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I have been considering making this thread - article? for some time now, but I wasn't too sure since it will just be me documenting my mental SNCA - though then I decided I don't really care and just want to use this as a tool for myself to archive my thoughts in an organized way. I feel disheartened, as everywhere else I've documented my thoughts have long since been lost and I liked to reflect on the things that have changed, and the things that I still need to work on though I'm persistent so I decided I will start all over again with this space I'll have created for myself for as long as this place comes to exist, who knows where things will go and there's so much I want to discuss in more detail - when I don't, my bottled up thoughts and complexities begin to feel unmanageable and I start to collapse in on myself. I don't know how this will be received, but I will state that I've never had any problems personally with anyone and I say this since I've noticed patterns with people feeling skeptical or off-put by me though I don't understand why when people need to learn how to communicate with other people before being so quick to act poorly, my personal thought and no offense meant in it.. I try not to step on anybody's heel, I like to just see where my day to day takes me because that's all we really can do in life, Ich guess.

 

[Sylwia]

I only know cobain as the real OG that did it before mcnutt made it trendy (eve&ough he was killled by CIA)

Mcnutt seemed like an unbearable person.

 

[GemersonLakeAndPalmer]

it's a factual take that a woman being on a forum website is "begging for attention",

FIF(Y)

 

[Sylwia]

FIF(Y)

are you alright?

 

[Dagonet]

I've been considering picking up Fatal Frame II again especially since a remake of Fatal Frame II: Crimson Butterfly was announced, unfortunately not until next year though Crimson Butterfly was my favorite in the series. This alongside Silent Hill F has me excited, not something that happens often for me with big corporate games that release since I usually stick to more lesser known indie titles. There's something about beauty within horror that touches my emotions, a beauty in the macabre.

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With the way things are in the world I think it's normal nowadays for most people to have their ups and their downs, I felt the same way when it came to the political content and it hooks you in to an unhealthy degree - it's good to be caught up on things going on in the world, but it becomes a problem when you're fed that content on a daily basis every time you refresh your social media platforms so deleting those from the equation is the healthier route for the mental so that you don't burn yourself out.



There's no reason to apologize, you responded which is open here,
it's not a locked thread and I don't mind when people respond to whatever I mind vomit about, sometimes it leads to interesting conversation.
When it comes to me though, I'll be fine - hopefully you will be okay as well.



This is something that I'm open about - I do tend to eat very poorly which is my own fault and something I attempt to work on though even when I would consider myself to be eating fairly decent meals on a day to day basis it doesn't help much with other health conditions I go through and situations with the mental that tire me out. Even when I have my lows, I always end up being fine in the end because it's a mindset I force myself through where I won't allow anything to hold me down for too long. I don't know if fixing my eating habits would solve anything as this is something I've worked on in the past and I still felt the day to day fatigue and melancholy that I always feel, though maybe paired with medications and finding professional help for my poor sleep habits maybe something will change for the positive.



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I remember watching Markiplier play Fatal Frame 2, Shit's pretty good

 

[Sylwia]

I remember watching Markiplier play Fatal Frame 2, Shit pretty good

Yeah, Fatal Frame 2 is a good game. I've always loved horror that ties beauty and aesthetics in with horror - it's my bread and butter, which makes me excited to play Silent Hill F once I'm able to afford the deluxe version, since I want the rabbit outfit the deluxe comes with, a nod to Robbie the Rabbit but's also just cute.

 

[GemersonLakeAndPalmer]

are you alright?

Read my blog!
<Reddit spacing
TL;DR: No

 

[Sylwia]

Read my blog!
<Reddit spacing
TL;DR: No

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you chose to come here,

skill issue if you ask me.

 

[worldatwar]

hi

 

[modderola]

Read my blog!
<Reddit spacing
TL;DR: No

...saying this as you write on your own blog here everyday

 

[Sylwia]

hi

have a pleasant day.

 

[GemersonLakeAndPalmer]

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you chose to come here,

skill issue if you ask me.

You can come over to my place

...saying this as you write on your own blog here everyday

Nusoicacas...

 

[worldatwar]

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have a pleasant day.

you too

 

[Sylwia]

You can come over to my place

I'm comfortable here, but thank you for the gracious and kind offer.

 

[worldatwar]

You can come over to my place

ohio diddy rizz

 

[Erblicken]

You seem affable and well-spoken. Perhaps I will read your blog.

 

[Sylwia]

You seem affable and well-spoken. Perhaps I will read your blog.

Nothing too noteworthy to read, honestly - just to save you time.

 

[GemersonLakeAndPalmer]

ohio diddy rizz

cacaan

 

[Sylwia]

I should rest for real this time.

 

[Sylwia]

 

[worldatwar]

cacaan

chrike