The Aryan junkie aspie journal.

Instead of making a new thread everytime something happens i am going to use this journal.

I am going to update these info if they change.
Current age : 17
Current weigth : 175-185 (average 180)
Current occupations : Janitor/college student.
Romantic status : Single :( again...
Mental status : Sober
Loser status : I am the closest ive ever been to being normal.

 

[StudioExcréments]

So are you not dating that autistic girl anymore?

Nope, she has'nt replied to my letter but i am happy she wont have to live with a druggie (my addiction is chronic but temporarely under control, 37 days sober). Today i am going to a autism group for young adults doe and seeing as i am once again the only guy who does'nt look like the average r9k facedox ive allredy found a couple autistic girls who i might try dating.

 

[StudioExcréments]

My trip at Tadoussac.
First pic is sum whale that was swimming about a kilometre from where i was swimming.
Second pic is me showing a sea star to a family friend who owns the wetsuits.
I am including the third pic because i think ive got a good looking ass in that pic.

 

[StudioExcréments]

New possible romantic interest, some really cute french (from france i think) foid who also has an autistic obsession with animals (doe she collects birds instead of fish) she is moving a couple street corners from my house and invited to me to a private discord for autist's in my town. In this screenshot we shared out cats common interests of not respecting our privacy.

 

[Sloppyjakky`]

New possible romantic interest, some really cute french (from france i think) cisfoid who also has an autistic obsession with animals (doe she collects birds instead of fish) she is moving a couple street corners from my house and invited to me to a private discord for autist's in my town. In this screenshot we shared out cats common interests of not respecting our privacy.
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>discord
Bro just gave a nuclear weapon to his opps

 

[Klitty]

New possible romantic interest, some really cute french (from france i think) cisfoid who also has an autistic obsession with animals (doe she collects birds instead of fish) she is moving a couple street corners from my house and invited to me to a private discord for autist's in my town. In this screenshot we shared out cats common interests of not respecting our privacy.
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This is just the chad journal at this point JFL :3

 

[StudioExcréments]

This is just the chad journal at this point JFL :3 :3

Yeah, lol idk i havent been having much luck. My last 5 attemps at relationships ended really shit.
Dated a really cute perfect aspie
She breaks up for an unkown reason
I try dating her again
She says she does'nt feel romantic attraction for anyone
Go on one date with annoying autist girl
I reject her kuz she was annoying
She puts me on a date with her aspie friend
Everything is going perfect i was supposed to take her on a sushi date
3 days before i go to rehab she says it's over
After a month of sobriety i send her a goodbye letter than install tinder
Get 3 matches
1 ghost's me
2nd one i feel wont work out (evendoe she is having a nerd argument with me about wether or not a biology speech and a highschool history class are le same in essence which is weird since girls dont usually partake in such activities or speak to guys who talk abt that)
3rd one i was supposed to go on a date with but apparently i am too young.
So yeah this year is my best in terms of number of dates but the worse in success rates.

 

[StudioExcréments]

Some noob moved down the street and stared at me when i ran to the corner store to get my morning coffee but they had no ultra peach so i had to get a zero ultra

 

[StudioExcréments]

I am once again depressed as fuck. All my energy is being spent on convincing myself not to killmyself, i hope i can get myself out of this stupid mindset.

 

[ATWA ya dig?]

I am once again depressed as fuck. All my energy is being spent on convincing myself not to killmyself, i hope i can get myself out of this stupid mindset.

You'll get out of that loop. Killing yourself doesn't do anything except rob you of a future. I promise this shit will pass.

 

[StudioExcréments]

You'll get out of that loop. Killing yourself doesn't do anything except rob you of a future. I promise this shit will pass.

Yeah, that's what i keep telling myself.

 

[StudioExcréments]

Spent like 4 hours fishing. Caught one small mouth bass but he looked a bit too small to keep so i released him. I profited 3 fishing lures as not only did i not lose a single lure but i found an old rope with 3 of em, not real nice ones but still about 5-8 bucks worth.

 

[StudioExcréments]

Zamn
<24 year old single mother sends "How you going"
>icecreamsandwich.jpg
>ice cream sandwich
<lol
<wanna have a one night?
>>reddit space
Cocky wants boing boing

 

[StudioExcréments]

Today i might help the aspie bird girl with moving to her new apartment. Afterwards i am supposed to walk with her to the autism social club (yesterday i asked the staff if i could come back since i was 45 days sober and they said yes) and we're gonna play DND. So yeah i think today is gonna be a good day.

 

[StudioExcréments]

Aspie bird girl did not get the key to her apartment so yeah did'nt get to see her. Had a shit time playing DND kuz i wanted to kill myself since the aspie aromantic ex was there and i still love her so fucking much. Anyway when i came home me and aspie bird girl had a call and shes so fucking sweet i like her alot.

 

[StudioExcréments]

Aspie bird girl did not get the key to her apartment so yeah did'nt get to see her. Had a shit time playing DND kuz i wanted to kill myself since the aspie aromantic ex was there and i still love her so fucking much. Anyway when i came home me and aspie bird girl had a call and shes so fucking sweet i like her alot.

Aspie bird girl just asked me if i am single!!!

 

[Apeson]

>mindset.

CRACKHEADS THIS IS YOUR MINDSET.

 

[StudioExcréments]

CRACKHEADS THIS IS YOUR MINDSET.
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True

 

[StudioExcréments]

FUCK just chuggged 8 coronas and gave the othhers to homeless

 

[Klitty]

FUCK just chuggged 8 coronas and gave the othhers to homeless

Are you mad because you feel like shit after drinking all those coronas? or because you gave the rest of them away?

 

[ATWA ya dig?]

FUCK just chuggged 8 coronas and gave the othhers to homeless

Were you trying to stay away from alcohol too, or just drugs?