he calls me liar marge im ethnically nigerian though why?View attachment 92115
looks nothing like me
Youngest director looking ass
it looks close enoughlooks nothing like me
my mom always hints at her being okay with me being gay i don't have the heart to tell her i'm noti talked with my mom about my feelings i think it was a good idea im feeling much better now idk if i will stay happier now or not but i feel good now
she also said she would be okay if i was gay & she hinted at her knowing though im not wanting to open up about that right now
for the first time in a while i feel actual motivation to do things i need to do
I don't have any advice to give because I'm just going through the motions myself, but I know exactly what you mean. Sorry bro.dad comes home in a few. i am expected to speak with my family more, it is implied that they'll stop thinking im a shooter or whatever. that or they will be more upset with me if i talk to them about what kind of person i really am. either way it seems like they're forcing things & with how explaining that i didn't like people before i had a second talk more about my feelings with my mom, idk how things will go, but i dont think it'll be good if i try avoid conversing at all with them. they noted that i seemed depressed since about when i was maybe 5 or so, but idk if they really understand that its because of people instead of just trying to force me to be around people that do not like me nor do i like them. i've kind of came to a point with myself where after finally getting around people i'd rather be alone than interact with people because they literally are not real people. they do not think & they act all the same. i'd much rather focus on myself than to worry if i got friends or a bf when everyone is crazy & will to do something to me & my family over some whatever nothingburger reason they have against me. hell maybe even my own parents think im crazy they seem to have only started being nice about my way of being after saying i felt bad, ig i dont blame them for thinking such, so im not complaining about it. if i really cared so much about how i was percivied by people i'd change, but i want to stay true to myself instead of changing to fit in with people. i will find my people whenever i find them. it may not be now but thats fine.
its fine life could be worse overall i feel like things like this always happen every now & then im just hoping things will blow by this time instead of them acting on anythingI don't have any advice to give because I'm just going through the motions myself, but I know exactly what you mean. Sorry bro.
@FBItomorrow is the day feeling weird about it