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My name is Walter Hartwell White. I live at 308 Negra Arroyo Lane, Albuquerque, New Mexico, 87104. This is my confession. If you're watching this tape, I'm probably dead, murdered by my brother-in-law Hank Schrader. Hank has been building a meth empire for over a year now and using me as his chemist. Shortly after my 50th birthday, Hank came to me with a rather, shocking proposition. He asked that I use my chemistry knowledge to cook methamphetamine, which he would then sell using his connections in the drug world. Connections that he made through his career with the DEA. I was... astounded, I... I always thought that Hank was a very moral man and I was... thrown, confused, but I was also particularly vulnerable at the time, something he knew and took advantage of. I was reeling from a cancer diagnosis that was poised to bankrupt my family. Hank took me on a ride along, and showed me just how much money even a small meth operation could make. And I was weak. I didn't want my family to go into financial ruin so I agreed. Every day, I think back at that moment with regret. I quickly realized that I was in way over my head, and Hank had a partner, a man named Gustavo Fring, a businessman. Hank essentially sold me into servitude to this man, and when I tried to quit, Fring threatened my family. I didn't know where to turn. Eventually, Hank and Fring had a falling out. From what I can gather, Hank was always pushing for a greater share of the business, to which Fring flatly refused to give him, and things escalated. Fring was able to arrange, uh I guess I guess you call it a "hit" on my brother-in-law, and failed, but Hank was seriously injured, and I wound up paying his medical bills which amounted to a little over $177,000. Upon recovery, Hank was bent on revenge, working with a man named Hector Salamanca, he plotted to kill Fring, and did so. In fact, the bomb that he used was built by me, and he gave me no option in it. I have often contemplated suicide, but I'm a coward. I wanted to go to the police, but I was frightened. Hank had risen in the ranks to become the head of the Albuquerque DEA, and about that time, to keep me in line, he took my children from me. For 3 months he kept them. My wife, who up until that point, had no idea of my criminal activities, was horrified to learn what I had done, why Hank had taken our children. We were scared. I was in Hell, I hated myself for what I had brought upon my family. Recently, I tried once again to quit, to end this nightmare, and in response, he gave me this. I can't take this anymore. I live in fear every day that Hank will kill me, or worse, hurt my family. I... All I could think to do was to make this video in hope that the world will finally see this man, for what he really is.
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Thread where I talk about interesting shit that happens in my day-to-day (usually never)
 
It VVILL pass [wholesome]
I actually do not know how to describe it properly. I wouldn't call it proper "sadness". It's something different. Something more intricate than just being sad.
My life has been uneventful for the past 2 years and I don't know what to make of this. I am relatively young, time isn't running out for me. But I could've done a lot more in 2 years than I did in reality. That upsets me greatly. It upsets me because it reveals a fatal flaw in my character. I am extremely lazy and unwilling. Unwillingness is my main flaw, I would say.
I do hope it will pass but this feeling comes back constantly. I don't know what causes this or what provokes it into happening but nevertheless I don't like it, it makes me extremely uncomfortable with my own self and destroys my self-esteem.
I can't cry over spilled milk
What's done is done and I can't change anything about that. Unless I did something atrocious (don't worry I didn't) I can always run away from my troubled past and start anew a life that hopefully brings more good memories than negative ones. With lessons learned from said past, of course.
I am hopeful but hopeless at the exact same time
 
I actually do not know how to describe it properly. I wouldn't call it proper "sadness". It's something different. Something more intricate than just being sad.
My life has been uneventful for the past 2 years and I don't know what to make of this. I am relatively young, time isn't running out for me. But I could've done a lot more in 2 years than I did in reality. That upsets me greatly. It upsets me because it reveals a fatal flaw in my character. I am extremely lazy and unwilling. Unwillingness is my main flaw, I would say.
I do hope it will pass but this feeling comes back constantly. I don't know what causes this or what provokes it into happening but nevertheless I don't like it, it makes me extremely uncomfortable with my own self and destroys my self-esteem.
I can't cry over spilled milk
What's done is done and I can't change anything about that. Unless I did something atrocious (don't worry I didn't) I can always run away from my troubled past and start anew a life that hopefully brings more good memories than negative ones. With lessons learned from said past, of course.
I am hopeful but hopeless at the exact same time
Yea, I think I know exactly what you mean. I still feel it from time to time, but you're right, you can't dwell on it. You just have to let it sting a bit and then look to the future.
Any little thing will help. Go outside more, exercise, anything that changes your day to day and something that will gradually improve with time.
It's easier said than done, but sometimes you just have to hype yourself up and say "fuck it, I'm doing that shit I don't like to do right now" and then do it before you have a chance to talk yourself out of it.
Like anything, it takes practice. It might feel impossible right now, or like you're just not meant to make it out of that hole, but it won't be like that forever.
 
Yea, I think I know exactly what you mean. I still feel it from time to time, but you're right, you can't dwell on it. You just have to let it sting a bit and then look to the future.
Any little thing will help. Go outside more, exercise, anything that changes your day to day and something that will gradually improve with time.
It's easier said than done, but sometimes you just have to hype yourself up and say "fuck it, I'm doing that shit I don't like to do right now" and then do it before you have a chance to talk yourself out of it.
Like anything, it takes practice. It might feel impossible right now, or like you're just not meant to make it out of that hole, but it won't be like that forever.
Thank you for the kind words, even if they're simply pixels on a screen I still acquire some value out of them. The advice you gave was genuinely helpful
Besides the constant dullness in my life I've been through a couple of turbulent events. Ones that didn't last too long but were extremely stressful nonetheless. Like it was pent-up emotion being liberated all at once because I couldn't take it anymore. I don't like that kind of behavior. That's the behavior of someone who is mentally ill. I don't like thinking of myself as an ill individual but I sort of am. Realistically. I can't do anything about the objective, we all have problems anyway.
 
I actually do not know how to describe it properly. I wouldn't call it proper "sadness". It's something different. Something more intricate than just being sad.
My life has been uneventful for the past 2 years and I don't know what to make of this. I am relatively young, time isn't running out for me. But I could've done a lot more in 2 years than I did in reality. That upsets me greatly. It upsets me because it reveals a fatal flaw in my character. I am extremely lazy and unwilling. Unwillingness is my main flaw, I would say.
I do hope it will pass but this feeling comes back constantly. I don't know what causes this or what provokes it into happening but nevertheless I don't like it, it makes me extremely uncomfortable with my own self and destroys my self-esteem.
I can't cry over spilled milk
What's done is done and I can't change anything about that. Unless I did something atrocious (don't worry I didn't) I can always run away from my troubled past and start anew a life that hopefully brings more good memories than negative ones. With lessons learned from said past, of course.
I am hopeful but hopeless at the exact same time
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I'm watching that episode where Walter gets fired from his high school and also tries to kill Ted with a potted plant and also where he berates Jesse for proving he isn't 100% dependent on him and also where he kisses Carmen which is the reason he gets fired to begin with and ... lol. #hilarious #funny #top10episodes #epicfail #meth
 
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T480 killed itself for no fucking reason so I'm currently using the W500 and I don't have my password saved on here. Claus I'm tired. Please. It's finals week too so I have to decide between diagnosing whatever the fuck happened or studying for my tests
 
T480 killed itself for no fucking reason so I'm currently using the W500 and I don't have my password saved on here. Claus I'm tired. Please. It's finals week too so I have to decide between diagnosing whatever the fuck happened or studying for my tests
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T480 killed itself for no fucking reason so I'm currently using the W500 and I don't have my password saved on here. Claus I'm tired. Please. It's finals week too so I have to decide between diagnosing whatever the fuck happened or studying for my tests
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T480 killed itself for no fucking reason so I'm currently using the W500 and I don't have my password saved on here. Claus I'm tired. Please. It's finals week too so I have to decide between diagnosing whatever the fuck happened or studying for my tests
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