Hillel Hartmann / Miłosz Zapała

[Barry]

is he a medical professional?

I think it's obvious someone is having mental breakdowns when he, a 23 year old, is raging in a 16-17 year old's chat because he was too busy playing bideo games to answer his dms

 

[pig]

touhoe noob shit
https://www.xbox.com/en-US/games/store/space-invaders-ig/c5fn9wf5z4lh
buy

 

[absolutely not dino]

>noob you gotta share that shit on the hillel thread, that's vomit inducing
Hillel is definitely mentally ill and neurotic. One of the things a certain Brazilian who does not want to be mentioned used to tell me is that Hillel used to have mental breakdowns in his dms because he did not answer his messages immedatiely. He'd also extend his breakdown here using vagueposting (too lazy to find the relevant posts). Eventually they had a falling out but both pretended like they were the one who were done with the other

I never screenshotted the messages between me and the Brazilian and Steam dms expire so you'll have to take all of this with a grain of salt. If the guy wants to log back into his Shroom account and elaborate further then sure BUT I'm pretty sure I disabled his account because he reposted Hillel's video of a Touhou character "jerking off" her bunny ears. The Brazilian guy is under 18 btw. He's mentally ill as well

dr cobson?

 

[Barry]

(too lazy to find the relevant posts)

Nevermind found it

This noob is genuinely nuts

Serious  Post in thread 'hillelblog'

Dec 23, 2025

25 XI 2025

Lots of turbulent events lately. Those who know know. I've had this cycle of going totally mental, resolving the issue and it coming back a few days later, even more intensely. It happened a total of 3 times and the last one was very scary. What I am scared of is it coming back for the 4th time. If it did I'd just die inside. For now I'm calm, it seems like nothing bad is going to happen.

I need constant reassurance. Left alone I start doubting myself. The doubting leads to me confronting the problems directly at the expense of other people. I could just let it...

• Hillel Hartmann (Pedo)

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Serious  Post in thread 'hillelblog'

Dec 24, 2025

I wonder about my idea of myself, I don't know if I value my perception of myself over others' perception of me. I bet it's some kinda of a spectrum slider where it's either 80/20, 50/50/ 100/0, 0/100. Whatever. As with everything in my life, I am fickle about this. I just choose whatever is the most comforting for me at any given moment. I am very emotional.

I love people. I want to surround myself with people. I guess it makes the perception of others' more important? I want to be loved, I want for people to think highly of me. I am very vulnerable.

• Hillel Hartmann (Pedo)

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Unsure if this is actually still about the Brazilian but it's still just as unhinged




>accuse
Is it still really an accusation if you got proof that this diddyblud is a diddyblud?




All from this thread btw: https://soyjak.forum/threads/hillelblog.7349/

 

[worldatwar]

Nevermind found it
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This noob is genuinely nuts

Serious  Post in thread 'hillelblog'

Dec 23, 2025

25 XI 2025

Lots of turbulent events lately. Those who know know. I've had this cycle of going totally mental, resolving the issue and it coming back a few days later, even more intensely. It happened a total of 3 times and the last one was very scary. What I am scared of is it coming back for the 4th time. If it did I'd just die inside. For now I'm calm, it seems like nothing bad is going to happen.

I need constant reassurance. Left alone I start doubting myself. The doubting leads to me confronting the problems directly at the expense of other people. I could just let it...

• Hillel Hartmann (Pedo)

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Serious  Post in thread 'hillelblog'

Dec 24, 2025

I wonder about my idea of myself, I don't know if I value my perception of myself over others' perception of me. I bet it's some kinda of a spectrum slider where it's either 80/20, 50/50/ 100/0, 0/100. Whatever. As with everything in my life, I am fickle about this. I just choose whatever is the most comforting for me at any given moment. I am very emotional.

I love people. I want to surround myself with people. I guess it makes the perception of others' more important? I want to be loved, I want for people to think highly of me. I am very vulnerable.

• Hillel Hartmann (Pedo)

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• 

Unsure if this is actually still about the Brazilian but it's still just as unhinged
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>accuse
Is it still really an accusation if you got proof that this diddyblud is a diddyblud?

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All from this thread btw: https://soyjak.forum/threads/hillelblog.7349/

wow, what a whore that polack is

 

[Barry]

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Theory: The reason why so many people assumed Hillel dindu nuffin' wrong and covered for him was because he cried like a bitch

 

[Goot]

Theory: The reason why so many people assumed Hillel dindu nuffin' wrong and covered for him was because he cried like a bitch

Was there eventually more to the hillel thing than the youtube stuff

 

[Barry]

Was there eventually more to the hillel thing than the youtube stuff

Yeah I literally posted it in the OP and talked more about it in this thread. noob was in a "cunny" clan for WOWS and made fun of people trying to get rid of CSAM from Megalinks

 

[Goot]

Yeah I literally posted it in the OP and talked more about it in this thread. noob was in a "cunny" clan for WOWS and made fun of people trying to get rid of CSAM from Megalinks

Oh dang

 

[Barry]

Oh dang

This is common knowledge ATP

 

[Barry]

>Doctos react from Goot and Xiuh
Some noobs too dummyed to read the OP

 

[Goot]

This is common knowledge ATP

I don't read long threads

 

[worldatwar]

>Doctos react from Goot and Xiuh
Some noobs too dummyed to read the OP

problem, whitey?

 

[Goot]

>Doctos react from Goot and Xiuh
Some noobs too dummyed to read the OP

Always deliver a QRD/TLDR

 

[Barry]

I don't read long threads

If you can't read like 7 sentences then maybe you aren't fit to be a janny
[tsnoob]

 

[Barry]

Always deliver a QRD/TLDR

 

[Goot]

If you can't read like 7 sentences then maybe you aren't fit to be a janny
[tsnoob]

Bait

 

[Goot]

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That's a tag.

 

[worldatwar]

>Doctos react from Goot and Xiuh
Some noobs too dummyed to read the OP

xluddy i am still somewhat shocked by ts whole ordeal

 

[Barry]

xluddy i am still somewhat shocked by ts whole ordeal

You must've known before because you unfriended Hillel on Steam at some point