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August 13th, 2025: Final day of doing nothing. I woke up at 6:35am and got out of bed to make some breakfast, I was all out of cereal so I grabbed the 2 packets of instant oatmeal and tried to brew some hot water with James’ hot water pot he uses, but I couldn’t figure out how to get the lid off of the thing. I just used mine and ate it with a little bit too much water. I realized I haven’t used it in a while so I thought it would be best to pour a little bit of bleach in my electric kettle and the rest of it water and let it soak. I went to washing dishes and looked at the soap that James used, I saw the list of ingredients and here they are listed below for archival purposes and totally not because I want to win a lawsuit money in the far future:
C9-11 Alcohols Ethoxylated
C10-16 Alcohol Ethoxylate
Citric Acid
Ethanol
Fragrances
Lauramine Oxide
Lauryl/Myristyl Alcohol
Magnesium Nitrate
Methylchloroisothiazolinone
Methylisothiazolinone
Myristamine Oxide
Sodium Chloride
Sodium Laureth Sulfate
Sodium Lauryl Sulfate
Tetrasodium Glutamate Diacetate
Water
At the bottom I saw not to mix it with bleach so I waited for a while and then dumped out the bleach water from my grey electric kettle and rinsed it out multiple times. I then washed out my coffee pot and filled it up all the way so James could have some coffee, I brewed a pot and had half of it before texting James the Greater At 9:40am:
>By the way there’s coffee in my coffee pot on the counter if you want some.
I noticed his door was still closed and I wasn’t sure what he was doing. So I got back on wplace.live and continued working on my Patrick Sean Tomlinson pixel art. Still no sign of any motion from his door. I played some Holdfast until I went out and at 10:30am he texted me:
<Cool, thanks my dude
<It would seem I overslept

I replied back at 10:31am:
>I thought you left early.
He replied at 10:32am:
<Nah, but I will be heading out soon, probably be back tomorrow around noon or so
He finally woke up and got his coffee. A bit later at roughly 12:00pm I was getting ready to make lunch (ramen) and I asked him if I could use an egg, he said sure. I put the uncracked egg into the pot with the noodle block and cooked it until it was done. I took the egg out and tried to peel it but it seared my skin. I let it cool down and then peeled it, at this time James was gone. I decided to go hunting for books at this point so I waited and got on the bus downtown. Halfway through that this White guy with long hair sat in front of me and his hair just reeked badly. I moved up to the front of the bus, I hope he got the memo to wash his hair. I got off the bus and walked over to the old book store and got inside. The interior was filled with bookshelves that were just about 15 feet tall and multiple footstools and ladders were present in each section. There were multiple collections of the 1952 version of Great Books of the Western World set of 54 volumes. I remember grandma Jane had the collection and the books always stood out next to the unused fireplace in her condo for as long as I can remember. There was a second edition published in 1990 with 60 volumes, so based on calculation, a 3rd edition will be released in 2028 with 66 volumes. I made my way into this room in the back and found a small shelf about 8 feet high with plenty of military fiction on it. I saw multiple copies of the Sharpe book series in different styles and prices, below those were the Horatio Hornblower series. I debated what style of the books to buy, there were these orange spined books which had the most books in the series but the first one was the second book chronologically, Sharpe's Triumph, I wandered back and forth between the front and where the Sharpe books were until I finally bought this set of 5 books, Sharpe’s Tiger (1st book), Sharpe’s Fortress (3rd book), Sharpe’s Prey (5th book), Sharpe's Battle (12th book), and Sharpe’s Devil (23rd book, soon to be 24th book). I went up to the cashier manned by the White woman past the younger Asian woman with tattoos covering her arms, I asked the cashier if she had a copy of any History of X County book but she didn’t have anything. The Sharpe series cost me $34 dollars. I took the bus home and then decided to watch the second episode of the Sharpe tv series, Sharpe’s Eagle then gamed a lot more, dinner was reheated rachette with porcini mushroom sauce. I got dressed at 6:00pm and took the bus over to the Eucharist adoration place at 6:45pm and walked inside. I put my stuff down and got in line for confession. I confessed my sins to the priest about me struggling with lust and he just told me to pray 2 Hail Mary’s… I sat down next to Collum and continued praying until Stuart sat in the row in front of me and and in front of them was the family with 5 children. Eucharistic adoration ended at 7:45pm and I took not of the others here, Quinci, Elizabeth, Elijah’s mother, and then the Catholic center priest came up to me and asked:
“Hey Gemerson, we need people to acolyte and I was wondering if you could do it?”
I replied:
“What about the thing where you said I needed to redo training.”
He consoled me with:
“We can get you up to speed quickly!”
I passed but suggested that Stuart do it, Stuart said he had done it before but didn’t want to. I just got through the whole mass and once it ended, I went outside to the social and talked with a few other people like this girl who majored in Psychology talking with a different person, Gina to help her find her friend, and Stuart telling me he’s leaving on August 25th to go back to Washington, which disappointed me heavily. 9:18pm I left to walk to the bus, take the bus home, take a shower, and go to sleep.

Song of the Day: Papercut - Linkedin Park (2000)
 
August 14th, 2025: Back to work today. I woke up at 6:45am and waited to have breakfast. I brewed myself some coffee before heading to the convenience store to buy cereal, I got 3 boxes of Frosted Flakes for $5 and had some for breakfast. I played a few rounds of Holdfast before I got a text from my therapist telling me that she wouldn’t be at the therapy session, I agreed to reschedule it to Friday (tomorrow.) I got to work on my Biblejak so I could get caught up a bit more. I packed my copy of Sharpe’s Tiger into my drawstring bag and took one of my focus pills and walked to the bus stop. I got on the bus at 9:54am and got off and walked into my workplace. I went downstairs to check my task list and I was greeted by Bill shouting:
“Hey hey Gemerson! What’s happening?”
I replied:
“Nothing much, I just got in.”
I checked out my task list and it wasn’t bad, but I saw Jesse, John, and the dubstep guy working on a shipment we received. It was a while before I had to clock in so I relaxed knowing I wouldn’t have to do a thing about it. I started reading my book and I would say I’m interested so far. I clocked in at 10:24am and started helping Hill and John work on putting these items on the shelf. I went up front to check the employee list for that section and saw that fAsherah was supposed to be here. I took a while with that and then went back to stocking the beverage cooler, it took me a while to haul various sodas to the cooler. I worked on the other half until it came to be around 12:30pm so I went on my lunch break. I remembered that James the Great should be back by now, he texted me asking about going to dinner with him at this place and I told him it should be sometime after 7:00pm. For lunch I got a thing of potato salad and an Arizona Frost Chillzicle iced tea. I sent an image of it to the Green Bay girl on Snapchat and she asked me what flavor it was, I showed her and I told her there were plenty of better flavors. I ate those slowly and wrote in my blog more until it was time to go back to work. I had to do the frozen aisle next to my dismay, I spent a lot of time in the freezer and hated it. Safiyya was up front for a while until she ended up leaving later on in the day. I had to clean all the cooler and freezer windows inside some outside windows for my next task, it was too hot for me to do that comfortably but it was time to go on break. I was on break at the same time as Krystal. During my break I did some “investigative journalism” on the girl that ghosted me, you can find so much with just a first name and a phone number, like her failed GoFundMe and a court record for not paying a credit company what she owes them. For my next task, I had to sweep all the stairways in the building which I could tolerate much more. I had to sweep and mop upstairs and that took a while. When I was done at 4:30pm, John told me he completed his tasks and he will see me tomorrow. Hill was going to work on scrubbing the backroom floor and I did all the other tasks. I got those completed and took the bus home at 6:40pm, I saw the one Drew Afualo fan with fetal alcohol syndrome. I saw two guys walking out with two girls when I got to my apartment, I went upstairs and unlocked it and said hi to James, we talked a bit and he said to me:
“Are you a 40K kind of guy?”
I wasn’t but he said he wanted to learn Magic the Gathering and I had a few decks to spare. We walked to the restaurant and I told him about my past encounters with Cookie nearby. We saw Ahwahn and Seth M. I introduced them to Will and vice versa. Turns out Ahwahn lives nearby and Seth M told he he would get a response next Monday. I got in and ordered a steak kabob and waited a while for quite a while as James already got his. I first asked him if he usually did his Thursday dinners with another person but he said he did them alone most often. Quoc would sometimes come along with him when they were roommates while he mentioned doing it once or twice with Onyx, another person from the Honors college James was in was there and they talked, he had super long hair like a young hunter in the Pacific Northwest of America. We next talked about jobs, I told James the story of my mom telling me I didn’t need a job my freshman year (before making me pay for the 1st semester in full instead of half the bill) and I didn’t attend the job search at orientation, she asked me if I tried to get a job and I said no, she somehow got upset. I did mention trying to find a job on campus to no luck, although I mentioned a friend (Asherah) told me that her friend Khadija had a job for a lock replacer at the time, James said he knew Khadija. I told him my dad was in ROTC like him. I asked him what the training camp was like and he told me that they had messy logistics which resulted in a guy dying of heat stroke induced cardiac arrest at Fort Knox, another person died last year due to lightning. He talked about working at Culvers and how the management there loved him because he could take orders and give out the items such as sodas so fast that when there would be a bit of a line for the drive through, they would pull him out of his current spot and have him work there. He told me he joined ROTC to help pay for college and didn’t regret it one bit, I said I wished I could but I didn’t mention my official autism diagnosis preventing me from joining the military. He then told me:
“By the way, I am a bit of a germaphobe so if I come off as a clean freak please keep that in mind!”
I told him not to worry:
“Ohh that’s an upgrade from my previous roommate Enosh!”
I ordered a pineapple milkshake and then we walked home and I played some Holdfast while drinking my pineapple shake. I took a shower and then went to bed.

Song of the Day: L’aquila e il falco - Pooh (2010)
 
What if george floyd didn't die and instead became 'liker and mersault's bull.
What would happen then.
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