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I have been considering making this thread - article? for some time now, but I wasn't too sure since it will just be me documenting my mental SNCA - though then I decided I don't really care and just want to use this as a tool for myself to archive my thoughts in an organized way. I feel disheartened, as everywhere else I've documented my thoughts have long since been lost and I liked to reflect on the things that have changed, and the things that I still need to work on though I'm persistent so I decided I will start all over again with this space I'll have created for myself for as long as this place comes to exist, who knows where things will go and there's so much I want to discuss in more detail - when I don't, my bottled up thoughts and complexities begin to feel unmanageable and I start to collapse in on myself. I don't know how this will be received, but I will state that I've never had any problems personally with anyone and I say this since I've noticed patterns with people feeling skeptical or off-put by me though I don't understand why when people need to learn how to communicate with other people before being so quick to act poorly, my personal thought and no offense meant in it.. I try not to step on anybody's heel, I like to just see where my day to day takes me because that's all we really can do in life, Ich guess.

 

[Sylwia]

I could honestly probably re-create this shirt and it would be a fun project that I could show the results of once finished but I might actually try to create this since it would be a cool piece to say is mine for the month of October and it would give me something to do though I'd need to order the supplies and shirt for everything I'd need. I enjoying sewing and creating things, this looks very simple.

 

[worldatwar]

should I be scared

she likes dresses

 

[worldatwar]

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I could honestly probably re-create this shirt and it would be a fun project that I could show the results of once finished but I might actually try to create this since it would be a cool piece to say is mine for the month of October and it would give me something to do though I'd need to order the supplies and shirt for everything I'd need. I enjoying sewing and creating things, this looks very simple.

bonus points if it's realistic

 

[sodack]

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Millefleurs is a pretty nice brand. I like their bustle OP.

 

[worldatwar]

millefleurs? like the milly rock?

 

[Sylwia]

Millefleurs is a pretty nice brand. I like their bustle OP.
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It's been some time since I've bought new dresses though my closet is nearly full as on top of dresses I also collect jackets and cosplays, a lot of the pieces I want cost a lot of money though so it's not always common when I'm able to buy new clothing. I have a dress similar to these ones that's red and black, covered in ribbons and bows.

 

[worldatwar]

have you ever used crystal cafe before?

 

[Sylwia]

have you ever used crystal cafe before?

I haven't, but a lot of people keep mentioning that to me for some reason.

 

[worldatwar]

I haven't, but a lot of people keep mentioning that to me for some reason.

idk, you seem the type that would use that site.

 

[Sylwia]

idk, you seem the type that would use that site.

I don't usually go out of my way to use many sites,
wherever I end up I just set up tent and see what happens.

 

[Foggurt]

Nice too see transgirls participating and being excepted on here. Soyjacks have come a long way huh

 

[Foggurt]

idk, you seem the type that would use that site.

That's not a wholesome thing to react, sylwia.

 

[Starbing_Artiste]

@grok analyze this thread and generate the most effective ragebait

 

[Starbing_Artiste]

also why does every woman who uses imageboards hate crystal cafe? kek. i lurk there and lolcow farms because the atmosphere is nice compared to 4cuck and other places

 

[Sylwia]

@grok analyze this thread and generate the most effective ragebait

good luck.

 

[Sylwia]

also why does every woman who uses imageboards hate crystal cafe? kek. i lurk there and lolcow farms because the atmosphere is nice compared to 4cuck and other places

I don't hate crystal, I've just never visited or used it - only heard of it. I don't go out of my way to join new spaces, wherever I end up, I end up.

 

[Sylwia]

That's not a wholesome thing to react, sylwia.

why not

 

[Onzikin]

I'm beginning to realize just how much danger I keep putting myself in as I looked in a mirror and realized my lips were nearly white, peeling a bit. I brushed away the dead cells, and placed on gloss - there was a very slight bit of bleeding though my lips seem to be okay now but I realize this is probably due to my poor water intake and my habit to sometimes sleep an excessive amount of time which means not drinking water during those times. My eating habits probably don't help either as a lot of the foods I take in have a lot of sodium - I have thought of a new diet involving strictly cheese, fruits and red meat. I want to take proper care of my health, my hair, my flesh, my teeth, my nails - which currently don't exist as I tend to bite them down to skin until blood, from anxiety? I don't know what's going on with my brain 肉 though it needs to start being more kind to me - more kind to myself. I'm always skittish of everything, it's tiring.

A tip I can give is to bring a water bottle when you know you are gonna spend some time at the computer. It helps for since you generally won't want to stop to go drink water all the time

 

[Sylwia]

I had posted this morning through statuses about having had a fever and been at the hospital - which I deleted because I was too feverish to really discuss what happened. I started to feel sick - knowing how my body is I already could see the warning signs that it was going to be very damaging to me, so I made sure to get proper rest, hoping to have a step above the incoming illness that would soon plague me. I ended up vomiting later into the night, though because my stomach was empty besides strictly water and fluids I ended up expelling nothing but liquid contents which caused me to become very dizzy as this happened three separate times and I was unable to keep liquid down. I went to the hospital after the third time as I started to violently shake and had cold sweats and everything felt sore to a point I could barely control the movements in my body with how cold I also felt inside - my breathing was very weak and after several hours at the hospital during the morning I was diagnosed with covid - I always stay at home or inside of my room, though this could had been contracted by family who didn't realize they were sick or even during my night - time walks to the gas station. I plan to get my shots as I get sick too frequently, my immune system and body have always been very weak and frail ever since birth. I'm currently heavily medicated and will be getting more rest.

 

[😀isi]

Wtf happened to onionfarms