

livejournal and arts ahhhhhhhh

 

[Hillel Hartmann (Pedo)]

this shit sucks so bad i hate everyone in my class

stop being full of hate noob

please noob i've got hit in my head in first two HOURS of studying
and one of those hots was made with chair

what!

 

[tQQt]

stop being full of hate noob

i want to be joy and whimsy, but i forget how AWFUL, how fucking BAD my classmates are. And people in general.

what!

well, it was accidental. My classmate was taking the chair off her desk, and I was sleeping on mine desk, and while she was letting go of the chair, she hit me on the head. Not very hurt, but, like, still feels shitty

also we didn't had soup for lunch, I was hungry so day was going worse n' worse and i was just sleeping all day

 

[Hillel Hartmann (Pedo)]

i want to be joy and whimsy, but i forget how AWFUL, how fucking BAD my classmates are. And people in general.

examples?
surely it can't be THAT bad
surely it's your autism at fault here

 

[tQQt]

examples?
surely it can't be THAT bad
surely it's your autism at fault here

Well, they can insult me for no reason or something, especially one churka (russian noobs, kinda ) likes to do this. Fortunately, now he fell silent.
A lot of them really act like autistic dummys and it's not funny or fine, they're just nasty.
And once again in the line at the canteen some idiots "played" pushed each other and 2-3 of them fell on me while I was standing in line for food.

 

[Goot]

im afraid to make soysona, because if i'll make one, it will look like soy-furry
what do i do

Does one's "persona" (avatar PFP) need to neccesarily be an animal if it's not some standard 'jak?
No
Perhaps you can still come up with something

i like the fact that i finally starting to love and accept myself. I can look at mirror without disgust and hate to myself, at least for now.
that's good how things starting to change in good way.

What kind of disgust were you feeling what's going on?

 

[tQQt]

Does one's "persona" (avatar PFP) need to neccesarily be an animal if it's not some standard 'jak?
No
Perhaps you can still come up with something

well i did, it looks better than i expected actually, i like my soy-selfinsert or something

Does one's "persona" (avatar PFP) need to neccesarily be an animal if it's not some standard 'jak?
No
Perhaps you can still come up with something


What kind of disgust were you feeling what's going on?

just my mental troubles, i need some help with my head really bad

 

[Goot]

just my mental troubles, i need some help with my head really bad

What age are you?
Sound like you're a teen

 

[tQQt]

What age are you?
Sound like you're a teen

yeah im 17, ill turn 18 in two months

 

[Goot]

yeah im 17, ill turn 18 in two months

That's maybe a little old for hormonal related mental trouble or are you a later bloomer?
I know it's maybe not what you want to hear but some things you may need to learn to tough out if you find yourself prone to being sensitive

 

[tQQt]

That's maybe a little old for hormonal related mental trouble or are you a later bloomer?
I know it's maybe not what you want to hear but some things you may need to learn to tough out if you find yourself prone to being sensitive

i don't really know who or what i am, that's why i wanna look for some psychiatric help.
i had alot, ALOT shit in my childhood, so it might affect too. But I still need to know the reason of my state and my behaviour to cure it, or something

 

[Goot]

i don't really know who or what i am, that's why i wanna look for some psychiatric help.

nothing wrong with being "nobody" or "nothing", that's something you gotta just let yourself become
What's more important is making shure there's things you don't become

 

[supersage]

nothing wrong with being "nobody" or "nothing", that's something you gotta just let yourself become
What's more important is making shure there's things you don't become

being a literal who won, hence why i """rebranded""" to supersage

 

[tQQt]

nothing wrong with being "nobody" or "nothing", that's something you gotta just let yourself become
What's more important is making shure there's things you don't become

I could most likely turn into something disgusting and amorphous, probably even not human, person-like anymore, if I remained in my thoughts and continued to self-destruct myself, as it was before. Fortunately, now I have friends who support me, so I'm with them, I a believe I will remain a person, if not with brains, then with a soul and a kind heart
or something

And at least i didn't became alco or prisoner like some "people" of my "family"

being a literal who won, hence why i """rebranded""" to supersage

being kind literalwho won
being dummyed attention whore for lulz n shit lost

 

[grimmki]

i want to be joy and whimsy, but i forget how AWFUL, how fucking BAD my classmates are. And people in general.

well, it was accidental. My classmate was taking the chair off her desk, and I was sleeping on mine desk, and while she was letting go of the chair, she hit me on the head. Not very hurt, but, like, still feels shitty

also we didn't had soup for lunch, I was hungry so day was going worse n' worse and i was just sleeping all day

maybe start carrying food with you just in case maybe some kind of nutbar or oats bar just in case and plus carrying one or two isnt that difficult

 

[tQQt]

maybe start carrying food with you just in case maybe some kind of nutbar or oats bar just in case and plus carrying one or two isnt that difficult

i can buy some right in my college, no problem with it
it's just not enough, I'm a really hungry person

 

[grimmki]

i can buy some right in my college, no problem with it
it's just not enough, I'm a really hungry person

i dont know im pretty sure nuts/oats are pretty filling you could carry a sandwich just in case if you are that hungry or something

 

[tQQt]

i dont know im pretty sure nuts/oats are pretty filling you could carry a sandwich just in case if you are that hungry or something

still not enough, i will need 4 sandwiches MINIMUM to feel fine, and make 4 sandwiches for 5 days of study everyday seems like a torture since im very lazy ass

 

[grimmki]

still not enough, i will need 4 sandwiches MINIMUM to feel fine, and make 4 sandwiches for 5 days of study everyday seems like a torture since im very lazy ass

maybe cook a fuck ton of some type of pasta or the filling meal so you can just eat that for 4 days so you can cook less but still cook

 

[Hillel Hartmann (Pedo)]

being a literal who won, hence why i """rebranded""" to supersage

i did that on the schlog (soyjack) but it turns out im an attentionwhore

 

[tQQt]

maybe cook a fuck ton of some type of pasta or the filling meal so you can just eat that for 4 days so you can cook less but still cook

i think about make some blinis once in 2-3 days maybe, but not right now. I'm just tired as fuck of college ev&doe i slept most part of it