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I have been considering making this thread - article? for some time now, but I wasn't too sure since it will just be me documenting my mental SNCA - though then I decided I don't really care and just want to use this as a tool for myself to archive my thoughts in an organized way. I feel disheartened, as everywhere else I've documented my thoughts have long since been lost and I liked to reflect on the things that have changed, and the things that I still need to work on though I'm persistent so I decided I will start all over again with this space I'll have created for myself for as long as this place comes to exist, who knows where things will go and there's so much I want to discuss in more detail - when I don't, my bottled up thoughts and complexities begin to feel unmanageable and I start to collapse in on myself. I don't know how this will be received, but I will state that I've never had any problems personally with anyone and I say this since I've noticed patterns with people feeling skeptical or off-put by me though I don't understand why when people need to learn how to communicate with other people before being so quick to act poorly, my personal thought and no offense meant in it.. I try not to step on anybody's heel, I like to just see where my day to day takes me because that's all we really can do in life, Ich guess.
 
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Sylwia said:
I had posted this morning through statuses about having had a fever and been at the hospital - which I deleted because I was too feverish to really discuss what happened. I started to feel sick - knowing how my body is I already could see the warning signs that it was going to be very damaging to me, so I made sure to get proper rest, hoping to have a step above the incoming illness that would soon plague me. I ended up vomiting later into the night, though because my stomach was empty besides strictly water and fluids I ended up expelling nothing but liquid contents which caused me to become very dizzy as this happened three separate times and I was unable to keep liquid down. I went to the hospital after the third time as I started to violently shake and had cold sweats and everything felt sore to a point I could barely control the movements in my body with how cold I also felt inside - my breathing was very weak and after several hours at the hospital during the morning I was diagnosed with covid - I always stay at home or inside of my room, though this could had been contracted by family who didn't realize they were sick or even during my night - time walks to the gas station. I plan to get my shots as I get sick too frequently, my immune system and body have always been very weak and frail ever since birth. I'm currently heavily medicated and will be getting more rest.
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are you getting the fauci ouchie?
 
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I've been playing through a game called Decarnation ( again ) and I'm still surprised by how niche the game is and how very little people know about the game considering it's release trailer has less than 30k views. There are people who have gone in depth about the game though it's far and few in between amidst those who are passionate about this piece of media. It's up there with Lisa The Painful, another series of games that I enjoyed though Lisa has much more notoriety than Decarnation. There's something about beauty within horror that I've never been able to stress enough being my bread and butter and the type of media I love to consume where there's a darkness under what appears to be outwardly beautiful in tone.
 
Sylwia said:
I don't even know how to reply to this because it's a narrow minded take that a woman being on a forum website is "begging for attention", especially considering a situation like mine where I hardly even get in the way and avoid stepping on other people's heels.
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Because you fit the stereotype of a hello xanny bpd hoe leaching off terminally online loser's attention. Not saying that's what you are but you do fit the stereotype.
 

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