noobs

he calls me liar marge im ethnically nigerian though why?View attachment 92115

 

[shekel]

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[CX2]

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looks nothing like me

 

[Dagonet]

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Youngest director looking ass

 

[grimmki]

looks nothing like me

it looks close enough

 

[CX2]

i've been feeling a fair bit less down lately but now im more pissed & i want somenyan moar

 

[shekel]

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[CX2]

i talked with my mom about my feelings i think it was a good idea im feeling much better now idk if i will stay happier now or not but i feel good now

she also said she would be okay if i was gay & she hinted at her knowing though im not wanting to open up about that right now

for the first time in a while i feel actual motivation to do things i need to do

 

[moidsy]

i talked with my mom about my feelings i think it was a good idea im feeling much better now idk if i will stay happier now or not but i feel good now

she also said she would be okay if i was gay & she hinted at her knowing though im not wanting to open up about that right now

for the first time in a while i feel actual motivation to do things i need to do

my mom always hints at her being okay with me being gay i don't have the heart to tell her i'm not

 

[CX2]

waking up early has actually given me time to do things so i will probably continue to do that if not even going further & getting up around 3am~5am rather than so close before noon

 

[CX2]

gay noob photo i found of myself from when i was 14 that i was unaware i still had saved to my device

metadata told me it was taken on my old canon that i forgot i even had

 

[CX2]

as of recent after my ban i have been told to go outside for once & interact with some fellow humanorinos & it was weird everyone acts like a tiktok toddler or a redditor

idk how noobs just talk about roblox fortnut obby extreme as if its really that interesting

 

[CX2]

this fucking homeschool course is bs & idk wtf is going on

 

[CX2]

dad comes home in a few. i am expected to speak with my family more, it is implied that they'll stop thinking im a shooter or whatever. that or they will be more upset with me if i talk to them about what kind of person i really am. either way it seems like they're forcing things & with how explaining that i didn't like people before i had a second talk more about my feelings with my mom, idk how things will go, but i dont think it'll be good if i try avoid conversing at all with them. they noted that i seemed depressed since about when i was maybe 5 or so, but idk if they really understand that its because of people instead of just trying to force me to be around people that do not like me nor do i like them. i've kind of came to a point with myself where after finally getting around people i'd rather be alone than interact with people because they literally are not real people. they do not think & they act all the same. i'd much rather focus on myself than to worry if i got friends or a bf when everyone is crazy & will try to do something to me & my family over some whatever nothingburger reason they have against me. hell maybe even my own parents think im crazy they seem to have only started being nice about my way of being after saying i felt bad, ig i dont blame them for thinking such, so im not complaining about it. if i really cared so much about how i was percivied by people i'd change, but i want to stay true to myself instead of changing to fit in with people. i will find my people whenever i find them. it may not be now but thats fine.

 

[ATWA ya dig?]

dad comes home in a few. i am expected to speak with my family more, it is implied that they'll stop thinking im a shooter or whatever. that or they will be more upset with me if i talk to them about what kind of person i really am. either way it seems like they're forcing things & with how explaining that i didn't like people before i had a second talk more about my feelings with my mom, idk how things will go, but i dont think it'll be good if i try avoid conversing at all with them. they noted that i seemed depressed since about when i was maybe 5 or so, but idk if they really understand that its because of people instead of just trying to force me to be around people that do not like me nor do i like them. i've kind of came to a point with myself where after finally getting around people i'd rather be alone than interact with people because they literally are not real people. they do not think & they act all the same. i'd much rather focus on myself than to worry if i got friends or a bf when everyone is crazy & will to do something to me & my family over some whatever nothingburger reason they have against me. hell maybe even my own parents think im crazy they seem to have only started being nice about my way of being after saying i felt bad, ig i dont blame them for thinking such, so im not complaining about it. if i really cared so much about how i was percivied by people i'd change, but i want to stay true to myself instead of changing to fit in with people. i will find my people whenever i find them. it may not be now but thats fine.

I don't have any advice to give because I'm just going through the motions myself, but I know exactly what you mean. Sorry bro.

 

[CX2]

I don't have any advice to give because I'm just going through the motions myself, but I know exactly what you mean. Sorry bro.

its fine life could be worse overall i feel like things like this always happen every now & then im just hoping things will blow by this time instead of them acting on anything

 

[CX2]

tomorrow is the day feeling weird about it

 

[ATWA ya dig?]

tomorrow is the day feeling weird about it

@FBI

 

[CX2]

he's home pretty nice

 

[CX2]

over the past few days i've been feeling a bit better i haven't cried in probably a handful of days i still get pissy seeing gay couples but im doing better with being alone & i do prefer it now

 

[CX2]

i've mastered the art of music