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July 5th, 2026: The day after. I woke up early and asked my mom at 7:15am if I could have the car for church, I checked my phone and the church my grandma frequented was open at 8:00am. I drove off at 7:45am and eventually got there, but it said the mass wasn’t happening until much later. So I drove to St. Clare’s in Centerville, Michigan for their 8:30am mass. I got in and sat near the back with there being like 5 young people, 2 mothers, and the rest of the small church was filled with old people. The priest was from India and the homily had to be 10 minutes long. I went up for communion from a eucharistic minister and also got the blood of Christ from a second eucharistic minister. I kneeled and prayed for a bit as the older people went out including one woman who described herself as being from Lansing, Michigan. While waiting in line for the cake they were serving after mass, this Black guy my age tried talking to me twice, I obliged on the third time.
“What’s your favorite video game?”
He asked me, I responded:
“Holdfast, Nations at War.”
The guy said:
“Sonic Heroes."
It was released in 2004 from what he told me. I asked him about Sonic 2006 because I heard it was hated, but he told me that it wasn’t that bad and that it was rushed to be published with glitches. I sat down and ate cake with coffee. I then took the car back home across a covered bridge and then got in for a second breakfast of monkey bread with syrup. I got packed up a bit more and wrote. Nurse aunt mentioned that 5th Division’s girlfriend had been dating since last Christmas. A bit later I was offered to go on a walk with my mom, Nurse aunt, and Beer aunt, while walking along, I didn’t want to be near my mom and stayed behind a bit, a bit later, my mom was talking about me.
“...he just turned 21 last year.”
I corrected her that I turned 22 last year and I’m still 22. She got real upset at me, so I didn’t talk as much until we got to the distant cousin’s house. We got in and I had some watermelon they cut up. It turns out the matriarch is my grandpa Carson’s sister, she had 11 children. I talked to some of the grand children including Lil’ Michael and his mother, plus his father. Lil’ Michael’s mother’s father’s mother is my grandpa Carson’s sister. The matriarch had an old copy of the missal but I don’t think she was in, there was also this Butch girl who is Carson’s sister’s granddaughter, she said she remembered meeting me but only when we were little. Carson’s dad wrote an autobiography and I read a scan of it. Overhearing stuff from my closer family. At 12:51pm, one of my mom’s first architecture projects is a mikvah, she couldn’t even touch the drawings the Orthodox rabbis gave out because women are ritually impure so my mom secretly touched them. There was also one of my second cousin’s Hispanic boyfriend, he’s from Waco, Texas and he meet my second cousin in college. We went back later but not before I found some embroidery stuff of all the grandchildren and their birthdays and Lil’ Michael’s mom was September 9th, 1993. We left a bit later and I walked back with them. I stayed downstairs and packed to leave at 3:30pm, I saw Margarethe’s sister, whom I will be calling Benedikte, her husband, and their 2 children. I talked with the others and saw Benedikte’s son sit on his grandpa Ford’s lap. We departed and I got a some sour Haribo gummy bears at the first stop for gas we made, there was a real woman working there. We got back on the road and I had to navigate through delays until I got over at 5:38pm and caught my aunt on a walk, I said hi to my cousins when I overheard my aunt tell Thing Alpha about my grandpa naming the Jews during a conversation, Thing Beta was too drunk to notice anything amiss. We then went to a pizza place that my dad told me I should pay for. I took them and Thing Alpha got a cosmopolitan drink while Thing Beta got something else, I got a whiskey old fashioned which my aunt said she could smell from across the table. The Mexico vs England game was on and we watched it on the tv. I got back and then smoked some weed with Thing Alpha and Thing Beta, Thing Alpha brought out Alfredo the snake and I let him tour the room the twins shared as Thing Beta talked about marrying her boyfriend. I typed up my blogpost for yesterday after taking a shower and then went to sleep.

Song of the Day: But Anyway - Blues Traveler (1990)
 
July 6th, 2026: Chicago then heading back home. I woke up early and I had breakfast with Thing Alpha. I spent more time fatshaming their cat Monty by playing with his primordial pouch. My aunt had started the coffee pot yesterday and she got things up and running. Thing Alpha left while Jared was still in bed and so was Thing Beta. As my aunt had a listing, we worked out a deal to head to grandma Jane’s house around 11:00am. On my aunt’s pile of envelopes, I spotted something dated July 6th, 1986 and she told me it was pictures she got taken dressed up in typical 1980s colorful and vibrant fashion. I got in the car with my stuff at that time as taking the bus would be too hard. I talked with my aunt about the current job market and how hard it is, she sympathized with my plight and told me about this AI company that tried to get her on which sounded super scammy, I told her the shitoko job that my mom wanted me to go with and even wrote a ChatGPT generated letter for me to consult. I didn’t continue with that job. When we got to grandma Jane’s house my aunt said that she couldn’t go upstairs because she had to get to her listing but she then proceeded to talk a lot about politics, they mentioned the SSPX schism but she misinterpreted their only issue with Vatican II as being the ecumenicism after World War 2 and the Holocaust as being bad, not the changes in the liturgy being the prime issue, I corrected them on that and told them more of the history. I also found out why my grandpa named the Jews, it’s because the Chicago Bears are moving to Gary, Indiana. That’s why. I went upstairs and had bean soup with some salad while talking. We moved to the living room and I had to talk politics without letting out my chuddiness, she complained about union construction workers doing next to nothing while construction costs are so expensive, she accused Democrats of overregulating and Republicans of underregulating. She showed me some pictures of me including playing with the CEO of a company who was the woman who found out I was autistic, she managed to get a word in for me to skip this queue for enrollment in programs critically needed. She even showed me this text:
<Accessing the best possible public education is critical for these children. The name of this project itself directly relates to the selected outcomes. The staff member who designed this intervention has a 2 1⁄2 year-old grandson who was diagnosed with ASD. Based on this personal experience with ASD, the staff member felt very compelled to make this pilot a reality so that it could benefit others in similar situations. Additionally, dispelling one of the many stereotypes associated with these disorders - that these kids do not want to be touched - her grandson frequently throws out his arms and runs toward family when they say they want a "BIG hug." The project was named BIG Hug as a reminder that these children are loving and have many strengths, and that families and caregivers are the key to building the special environment these children need to feel loved and supported so they can reach their potential.
I went on a walk with my Grandma at the beach and spotted this extremely obese woman I found cute. We went back and we talked a bit more and she told me about this Unitarian Universalist church she visited with her friend. She described the architecture as more modern and the stained glass windows weren’t of religious themes, the pastor was a woman and the kids sat in their own section while the priest went to minister, there was a section for dogs, one time a month they would have a mass while wearing masks, the church had a social justice group that goes to protests, and you want to know why grandma Jane doesn’t join the church? Answer: monthly fees. I got driven to the Metra station that I failed to get the online ticket sales working so after 1 stop when the ticket lady came around, I paid $3.75 in cash. I rode the rest of UP-N down to the Metra station then ran to the Amtrak station to catch my train. I got on at 5:00pm and rode it back. Talking with Macie on Snapchat she told me she was making a bar at her girlfriend’s parent’s house, the conversation eventually turned into me revealing I only get matches far off and I asked her if she knew anybody single, nope, I think Macie just wants me to remain single. I got back and there was this cute emo girl who offered me the bench seat while waiting for the bus. I got on and then got home at 7:10pm, I quickly changed into my red velvet blazer, my black pants with white lines, and hopped on the bus at 7:20pm for the younger French priest’s ordination anniversary. Supersenior was on the bus as he said he’s going to the post office to drop off a letter for Rosen, he’s doing 2 letters a week and I got his address from him so I’ll write to Rosen soon. I got off and ran over to the church so I wouldn’t be 30 minutes late. I got in line for the slow food line after the Omahan, Loid, I spotted Zhao talking with Jordan about theology. I went over to hear them debate as Zhao had multiple books from Archbishop Lefebvre. I left to see Bonaventure talking to Salignac and said hi to Bonaventure. Others there included Yor, the two priests, Dorothy, and Abscond. There was a guy in the bushes outside the fence staring in at us so Bonaventure and one other person went to solve that. I talked with the younger French priest and found out he’s from Rennes in Brittany, France. I went to talk with Dorothy a bit but she left early the first time but stayed longer the second. I went to get punch and then talked with Abscond, the first thing she does is ask me how things are going with Kateri, I told Abscond that
Kateri said she didn’t see things working out with me. I asked if Abscond’s sister would be here yet Abscond told me she kept inviting her sister to come but she was like half an hour west of Green Bay, Wisconsin so she never shows up. Abscond tells me she’s 25 and the reason why she doesn’t go to this church (only church I’ve been to with security guards) and also wears a fake engagement ring because of creepy men (read: noobs) and goes to a diocesan TLM nearby. Dorothy, wearing a Notre Dame hat, came to talk with us a bit more after smoking cigarettes. The older French priest announced there’d be cake which had red, white, and blue filling, no frosting, and cherries on top arranged to form the numbers 10. I got in “line” behind Salignac and then asked her:
“Wait are you in line?”
She replied:
“Oh no I’m not, I’ll have some a bit later.”
I ate it. I was feeling a bit drunk so I dumped out the rest of my alcohol in the sink inside while Yor was there. I went back out and the older French priest offered me some bread things that had alcohol in them before baking, but the alcohol was baked fully away, even though that’s a myth. Jordan and Zhao’s debate was now on the invalidity of receiving communion on the hand and the dispensation for it that had to be issued. I left at like 9:30pm, shaking a lot of people’s hands like Abscond, Dorothy, Bonaventure, Salignac, the Omahan, Zhao, Jordan, and others. I took the bus home and got to the bus stop as the bus arrived. Some homeless Black guy named Eric complimented my suit and asked for money for the bus fare so I gave him $5.00. I moved some stuff and on one trip back, I scared a tiny bunny away from their mother. I felt real guilty. At 10:45pm in the TradCath groupchat I wrote:
>While hauling stuff to my new apartment, I saw a normal rabbit and a smaller rabbit run off in opposite directions, I feel so guilty for accidentally separating a baby from it’s momma, pray for the rabbits.
I took a shower at my new apartment and went to sleep.

Song of the Day: Higher Ground - Stevie Wonder (1973)
 
July 7th, 2026: Lots and lots of moving today. I woke up early at roughly 6:30am and then went over to haul stuff to the new apartment in small loads. I packed some ceramic bowls including one of James the Greater’s that had deer art on it and pushed it in a cardboard box atop my rolling drawer. The thing is the slight movement with the sidewalk caused the drawer to stop when going over 45%, breaking the 2 bowls from James the Greater but not my boring bowl. I made more trips to and from the old and the new for most of the day. At 2:00pm I stopped for lunch and got a philly cheesesteak. I went back to haul more stuff. At 2:54pm, I got a call from my dad saying that he was in downtown Chicago and it would take an hour more than usual to get here. I continued moving regardless and bought this energy drink to quench my thirst. My last load before my dad got over was the gigantic rug in the living room. I grabbed it and put it on top of my head, it was exhausting to carry it all the way to the closet in the new apartment just to take up space. I was catching my breath when at 4:50pm, my dad texted me:
<I’m out front
To which I replied:
>I’m walking over.
I got there in a few minutes and started loading up stuff. We had to park in the no tow zone to unload items and it took a couple back and forth drives (we had to make 4 left turns to get back to my old apartment) to carry stuff over like the rocking chair, the desk, most of the stuff in the toiletries and cleaning supplies closet, all the hangers that I had in my closet, my many packed boxes, all of the stuff in the refrigerator and its freezer the rest of the pots and pans. On the first trip over, my dad asked for water for his large container so I emptied an entire tray of ice cubes into it then added then I poured James the Greater’s water purifier into my dad’s container. At roughly 7:00pm we went to this subway shop nearby and I recommended my dad get this 8” sandwich with au jus gravy for dipping sauce. Mine was a 4” italian sandwich and I had unsweetened tea. I was dropped off at my new apartment and said goodbye. I got upstairs. I took two pictures of the apartment (more which showed the outside but I have some sense of opsec):

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Also there was a sock monkey mug which I found that we had hidden in the back of the mug shelf that I never knew about, I posted about it with this picture:

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Someone in the TradCath groupchat mentioned a joke about marriage being bad
I commented with the image:
>Benefits of getting married: can share the monkey mug with the wife.
I re-created an account for WooPlus and didn’t get many matches at the start. At 9:03pm the Texan wrote in reply to my story:
<I had this same mug
Which started the conversation:
>Proof?
<[post with proof]
>What?
<The mug is in the picture
<Are you blind

>Yes

<Fix that
>No

<Why not
>Our BBW queens are dying off.
>Just saw a 140lb 5’4” woman say she’s starting peptides.

<Our?
<I’m on one

>Satanic.
<How
>BBW genocide or something.

<Just find a girl that likes being fat
<But I think that will be hard

>WooPlus hardly gives me matches.

<I don’t think normal people use that app
I took a shower and then a while later watched a Family Guy clip about the horses choosing to dance with Peter Griffin’s friends but not Peter Griffin set to If You Leave. I posted it and went to sleep.

Song of the Day: If You Leave - Orchestral Manoeuvres in the Dark (1986)
 
July 8th, 2026: Macie’s 23rd birthday today, Oriang’s 22nd birthday today. I woke up at 6:00am and went over after breakfast to start cleaning at 7:50am. I first started with vacuuming all the rooms including James the Greater’s old room. Then I worked on cleaning out the refrigerator which was actually harder than expected because I had to take apart a glass shelf to clean out the gunk that was caught in the metal railing and the plastic. It connecting the glass panes. I then tried scrubbing off the grease on the side of the fridge that was facing. At this point I gave up at 9:30am and went over to the convenience store to buy a cheap mop, some off brand Fabuloso, and degreaser. It took too long to get someone to unlock the display for the chemical stuff and too long. At 9:37am I texted my landlady:
>It’s taking longer than I thought to clean the apartment, is it possible to delay checkout.
And she agreed to it. I got the grease off the fridge easily and went to work mopping. It took a lot and cleaning off the countertops, stoves, and inside. At 12:00pm I took a break for like an hour to head back to my new apartment and eat lunch, which was 6 whole poached eggs with a green apple flavored gatorade. Next was dusting and cleaning all the windowsills, I had to pop some of the windows to spray them with window cleaner. I went to the bathroom to scrub the tiles with soapscum remover. I even got above the doorframes and had to take some stuff over to the new apartment that I left. I went out to empty the trash at 2:06pm but forgot my keys inside, so I texted the apartment groupchat:
>Can someone let me in, I left my keys inside while cleaning.
Someone came out and I finished up scrubbing the walls. At 3:00pm the landlady came in and I joked to her saying:
“I got a gift for you.”
Handing in my keys I was to return. The landlady said I did a pretty good job cleaning even though it had been in a chain of ownership for like 4 years. I left and took my cleaning supplies back to the new apartment in two trips. I spent the rest of the hour lounging around and even getting a soda to drink, then at 4:00pm I started packing to head home. At 4:50pm I got on the bus and took it to the bus station. At 5:12pm, this Indian lady went up to the front of the bus to get off and I smelled her body stench, every day I hate the H-1B virus even more. At the bus station I was wearing my vinyl jacket with dress pants, my UK t-shirt, and black dress pants, I was quite fashionable and the Amish family noticed. I got beef jerky for dinner then got on my bus at 6:00pm. The bus ride over was a bit uncomfortable but I was picked up by my dad when I got there and he drove me home. The first thing I did when I got home was help my dad move a shelf for my sister into the minivan. Next I got a glass of milk then joined my family for an actual dinner, where I found out that none of my cousins would be in Denver, Colorado then, no 6ie, no Rocky, no Margarethe, no Alexander, no Alexander’s kids, I was furious that I wouldn’t see them. I got root beer floats for dessert and found the nice cat, so I went upstairs and took a shower before going to sleep with the nice cat.

Song of the Day: Big Brother - Kanye West (2007)
 
July 9th, 2026: Driving to Denver today. I woke up at 7:00am and got packed a bit. I had some organic cocoa puffs for breakfast and then got my backpack filled with some books for the road. I had matched on Bumble with this bigger woman who had told me she was married since 2017 but last year her husband left her and just straight up abandoned her, it sucks. I continued reading Sharpe’s Triumph intermittently. When we first left to Addison’s house when I realized I left my wallet at home, it was a short distance so I got it then went back into the car. I had my phone on Google Maps with SuperLocalMaps loaded in the background to fill it out. At 10:25am we got into Dubuque, Iowa and I loved the scenery, maybe I should consider moving there, a bit out of Dubuque my mom asked me if I was going to get a master’s degree in data science, or more like she wanted me to and was trying to control my life. I told my mom that to do the accelerated masters like James the Greater is doing, I needed to take some courses during my 4 year degree, I absolutely don’t want to go to college again. At 11:14am we stopped at this Kwik Star a bit east of Marion, Iowa that we stopped at all the way back in 2021 when we were heading to Philmont, I bought blue moon milk there after going to the bathroom. At 2:00pm we stopped at a rest stop in Adair, Iowa and had lunch, which for me was the beef sandwich with white cheddar cheese and sriracha hot sauce. Inside the stop was two maps I liked:
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I analyzed the cities on the southern border and their Mexican counterparts like San Diego, California and Tijuana, Baja California, Eagle Pass, Texas and Piedras Negras, Coahaili, Laredo, Texas and Nuevo Laredo, Tamaulipas, El Paso, Texas and Ciudad Juares, Chihuahua, and Nogales, Arizona, and… Nogales, Sonora. We got back on the road and then kept driving. At 2:49pm, I found out Adam’s cat Marmelade passed away today at the age of 16 which made me pretty sad, the last time I saw him he was super skinny. I continued reading and eventually I finished up Sharpe’s Triumph. At 6:16pm in Kearney, Nebraska, we passed this arch bridge thing so I took a picture:
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I talked with my parents about getting a television from my first apartment to use at my new apartment. At 7:27pm we crossed into Colorado but still had a way to go. We stopped at a Sinclair gas station south of Crook which was very filthy. We arrived late at like 10:15pm and took stuff in, I stayed in the guest bedroom and then published my blogpost for the day, I took a shower and then went to sleep.

Song of the Day: I Want Candy - Bow Wow Wow (1982)
 
July 10th, 2026: A full day in Colorado, I woke up early and my mom had taken 6ie’s dog Levi for a walk, Dharma died sadly. I had 2 cups of coffee from the Keurig machine with re-usable cups 6ie and Rocky left us. 6ie’s neighbor came over and she was a tall White woman who was to watch the dog, she completed her PhD at University of Wisconsin-Madison in environmental chemistry or something similar. A bit later after writing a lot, I published my blogpost for July 9th, 2026 on Soyjak.forum but as I was working on the SoyBooru forum upload, my mom came in and asked me:
“Are you ready to head to lunch.”
At 12:30pm so I packed up and got in the minivan to drive to lunch. After parking was solved, we went to the Schoolyard Beer Garden, which was an old school built in 1904 renovated to contain coworking spaces and a restaurant. Eventually my sister joined us then her boyfriend and we had burgers and fries while watching the Spain vs Belgium game. After lunch we went up to the workspace that my sister’s boyfriend rented out and saw some maps and bookshelves. A bit later on we talked and my sister’s boyfriend told us he worked at a renewables company doing maintenance. My mom told the story of Benedikte’s husband living and working remote in Boston, Massachusetts when in the spring, his boss said they needed to move back to Ann Arbor, Michigan because of a cut to remote work. Benedikte and her husband got a house in Ann Arbor, Michigan after selling the one they had, but the boss demanded they come back to Ann Arbor in the fall so they had to rush the sale and move but a short while after moving back home with the two kids, the CEO laid Benedikte’s husband off but he got fired later. We went to my sister’s apartment to take up the bookshelf to her bedroom as my mom cleaned it off. I saw my sister doing remote work and then we walked a distance to the Molly Brown House museum. The house belonged to Margaret “Molly” Brown who was famous for being a suffragette, a socialite, and for surviving the 1912 sinking of the Titanic. Here’s some pictures I took:
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The upstairs had stuff about Irish immigrants to Colorado, specifically Leadville, Colorado. At 3:28pm my sister texted me:

<Do you have a vertical or horizontal id
<Drivers license

I told her:
>Vertical.
And we continued the tour. At the end of the tour, I saw a Titanic themed board game on display that my dad said he wanted. I filled out a short survey at the request of one of the staff. We walked back to my sister’s place but my parents got distracted with a house listing (with insane HOA fees, like $285 a year) while it was starting to rain, I had to tell them to stop being distracted and we got to my sister’s apartment so we could drive to my sister’s boyfriend’s apartment. We got in and my sister’s boyfriend let us up to his room, it was much nicer than my sister’s apartment and I took some pictures of his bookshelf:
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My sister made us all spritzs as we enjoyed the alcohol, I noticed that my sister’s boyfriend also had a Wii yet he said when playing Mario Kart Wii, some tracks cause it to freeze up like Yoshi’s Falls. The view from the balcony was amazing. We were all at the couch later to watch a woman’s soccer game until at 7:35pm fAsherah texted me:

<[image of post it note with my name and phone number]
<This was in when i walked in !!!

I asked and she said there were no others like it. We got a reservation for an Italian restaurant at 8:00pm, while waiting outside, one woman pointed at me with her thumb and her friend noticed. We got in and ordered the mussels first, my mom said there was a rumor that east coast mussels were farmed near sewage output and used to clean it up. My sister’s boyfriend talked about not ordering Chesapeake Bay oysters after working there a bit with a professor. My sister’s boyfriend continued to talk about his sister being addicted to doordashing everything and how her and her boyfriend are financially irresponsible, she’s also like 20 years old. I ordered this fettuccine gorgonzola with beef dish and loved it when it came out. We finished eating at 9:00pm so we left and said bye to my sister and her boyfriend before getting home, playing with the dog, and talking with the woman I matched with on Bumble more, I went to sleep as I was too tired to take a shower.

Song of the Day: Ripples… - Genesis (1976)
 
July 11th, 2026: My first ever concert today. I woke up early and had some breakfast, I hung outside on the swing while Levi the dog was chilling out around me. I swung on the chair outside for a bit at 9:30am until we got packed to head down to Colorado Springs for my sister’s soccer tournament. We missed the first game but we arrived in time for the second game where my sister’s boyfriend was watching, I heard a lot of people speaking Spanish, I got my dad’s hat and then I went over to the concessions to buy some lemonade to drink, I walked over and they asked $8.00 for a thing of lemonade with fresh lemons in it, I asked for piña colada flavoring in mine and then took this picture of the lemonade stand:
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I went back and watched a bit more with this Hispanic guy coming around to sell frozen treats in a short thick tube, I grabbed a yellow one thinking it would be pineapple flavored but it was actually eggnog flavored, my mom got a green one and my dad got a blue one and we all enjoyed ours. My sister lost 3-2 for the first game we were there for. The next game was called off due to the team my sister was to go up against forfeiting their first two matches, so my parents decided to take me to see Garden of the Gods. We arrived at 1:55pm and this lady dressed in a 19th century plain dress told us where to go if we wanted to do the free walk, we got water and saw signs warning about rattlesnakes, for our walk, we didn’t see a single rattlesnake.
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We walked northwest to the famous red rocks and took multiple pictures, doing a short loop because my sister might be advancing in the tournament.

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I had to go to the bathroom so I went north past the sign and in the bathroom there were stainless steel toilets, very cold to sit on but it was hot outside so it wasn’t that bad.
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We took a different path back to the car and encountered a chicken coop with some turkeys mixed in. One chicken had gotten out of the coop and up on a fence and we were concerned but a reenactor said to us:
“Don’t worry, they’ll come back in at night.”
We saw the sheep all lying on the ground due to the heat and then walked around the village until we got into the car to drive back to Denver, Colorado. On the drive back, a car crash caused our drive to take 30 minutes longer than usual. We regrouped at 6ie’s house and I had some of my mom’s leftover shrimp scampi for dinner. I had texted the woman I met over Bumble a lot and she went paddleboarding today but fell into the water. We drove over to Red Rocks Amphitheatre for the concert, I thought it would just be Asleep at the Wheel and I was glad. We bought plastic water bottles because we didn’t have water bottles we could carry in. We got in and parked in a low parking lot and slowly made our way up. The metal detector flagged me so I had to step aside but they found nothing. I got in and we sat a distance up, saving 2 seats for my sister and her boyfriend. The introductory band started at 7:00pm opened up with Miles and Miles of Texas. Asleep at the Wheel also did a cover of Dublin Blues by Guy Clark, which was my favorite song of the whole show. I liked how the band looked and was dressed, they’re the dying breed of southern cowboys who you’d find in a bar in rural Texas after a long day of ranching or working the oil field, listening to Dusty Springfield and ZZ Top. Ray Benson was the guy and charge and Ian Stewart was dressed very cowboy like on the fiddle. Nick Brown was on the saxophone. 1783917145665.jpeg
They ended at like 8:30pm and I was sad because I actually liked it as the next band was so much worse. The Avett Brothers, this group of cacaots puts out goytunes on par with The Lumineers. Perhaps their two worst songs are a tie between Murder in the City and Ain’t No Man as they embody Millennial noobbrim. I bought a Blue Moon beer with the beer saleswoman that came by and my mom got Voodoo Ranger, or as I like to call it, Reddit Ranger because it’s designed to appeal to dummyed leftist soylennials who play on the Nintendo Switch while their wives that they got for some fucking reason are being pounded by the bull as they brag about how good this new IPA is (fun fact: SSRIs numb your ability to taste bitterness). My sister and her boyfriend arrived and the only thing I remember from the night aside from the middle aged woman singing the lyrics loudly and the garbage music is my sister and her boyfriend calling themselves DINKs; Dual Income No Kids. Another piece of Reddit cacaotry I didn’t need. The music went on far too long and I remember cellist Joe Kwon got some love from the crowd and even sun this Vietnamese (or other South East Asian language) near the end. Some guy next to me during the fake ending started shouting:“One more song! One more song!”And I almost decided to punch him, I was tired of this drivel. We finally left after a long walk out to the car and me being the only one to remember this tour bus we walked past to get to Red Rock Amphitheatre. We got in the car and drove back home. I was dreading the inevitable where they ask me my opinion on the band, I give it, and they get mad at me and call me unappreciative. My dad asked me:
“So what’d you think of the band?”
I told him:
“It’s just generic millennialslop like The Lumineers, Asleep at the Wheel was much better.”
He replied quite unangry:
“I think the Lumineers is good, also one if the brothers is 50.”
I looked it up and Scott Yancey Avett was born June 19th, 1976 and Timothy Seth Avett was born July 30th, 1980. My parents kept playing The Avett Brothers so I asked them to stop and they asked me what I should play instead, I listed Genesis off the top of my head and they changed Pandora radio to that, not a single Genesis song played but the music was better. I got back at 11:50pm and I continued writing…

Song of the Day: Miles and Miles of Texas - Asleep at the Wheel (1976)
 
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July 12th, 2026: Lazy day today, I woke up early and got dressed for church at 8:00am. I couldn’t have gone to Our Lady of Mount Carmel in Littleton, Colorado because it was an hour away, so I walked to a different church that was a bit packed but it noticeably had only 3 women veiling and the babies were crying, the homily was ok and I got sorted into the Eucharistic minister’s line. I walked back and got to my lodging at 9:20am. I made scrambled eggs for my dad’s breakfast and mine. I added 3 eggs while he asked for 2 eggs; 5 tablespoons of milk all in all instead of that stupid recipe my mom learned from TikTok where they replace milk with cottage cheese. I was checking Instagram when I saw that Rose got married yesterday and I wasn’t invited. I spotted Henry, Kaitlin, the Keralan man, Oriang, Luigi, Alley, Jaime, and Ava. I wouldn’t have been able to attend but I hate them for not even bothering to invite me. I continued typing on the computer and even posted a bit on KiwiFarms. I played with Levi a bit and then got lunch, which was a sandwich and Cheez-Its. I didn’t do much and talked with my parents a bit. I heard that there was a soccer game that we would be going to starting at 5:00pm and a bit later, 6ie’s neighbor came over to play with the dog a bit, we got packed for the game at 3:00pm but stopped at my sister’s apartment to pick up her, her boyfriend, and another friend. They packed some stuff into the trunk so much so that it would have spilled out had someone opened it. I was moved to the back to sit next to my sister’s friend, he’s from Dane County, Wisconsin and moved here in February of this year. We drove over and then got out. As we were applying sunscreen, my mom criticized me for wearing long pants but it was a dry heat so it was advantageous versus wearing short pants. My mom then said she could spray the back of my neck but I refused, I didn’t want her babying me. We got in and then sat in what should be shaded seats that were directly in the sun. I hate modern architecture, we got burgers and fries for our meal and I got water to drink. The game was Denver FC vs Houston FC at DICK’S Sporting Goods Park. We moved to the shaded part (western benches) and we watched the game that ended in a 2-2 tie, surprisingly no overtime.
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During the second half I got banana split flavored Dippin Dots for $7:50. A bit of an overcharge but I loved them. I overheard my dad talking with my sister’s friend about his work for Saint Louis Athletica being the funnest job he’s ever had in his life. My sister’s friend got a beer and my mom got us all popcorn. As we left, it was a bit of a walk outside. It took a while from when we got into the minivan to when we started driving. On the way there we went past a dog food factory that people built a lot of apartments next to somehow. We dropped my sister, her boyfriend, and her friend off at her place then drove back home to find my socks and my blue and white plaid button-down in the living room. Suddenly Levi wants to come into the room I’m staying in. I typed a bit more then took a shower late before going to sleep.

Song of the Day: Angel from Montgomery - John Prime (1971)
 
July 13th, 2026: Going camping today. I woke up early and had granola with milk. I also got coffee and played with Levi a bit. As I hadn’t heard that we were planning on going camping, I didn’t pack much good for camping but I put some clothes and toiletries in a bag. Also it’s Kaitlin’s 23rd birthday today. We left at 9:00am to go to the grocery store for food. I was the cart pusher while my dad picked stuff off of my mom’s list and put it in. We put it in the cooler we had and then drove over. At 10:27am we were in Evergreen, Colorado and we passed some construction for a new bridge or road, I couldn’t really tell.
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At 10:33am we were in Idaho Springs, Colorado, I was sadly unable to take good pictures of the town situated in the valley due to the concrete barrier. At 10:45am we arrived to Georgetown, Colorado. We stopped in a tourist shop and I bought a facts about Colorado fridge magnet, it listed these facts about the state:

<STATE: Aug. 1st, 1876 The 38th State
<AREA: 104,100 Sq. Mi. 8th in Size
<CAPITAL: Denver
<BIRD: Lark Bunting
<FLOWER: Columbine
<SLOGAN: “Centennial State”

There was also a Pakistani family which prompted me to give them a disgusted look, hopefully it causes one of them to self-deport. We drove over to a gas station to buy ice and water before driving south up the mountain to our campsite. Around the time we passed the hydroelectric dam we lost signal so I had to go into airplane mode. We drove around until we found a camping spot that worked for us. I saved some Twitter discourse via screenshots. One was from Polymarket announcing:
<JUST IN: Extreme heat forces France to shut three nuclear reactors and cut power at eight more.
With a reply from doomer (@uncledoomer)
<why don't they simply use the nuclear energy to power the air conditioners to cool the nuclear energy
I laughed at that, but also Sam Niell has passed away (September 14th, 1947 - July 13th, 2026) we drove around to find a campsite then set up. I got this orange tent that is a 2 person tent (the rule of Boy Scouts is that a tent’s actual capacity is half the listed capacity) set up and a weird air mattress that requires you to connect to a bag, fill the bag with air, and then roll the air-filled bag so the air goes in. We ate lunch and got packed to head to our first hiking expedition to this lake. Yet at 1:24pm I spotted a grey cat in the campside running over to the head of the camp’s
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We went to the guy in charge and he told us her name is Meowzebub. After the Canaanite God. We walked up to the first map and my parents told me to get the car and drive it up. I did and we drove it further to reduce our hiking distance by about 1.5 kilometers.


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We hiked through the forests first then more rocky terrain until I was near a snowbank up the mountain, I climbed it, grabbed some snow, and shaped it into a snowball:
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I brought the snowball back down and also a quartz rock with silver in it, like a small amount, I put it in my dad’s backpack and tossed the dirty snowball on the hiking trail. We finally reached the lake we were hiking to at 3:00pm:
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My parents and I spent a good amount of time chilling out, I nearly fell asleep while having my loaned hat over my face. We decided to start hiking back at 3:45pm.
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We passed more families on the way including an East Asian family of 4, a White couple with a dog named Alex wearing Toy Story 2 merchandise. We got back from the hike at 4:40pm and then drove down to our campsite to prepare dinner. We ate it all and made sure there was little left, I got some unchlorinated water from the pump and used it to wash my hands after going to the bathroom. I read this article from The Atlantic about why the Democrats love losing and one paragraph stood out to how much it whitewashed the walking argument against Black excellency, representative Jasmine Crockett

<Consider the scenario playing out in Texas, where Representative Jasmine Crockett, an unrestrained liberal media magnet, is running for the Senate seat held by the Republican John Cornyn. Crockett's gift for profane insult comedy aimed at Republicans has made her a celebrated sound-bite warrior on the left. But it is not clear that she would have a better chance of winning in red Texas than State Representative James Talarico, a 36-year-old former seminarian and aspiring minister, whose viral speeches have raised his profile, as well as a stunning amount of cash. Talarico's faith and his relative political moderation could make him more palatable to Texans than Crockett in a general election. In January, an Emerson College poll had Talarico performing slightly better against Cornyn than Crockett in a general-election matchup.
The electoral equivalent of a DEI hire, the most dummyed lady in congress, the sheboon stereotype materialized into Washington D.C. I hate The Atlantic sometimes I completed the entirety of Book III of St. Augustine’s Confessions as it was dark enough to have difficulty reading. I also put my Pentecost necklace in this netting above where I slept to remind me God is always watching out above me. I started to pray a 9 day novena for St. Jude and then I failed to go to sleep, I felt both cold and I couldn’t go on my phone —more specifically the internet— to distract myself from bad thoughts about life. I mean I can’t resolve them and I couldn’t find where I put my phone which I could use as a flashlight in the dark.

Song of the Day: Look What You’ve Done To Me - Boz Scraggs (1980)
 
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i would just like to say baptist is fake & gay compared to anglicanism also lutherian won & i like orthodox just to let you know if you didn't already lol
 
July 14th, 2026: A full day of hiking and exploration today, also Cajetan’s birthday. I woke up at 5:00am with the sun yet had to distract myself until 7:30am when we’d be going to eat breakfast. We ate scrambled eggs and round sausages for breakfast as we got coffee to drink with it. My mom had a book full of hiking trails to go to and we discussed which ones we’d be going down. I’d thought we’d be going to Silver Plume, Colorado for hiking but we’d actually be going to the much larger Silverthorne, Colorado. I read this article from The Atlantic about the decay of the United Kingdom. It mentioned how much environmental review was needed to build this incomplete nuclear power plant and HS2 (also incomplete). It mentioned Reform MP Nigel Farage’s rise to possibly become prime minister and his advocacy for taking power from outside reviewers and giving it to parliament, and unfortunately his support of the triple lock. No mention in the article about the Restore party or it’s MP: Rupert Lowe, or even his report on the Muslim rape gangs. We got packed for the day and got into the car. As we drove north into Georgetown, Colorado. Our cellular data came back as we caught sight of the town. I got these texts from Zhao:
<If you want the TLM in Colorado, the SSPX has two chapels (and a priory) there.
<https://sspx.org/en/list-sspx-chapels
<Don’t know how close they are to you though

But I told him I already went to mass on Sunday. At 11:10am, we went into the Dollar General to buy stuff like scrubbers, water bottles, a lighter, and a sponge. The old lady who works at the cash register who’s probably from here told us my dad needed to show his ID to scan for the lighter. It was Dollar General policy and I got myself a Gatorade and we drove over to Silverthorne, Colorado passing by the similarly named Silver Plume, Colorado, past Bakersville, Colorado, and then at 11:40am, we went under the Eisenhower tunnel, the speed limit there is 50mph. We had a bit of a hassle getting to the hiking spot but arrived there at 12:07pm:
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The car next to us had a New Mexico license plate. I noticed this and remarked that I’ve never been to the Albuquerquean’s place before. We started hiking south this time and passed by more hikers. We noticed there were recent forest fires a few years back, to the north of us on the hill was an obvious burn pattern, but where we walked, there was a weird pattern where trees would be randomly burnt or fire-damaged and then surrounded by perfectly healthy trees. The walk was shorter than last time and we arrived at 1:05pm.
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At 1:10pm, we arrived at Lilly Pad lake. I spotted this fat chipmunk and needed to take some photos:
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Photography aunt is flying to Ireland today from the conversation I heard and I sat on the log before heading out. On our hike back north to where we started at 1:41pm. I spotted an adolescent bird outside of its nest in the middle of the hiking trail. I picked it up which caused it to start making noises, to which the mama bird chirped back, the adolescent bird was only as capable of flight as a grown chicken. I wanted to give the chicken some water from my water bottle due to the heat yet we just continued walking up:
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It looked like it was about to rain soon just as we got to our cars and I walked around a radio tower near an underground propane tank. We got back at 2:13pm:
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We then got in the car and at 2:22pm I sent these texts to fAsherah:

>By the way I won’t have access to the Internet for most of my trip until tomorrow so I might not be able to receive a call from the hiring manager.
>Also does your store sell hopless beer?

I downloaded what I thought was a full copy of the Diary of Samuel Pepys but it was just volume V of the 1896 edition which covered from July 1st, 1665 to September 30th, 1666, whoops. We first drove to this store downtown to buy some more hiking stuff like hats, utensils, and other stuff. I got pepper flavored beef jerky and we went over to REI next. My mom tried some of the beef jerky and said it was too shitoko for her. I felt exhausted by the time we got to REI but my dad was looking at the high-end tents they had. I got a copy of this guide to mushroom identification I kept in the car. We drove back through the Edwin C. Johnson tunnel and then got out, I read this tweet on Twitter by Dr. Insensitive Jerk (@DrInsensitive):
<Nons hate Flock because they think the cameras are put there to stop nons from robbing Whites.
<Whites hate Flock because we know the cameras aren't put there to protect Whites.
<The Flock cameras are put there to stop Whites from doing anything about nons.

We arrived back at Georgetown, Colorado and we toured towards the south part of the town where the old stores were, including one shop selling lots of rock trinkets and new age stuff, I didn’t buy anything. We went over to this ice cream shop and got something before my mom picked up a book on sale called: How to Traumatize Your Child. She read a bit of it to me and I wasn’t having it. We got in the car and drove to our campsite. I got out and my dad started working on dinner, which was beef stroganoff with fire-roasted diced tomatoes mixed in, I thought it was a great idea by my dad to add the tomatoes. I got hot chocolate with my parents and then read this article by The Atlantic about the men who hate women and Masculism, it was the (female) author trying to browbeat right wing men into submission and not criticizing feminism in the slightest. I have a love-hate relationship with The Atlantic, it’s the best written piece of Jewish propaganda there is. I also redownloaded Infinitode 2 for my phone and spent a lot of time on that. At 9:56pm from my tweets that were saved on my phone from when I was online, Fox News on Xitter posted:
<NEW: Supreme Court Justice Amy Coney Barrett details the chilling threats her family has faced, revealing the terrifying moment her 12-year-old son discovered a bulletproof vest in her bedroom during the fallout of the Dobbs leak.
<Barrett also recounted a recent "swatting" incident at her home and receiving threatening anonymous deliveries, warning that while federal judges continue to do their jobs without fear or favor, the current threat level is "really high."

<"I didn't expect that performing this service was going to put me in the position of explaining to my children what a bulletproof vest was, and why I had to wear one."
I washed my hands off and then got dressed for sleep in the outdoors.

Song of the Day: Amos Moses - Jerry Reed (1970)
 
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