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I have been considering making this thread - article? for some time now, but I wasn't too sure since it will just be me documenting my mental SNCA - though then I decided I don't really care and just want to use this as a tool for myself to archive my thoughts in an organized way. I feel disheartened, as everywhere else I've documented my thoughts have long since been lost and I liked to reflect on the things that have changed, and the things that I still need to work on though I'm persistent so I decided I will start all over again with this space I'll have created for myself for as long as this place comes to exist, who knows where things will go and there's so much I want to discuss in more detail - when I don't, my bottled up thoughts and complexities begin to feel unmanageable and I start to collapse in on myself. I don't know how this will be received, but I will state that I've never had any problems personally with anyone and I say this since I've noticed patterns with people feeling skeptical or off-put by me though I don't understand why when people need to learn how to communicate with other people before being so quick to act poorly, my personal thought and no offense meant in it.. I try not to step on anybody's heel, I like to just see where my day to day takes me because that's all we really can do in life, Ich guess.
 
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ya still coding? it would be a waste of talent if you weren't coding here
guest account? though, with how tired I am recently and just things I'm personally dealing with when it comes to my mental I've kind of not been messing around with anything in relation - if I did, it would be towards my visual novel I've been working on for well over a year which I'm constantly putting off to the side.
 
guest account? though, with how tired I am recently and just things I'm personally dealing with when it comes to my mental I've kind of not been messing around with anything in relation - if I did, it would be towards my visual novel I've been working on for well over a year which I'm constantly putting off to the side.
yeah a guest nobody special just a wisp, but good to know I'll vouch for you to code for the shroom ur the only dummy who brought good stuff to the late schlog
 
I'm beginning to realize just how much danger I keep putting myself in as I looked in a mirror and realized my lips were nearly white, peeling a bit. I brushed away the dead cells, and placed on gloss - there was a very slight bit of bleeding though my lips seem to be okay now but I realize this is probably due to my poor water intake and my habit to sometimes sleep an excessive amount of time which means not drinking water during those times. My eating habits probably don't help either as a lot of the foods I take in have a lot of sodium - I have thought of a new diet involving strictly cheese, fruits and red meat. I want to take proper care of my health, my hair, my flesh, my teeth, my nails - which currently don't exist as I tend to bite them down to skin until blood, from anxiety? I don't know what's going on with my brain 肉 though it needs to start being more kind to me - more kind to myself. I'm always skittish of everything, it's tiring.
 
I'm beginning to realize just how much danger I keep putting myself in as I looked in a mirror and realized my lips were nearly white, peeling a bit. I brushed away the dead cells, and placed on gloss - there was a very slight bit of bleeding though my lips seem to be okay now but I realize this is probably due to my poor water intake and my habit to sometimes sleep an excessive amount of time which means not drinking water during those times. My eating habits probably don't help either as a lot of the foods I take in have a lot of sodium - I have thought of a new diet involving strictly cheese, fruits and red meat. I want to take proper care of my health, my hair, my flesh, my teeth, my nails - which currently don't exist as I tend to bite them down to skin until blood, from anxiety? I don't know what's going on with my brain 肉 though it needs to start being more kind to me - more kind to myself. I'm always skittish of everything, it's tiring.
eat fruits more often, fruits high in vitamin C to be exact. You don't wanna get scurvy.
 
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